I went and did some errands, then vacuumed out Hs truck ( sunflower seed land)
Got home and got the rake, trashcan, broom, dustpan. And I picked up trash blown into my plant. Raked all the leaves out of my lil rose garden area. I trimmed back some dead branches on plants. Sprayed down the porch. Just made everything all pretty. Its been kinda chilly, Days are shorter, and I just havent had the time. So today the weather is gorgeous! I actually have the front door open, and a few of the windows. Turned the heaters all down low. YAY nice weather.
I have both the kids at work on cleaning their rooms today ( boy is my youngest childs room scary!)
Told the youngest he can go ride his bike out front once his room is clean. Yeah I told him he can GO OUT FRONT. Although yesterday when my Mom was watching them they threw a ball into the neighbors yard and wanted to get it, My Mom told them no. To wait till I got home. So what did they do? They snuck in their side gate that was left open! ::::covers eyes:::: So Mom had to do the gma "GET OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW!" and send them to their rooms.
Ahh they gotta start having some freedom to be grown up a little, then they go and blow it.
Well I was quite upset last night. Feel better with doing some yard work. Did lots of thinking. Back to how I didnt want to spend my time blaming and pointing out faults. And how I allowed myself to get sucked back in. This is ME, And H is the way he is. We dont need to crush one another for being Who we are. Question lies in, is this WHO WE ARE acceptable for us to live together with? I dont want to always be fighting and throwing mud. It just does no good.
Later