Ahhh well just limped into work.
Foot feels better, have it wrapped now in a Ace bandage coworker gave to me. I slept well last night also.
I colored my hair last friday. Its one of those temporary colors. Caribbean Mahoghany. I dont like it when I first put it in since its so bright. Now its toned down with each washing and I like it better.
I have never been one for drastic bold hair colors. So I feel like Im drawing attention to myself. Which isnt such a bad thing. I have a new side of myself that enjoys the attention also.
I felt like I fit in at Hot Topic in the mall. Haha. My hair matched the girl who was greeting people at the door cept hers was in 2 ponytails. H just trailed around behind me. Im so bummed I hurt my foot cause Ive lived in this pair of black lace up boots for a few months now. I twisted my ankle while wearing them, they make me about 6" tall. Instead of my 5'6. So I tried to put them on this AM, NOPE, had to take it off and retreat to the slip on open back summer shoes. I kick them off once I get home or in the vehicle, or to work. Just for walking thru parking lots n such.
So I got this sweater at Hot Topic. Its really cool. Its black with red stitching and has flames on the cuffs.
Haha, I scared the H.
I also tried on a few plaid skirts. I already own a few myself. I really like red and black plaid. But they had some blue. I tried it on and the skirt was almost cheerleaderish, bleh, I didnt like how it looked.
Oh yeah similar to my diary background, thats what Im talking about!
I also had fun and tried on this gothic garb that was hanging in the dressing room. It was a red crushed velvet top that had a tie all the way up the center, So you had to remove your bra. H wanted me to buy it. HA! I was like "Well maybe Id wear it on Halloween?"
It was fun. He kept saying that Im scaring him. I always said secretly inside I liked the goth chicks in high school. I loved their clothes and the way they looked. I went to Catholic high school, we didnt have uniforms, but we had a dress code. The goth chicks always had this cool black lace stuff. We had a clique of 3 girls like this. On Halloween I dressed like one. But my parents would have had a cow were I to fully dress that way. I owned mainly black and white clothing. And they would say "Warning signs your teen is depressed, wrong crowd, drugs, etc" And one is they wear black. I was far from depressed. I just like black! I owned some dark purple pants, and I wore these black shiny shoes, I called them my dorothy shoes, And would always click the heels together. The bottoms were really smooth and I loved wearing them to school dances.
Ive spent so much of my life fitting everyone elses expected mold of me, and mainly I placed these expectations on myself.
So here I am soon to hit my 30s and I feel like an experimenting teenager at times. Cant help it, I missed out on a portion of self discovery during my teen years. Im a bit delayed what can I say?
I had a boyfriend at 16 and stopped doing things for myself.
I bought another cool pair of jeans last week and this white shirt, long sleeve with flared cuffs, and they have slits in them. The picture on it is sorta old time war with the girls in the little hats and hair curled with the big swirly loop on top that Gwen Stefani wears often. Its a really cool shirt and has airplanes in the background. Had some english guy with an accent complement it the other day and he said "Interesting shirt, it reminds me of the movie "The Majestic" have you seen it? I havent so Ill be curious what about the shirt reminded him of the movie.
Im driving to work today. H left his truck this time. So Im driving it around. Its nice to have a CD player. Since I STILL dont have one. haha
So I went thru his CD Collection, DANG hes got a ton! So mind you Im driving wearing black, with my burgundy hair, in a black 4 wheel drive truck, sun roof open, sun is shining today, and Im wearing my Jennifer Lopezish sunglasses with a sparkly heart on one lens.
AH! The B52s! HAHA. So Im driving blaring "Good stuff!" Ok so I easily amuse myself.
So here I am at work, They called me the "The Gimp" today.
Well gonna take a break, write more later.