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IThat I find it difficult to express my words in writing, but lately, this week, I have found it very difficult to express my thoughts in writing. Yet, I continue to do so the best I can. I feel like I am being laughed at by Jackie and Julie.

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Ksmiley/LittleKrissi My Counseling Journal

It Doesn’t Happen To OftenFri Mar 21 2025

Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Counseling Journal

It Doesn’t Happen To Often
Fri Mar 21 2025