I see a girlfriend of mine on pretty much daily, online. Shes a friend I know in real life. One of the few internet people I met from my Hometown, and have been friends with for years.
She is the one who urged me to the support group I go to.
I really do Love her.
We havent spoken in months. I miss her. I just dont know what to say to her.
We didnt get into a fight or anything, it was more me telling her some things or decisions I made and she was strongly opposed to them. I wrote about this in my diary when it happened.
Anyways, she just wouldnt let off. And this was something that is my own choice. I will not live the way I used to where people dictate what is right or wrong for me. If its wrong. Let me find out and experience it.
Anyways, we didnt say we werent speaking, its was just we didnt respond to one another. And now its been several months. I do miss her.
But I also learned in group that our friends and family can be just as manipulative and controlling when we are going thru hard times, wanting us to handle things the way THEY think we should.
I could just send her a message and say "I Miss You"? But then again she would not waiver from her standpoint, so should I contact her? I mean what she said to me hasnt changed really, and so I dont want to hear it again either.
Any thoughts people?