Flipped thru the channels over and over. About 70 of them. Not much I feel like watching. I was like this all day.
I wanted to cry some, but didnt.
Just feeling really alone and scared I guess.
I hate being up late, its like my thought process gets transformed and amplified. I worry more, I dwell on negative things.
Yet I cant get to sleep, Took a nap today, so Now Im not ready for bed either.
Since Im not on AOL anymore its not easy to just go and fill my time with chat room blabbing. I went on another chat service, looked for a Christian chat, Only to find the typical teenager cursing the name of Christ only to get a rise out of the other Christians who spend the whole chat trying to share scriptures with a person who doesnt give a care. :::Sigh:::