I had my counseling session over the MyChart tele-health today with Deb Johnson at Mercy Options. I love the idea of not having to leave the home for these type of appointment. Anyway, what did we talk about today? Well, we talked about dad’s hospital visit and stay because his heart isn’t working very well now. We discussed how I found out about him being in the hospital last week by my SIL had upset me because of how she brought it to my attention that was not pleasant and my caregiver called dad’s wife Sandy to find out what is going on. From that moment and rest of the week, I was in communication via text with my dad’s wife, and doing my best to keep myself above water and treading as I carried on from one day to another an hour at a time until I heard from Sandy again as I tried not to be a nuisance. I had learned about patience during those moments in time last week! My dad is 83 years old and has endured a lot in the past 12 years of hid life regarding his heart after his heart attack for sure…I’m sure! I do love my dad!

As I was in my televisit chat with Deb J, we talked about my way of writing my feelings and wanting my dad to know me more than he does now. My mom Mary Fox Lawrence knows and understands me and how I communicate better in writing than verbal speaking. My dad does not understand, but I believe that it’s not too late to show my ability in my thoughts in writing. He may never understand, but I won’t give up!

My next appointment will also be a telehealth visit on October 15th, 2025.