I feel like I've been saying I'm sorry almost constantly for the past two and a half weeks. I'm admittedly tired and grouchy, and unfortunately for my family this has made me a class A bitch. Between the sleep I'm not getting, and being the only one who looks after the pup night and day (unless she is in her crate), I'm very tired and grumpy.
I've apologized countlessly to the kids, explaining that I'm tired and grouchy, and that I don't mean to snap and yell at them, and I sincerely hope they understand. I feel like the only thing I do is yell at the kids and reprimand one or the other (or both) of the dogs. I've snapped at Hubby and currently have a rant full of obscenities and accusations I want to fling at him that I'm holding in as hard as I can. The things I feel like saying to him right now shouldn't be said to anyone, and he really doesn't deserve it.
I need sleep and rest. Hubby has to work this weekend, and won't have a day off until a week from tomorrow, so I don't see myself getting any decent sleep for a while.
Right now what I would really like to do is scream, then rant at anyone and everyone I come across. I want to throw a good old fashioned tantrum. I want to throw a fit such that the people around me expect my head to rotate 360 degrees and me to puke pea soup all over everything. I want to have a conniption fit. I'm sure I'll feel a little bit better afterwards, but I can't do it.
I'm an adult. I'm supposed to be responsible. I'm not supposed to lose control of myself and have that type of behavior. I need to set a good example and teach my children that no matter how tired and grumpy I am, I need to consider the people around me and not subject them to such behavior.
I still want to tell everyone to eat my shorts and scream at them though.
Don't worry, I won't.
Probably.
I've apologized countlessly to the kids, explaining that I'm tired and grouchy, and that I don't mean to snap and yell at them, and I sincerely hope they understand. I feel like the only thing I do is yell at the kids and reprimand one or the other (or both) of the dogs. I've snapped at Hubby and currently have a rant full of obscenities and accusations I want to fling at him that I'm holding in as hard as I can. The things I feel like saying to him right now shouldn't be said to anyone, and he really doesn't deserve it.
I need sleep and rest. Hubby has to work this weekend, and won't have a day off until a week from tomorrow, so I don't see myself getting any decent sleep for a while.
Right now what I would really like to do is scream, then rant at anyone and everyone I come across. I want to throw a good old fashioned tantrum. I want to throw a fit such that the people around me expect my head to rotate 360 degrees and me to puke pea soup all over everything. I want to have a conniption fit. I'm sure I'll feel a little bit better afterwards, but I can't do it.
I'm an adult. I'm supposed to be responsible. I'm not supposed to lose control of myself and have that type of behavior. I need to set a good example and teach my children that no matter how tired and grumpy I am, I need to consider the people around me and not subject them to such behavior.
I still want to tell everyone to eat my shorts and scream at them though.
Don't worry, I won't.
Probably.