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Hmmm, well said here because I have some catching up to do with this diary from the 1st to the present day, the 10th of July here today. Getting to dialysis early today, before 11 am, makes it an early morning which is no big deal for me anymore. I am not at Mercy anymore, and the clinic, Fresenius Kidney Care Clinic makes dialysis be more friendly than kid friendly

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