Just hurting a lot right now. Cant sleep, Just sitting here in front of my computer in the dark office crying.
I dont know what else to do right now.
I just want to be scooped up and held and consoled.
They always said look to God, crawl into the lap of the FATHER, cry out to him, His arms will embrace you.
I can hear it all, but I do not know how to experience it?
Oh God I just feel so messed up inside. Like something is wrong with me, and will I ever escape my own torment?