I have to admit that today, trying to get a hold of my dad and his wife Sandy today seemed difficult and made me feel why I even bothered, I am bothered about how things went tonight! I believe, with how I grew up in the Karnopp family I was born into has NOT been easy whatsoever, I feel like I was born into the wrong family! Oh my goodness gracious, being in the Karnopp family I was born into has me questioning ‘why me, Lord’ and ‘what am I in this particular family?! I believe my dad does NOT understand me like my mom does nor do I understand my dad?! I do NOT know how else to put it to be honest with you and myself here today. Oh, don’t worry, I did finally hear from my stepmom Sandy via text this evening around 7 pm, but when I texted her a Happy Mother’s Day and set pictures of my new hair cut, I did NOT hear from her until TODAY! I was actually hurt on Mother’s Day when my mom was the ONLY ONE who said ‘thank you’ for wishing her a Happy Mother’s Day. Hearing from Sandy regarding Mother’s Day and calling her today, and she FINALLY texted regarding Mother’s Day AFTER talking to Dad about her NOT responding to any of my texts since Mother’s Day seemed to be the last straw in my way of thinking. Yeah, I get it that my dad is now 84 and mom is 82, but for goodness sakes, trying to talk to my dad about anything is so difficult now. Growing up with technology being what is today is complex and amazing, Dad does not understand why I am so bothered right now about Sandy not getting back to me! Ugh! What the hell? Why did I even bother Dad about Sandy not getting back to me. Gee, what the heck!