Just got back from Detective Pikachu with Molly. It was a cute movie. But, all the medications I’m taking now made me tired and I felt like I wasn’t being a very good conversationalist with Molly. In the end, I was anxious to leave and come back home to be alone.
I wonder if I keep suffering the same hurts because I’m not analyzing myself enough? How do I analyze myself and my thoughts and actions more? And in a useful way? Or am I over-analyzing?? I feel like I spend a lot of time thinking about decisions and worrying about things, but I still find myself repeating mistakes and nearly constantly sad and depressed. I can’t really pinpoint what it is that keeps me from being able to have a good relationship. I wish I could.