I personally hope this is not true, but I had awakened to a thought this morning that has made me think about walking away from my family because the dynamics of the family isn’t great with my immediate family. Ummm, I want a relationship with my brother because we are from the same parents—mom and dad, and our genetic makeup and blood is similar but different. My mom and I have the same blood type and she was able to give me a kidney when I needed one on March 12, 1988 after finding out my kidneys have failed entirely to total kidney failure unknown to us until I was 17, and in the hospital in October 1987 for a while in my junior year in high school. i thought my life was over and here I am a teenager needing a kidney transplant! I have a sister who is my dad’s daughter and his wife’s daughter who came into this world on January 12, 1987. Even though she did not have my dad’s and mom’s DNA I have consisted my dad’s daughter with my stepmom a sister—no half-sister crap, but I considered her as my sister even though she has a different mom and my dad has been married to my stepmom for 44 years.

More later.