allimom
A Day In The Life

What is this mystery?

;-)

Two entries, differently titled, and they say the same thing.

Thinking about what, eh? Not even a clue.


Bless

Will you please stop tantalizing us and start telling us WHAT you're talking about. Tension is growing.


Bless

You realize that you're killing this cat with curiosity, right?

Meow

I think with this much suspense we should start guessing.

I think she's pregnant! :D:D

Over birthday dinner, my mom told us that she had 4 abortions with four different men. After me and before my youngest sister. She regretted aborting only one.

My birthday consisted of watching Nicole flirt with Christyl, getting drunk, and getting high. I sat tapping my foot. My hands. Repeating "I need to go." So after we left Nicole reclined in the front seats of Christyl's car, me and Ryan journeyed to Charlie's in Kapaa to pick up weed. I smoked my brains out when I got home. And I found out how well it helps when I'm stressed. Until Nicole came over because she forgot her phone. "We're going to Kalapaki, you wanna come?" Just picturing the two of them running in the waves made me scowl. "No, you have fun." I sat alone in my living room watching my multicolored party lights swim around on the walls listening to trip hop.

Then my birthday party the next day happened. My car nearly died a couple times going up to the mountains to the cabin we rented. No oil. Lost my debit card. We all got drunk. Half naked. Danced around in fog and party lighting to thumping rock/trip hop/electronica songs. Twister. Which I always won. Nicole and Tiff sat back and discussed how they thought I was sexy. All I heard was "wolf tattoo" and saw Nicole's nod of agreement. Then I clotheslined them. Laid there between them. And they both kissed up on me. And it was awkward, well mainly just Tiff forcing moans in my ear. But the attention was nice. Nicole disappeared into the bedroom. I went in and tackled her. Made out. And then she proceeded to drunkenly try to explain something to me. Only half sentences and unfinished thoughts surfaced. "I don't know if I should tell you this when I'm drunk." "I'm not a whore" "I just want to be the nice girl you met" "You're nice but" "I have to throw up." I got her some water, played with her hair, then went on my way. I think I've been officially told to back off.

Christyl sent out a mass text for everyone to come to the bar. I asked if Nicole was coming. "I'm not sure." Christyl apologized for my birthday and wanted to try her hardest to make me forgive her. She didn't have to try very hard because I'm a very forgiving person anyway. Especially when I'm getting jealous over someone that's not mine. Still sucked getting left alone while they disappeared for 20 minutes at a time on my birthday. So we hung out. And in walks Nicole. And my stomach turned and my hands shook and I said stiffly, "I need to go." Christyl turned to see Nicole. She turned back to me "here's a shot. Relax. Don't leave." More of her friends showed up. 2 of them were flirting with me all night. Made things easier while watching Nicole flirt with Christyl. We all got drunk. Tiff showed up. She pulled me aside. "Cassi, you're going to hate me. I have HPV. And it can be transmitted sexually." I wasn't bothered at the time. I doubted whole heartedly that I had it. But... still fucking sucked. The bar closed and we all went to Sam's house where we proceeded to wrestle. Sam had pinned me down and was biting me sexually. I ended up pinning her down and dragging her out to the living room. Nicole and I then spent about 20 minutes restraining her. Tatum would hump us randomly throughout. Then Nicole turned on Tatum. I continued with Sam. Me and Nicole both won. Then we decided to attack each other. She heaved and panted oh so heavily struggling against me. She coughed, "I'm not gonna lie, this is kinda hot." I was winning but we were so drunkenly exhausted by then so we decided to have a rematch another time. Adorned in bruises and a thick bump on my shin I decided to call it a night. I gave them a group hug. Nicole bit into my arm, "I just had to do that."

Yesterday I went to Tatum's and we "jammed." Woman is awesome on the drums. I brought my guitar and it sounded terrible. Crappy amp quality. Then we went to Rob's. Got bored and headed to my house. A bunch of people came over including Nicole. We tried to make a dent in all the alcohol I still had left over from my birthday party. It wasn't really working. Tiff brought over some weed and smoked that and watched Serial Mom. Everyone left until it was just me, Tatum, Kelli, and Nicole. I would drop them off when I pleased. So around 2 or 3 in the morning I drove Tatum home. Then Kelli. Then it was just me and Nicole. As we pulled away from Kelli's she blurted "so do you wanna go to a beach or something?" We drove the back roads with no headlights on. She trusted me. We went to the small beacon light by my work. Climbed the ladder to the top of the tower. I was feeling brave that night. We sat there and talked about our lives. And she'd look over at me and I look at her. And you could cut the sexual tension with a knife. It was there. But none of us wanted to make the first move. "Let's go." Damn. We climbed down. She didn't completely start walking to the car yet. She stopped at the bottom. I extended my arms and tilted my head back. I was giving in. Sort of making the first move. Hell for all she knew I was enjoying the wind. But she stepped forward and wrapped her arms around me. And we held each other snuggly. Warmly. In silence. I kissed her cheek. She kissed mine. We held each other some more. I groaned, "you know you'd make a good cuddle buddy." She chuckled, "I don't HAVE to go anywhere tonight." She kissed my cheek. I kissed the corner of her mouth. We put our foreheads together for a time. I gave in and kissed her softly. And we kissed sweetly for a while. "I'm hurting you aren't I?" The question caught me off guard. "In a way I guess. But its my fault as much as yours. I can tell my mind to get over it. Its just hard. Cause you're nice and not psychotic and I'm just like 'mine!' I watch you flirt with other people and it hurts. But that's just me. I get jealous. I'll have to get over it. That's all I can do." She put her head down in sadness, "I'm sorry." I reassured her, "its fine. Do what you gotta do to make yourself happy. We could die tomorrow for all we know. Its your life. Don't anyone else rule it." We kissed some more. Held each other. I groaned again, "can't we just be make out buddies." She laughed. I continued, "Call you up. You come over and we'll cuddle and watch a movie. Kiss a bit." She nodded, "that sounds really nice." I asked, "so do you want me to drop you off at Tiff's or do you wanna stay over? No pressure. You're not gonna hurt my feelings." She thought for a time. Long enough for me to know that she wasn't going to stay. "Yeah I'm gonna go to Tiff's." I nodded "that's fine. By the way, you're beautiful. I know you probably hear it all the time, but I figured you should know it anyway." She whispered, "I actually haven't heard it in a while." I smiled, "aww well you are beautiful." We headed to my car. I put out my hand to her as I drove. She looked at me. I looked at her. I felt a little bad. I don't think she wanted to do it. But she took my hand. And I giggled, "awwww! I love holding hands. Ryan will hold my hand and I'll make like I'm irritated but I secretly love it." She laughed, "yeah but its not the same." I dropped her off and sped home. Fell asleep at 5:30 in the morning.

Its hard to keep myself distanced from her as to not scare her off but at the same time not completely blow her off. So hard.

i decided long ago never to walk in love or follow God

malicious

;)

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