He is accepting the promotion from his company. Which means.
He must live in Wisconsin for a Year.
He looses all of his perdium ( lodging, food, airfare home to visit)
He gains a good position at the company, small midwest town living, Christian employer who has taken him under his wing.
He also is being given a large amount of money to pay off his debts but has to sign on 5 yrs with the company.
He landed his first job in Beverly Hills for the company. Which they were very impressed with.
So I am happy for him in regards to all of these things. They are good things for him.
Im still at the current "Separation" status.
Ideally H would like me and the kids to move out there with him.
I cannot take such a step. If things were good and healthy between us it would be a different story.
I am holding onto my job, and I didnt share, but my employer extended health benefits to me this past week. And now we are switching the kids over to my insurance policy since the H's plan is complicated and we are out of network here in Cali.
I am growing in my job, and I love it. Next few mos have a lot of fun things going on with work, movie nights in Hollywood and the Oscar Party at work.
Kids have adjusted. They no longer cry a lot about Daddy. Which was tough for awhile. I hate to say they have gotten used to not having him around, but I think they have adjusted to the situation now.
I still havent found a church yet, one I can call home for me. And that is ok, I know my walk with God just isnt about the "Church" I go to. Although many people in my christian environment would think so.
Its ok if I dont go every Sunday. It really is Sparkler ( Yeah I gotta remind myself cause I guess I still hear the old voices saying NOO)
I know my heart. I know where I stand with God in the eternal sense.
Nobody can take that away from me.
"For I am convinced that nothing can separate us from his love. Death cant and Life cant. The angels wont, and all the powers of hell itself cannot keep Gods love away. Our fears for today, or worries for tommorow, or where we are-high above the sky, or in the deepest ocean-nothing will ever be able to separate us from the love of God demonstrated by Jesus when he died for us"
Romans 8:38-39