ugh I did not want to wake up this AM. I have been feeling sick in the Am, my throat full of Phlem( nice I know) but once I get up and get showered and all it clears up. Its just first thing in the AM. But it makes it so hard to get up, my body is so weak.
Im ok all day, but once about 8-9pm hits in the eve my body wants to rest, I cant stay up and get housework done like I used to, Im to exhausted, plus the gym. I think thats what makes me tired sooner. I mean its a good thing, It wouldnt hurt for me to get to bed earlier, and hey I at least do NOT have a problem with Insomnia! I havent had that prob for years. I tell people "Have kids" and you will value sleep.
I LOVE SLEEP
I found this Christian womens website and wrote a letter to it. About my situation and much to my suprise I already recieved a response! She asked for further info.
My Jeep is all taken care of, Smog repairs and retest is done! YAY! So all I have left is a trip to the DMV to show the papers. Whew that was calling it close. My deadline is Dec 16th.
I should make it to the gym again today, I have counseling at 4. So I should be able to cram in 45 min. I had my coworker drop me off yest, and my mom come and pick me up at the gym. But managed a way to keep up my routine still. Go me!
The guy who talks to me often has been talking to me all week. Saying "Hey your late" told him whats up with my work and vehicle situation. He says "Ahh just giving you a hard time, I know it helps though when you know someone asks you how your doing, where you been, and encourages you"
Hes like the gym umm whats the word "Encourager?" He does this with a lot of people and tells me how good Im doing and disciplined.
Ok so I moved up to the next largest size hand weights this week. OMGOSH the first day I was like Ohh noo put those back. I had tried awhile ago but had to go back to the lil 5 pd ones. They are getting a lil easier so I moved up to 10. HAHA. My arms have been sore! It was time I moved up. Its harder for me but I can do it, cant make everything easy right?
Im at a smaller gym, they just started putting out a newsletter and Ive been grabbing them every month. Full of tips n stuff. So they said they are offering follow up trainer sessions for members. Oh is that was that was my first time at the gym years ago? HA! I just remember getting shown how to use various equipment. They said we can compare and check our progress from our original session? HAHA. sorry its just funny. Yeah right, I didnt even have a plan or anything set up. But I will have to take advantage of this free 30 min session and get some input for future learning, but as far as what happened when I arrived there years ago, umm nothing was really established or done.
The H informed last nite on the phone he got a promotion and will be living in Wisconsin.
Dont really know what to think right now, but thats ok, just take it easy Sparkler, dont try to figure everything out,
In due time...