Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Counseling Journal

I had my appointment with Deb J today, too. I wanted Jackie to come along his time, but she has not been feeling well, and today was the first time I saw her since last today, and I was not forcing her to come with me this time. It gave me a chance to vent about her without her with me. I am getting fed up with her not talking to me about things related to her caring for me. I hired her to work for me, and yes, she needs to talk to me. Telling Deb, who tells me, is becoming an ongoing problem these days. I feel I have lost control of things when Jackie is doing everything for me. I do not like it that she talks loudly while using the damn speaker phone on her cell. Her loudness sounds like she shouting, and it drives me crazy. Her actions wants me to fire her every week. I hate her and her overpowering ways, ugh! Caregivers are hard to find these days as well, and I do not want to be in the IRIS program anymore, but the nuts and caregivers have the right say I belong in a nursing home because I cannot do some easy things myself anymore. Then, I will lose my babies (my fur babies) to unknown people. I am NOT losing them! Never! They will die knowing they were loved by two caregivers and their human mommy Kristi Karnopp. Enough said