I was coughing hard and it just kinked up on the left side, Its all tender, I tried to massage it myself, took a hot shower, its bugging me. God I feel so old you know?
I twist my ankle badly and that was painful and took some time to heal. Its not like it was when I was younger just bouncing back. Im a generally healthy active person, so this month has been tough on me.
I took a Tylenol, which I dont even take much medication either, but since Ive been sick Ive had so much stuff in my system. I wanna get back to me. Active, busy, eating normally, taking my vitamins, going to the gym.
Ive been going thru a lot inside also. A lot of different things. I wonder if others are like me, there mind always going. Some days I miss life being simple, living day to day and not constantly in turmoil and trying to figure out what to do.
I miss just simply living each day.
Instead I just pick apart everything in my mind each day, robbing myself of everything else around me, because Im so wrapped up in my own internal drama.
I just dont know how to turn it off you know?