Just got back from Detective Pikachu with Molly.  It was a cute movie.  But, all the medications I’m taking now made me tired and I felt like I wasn’t being a very good conversationalist with Molly.  In the end, I was anxious to leave and come back home to be alone.

I wonder if I keep suffering the same hurts because I’m not analyzing myself enough?  How do I analyze myself and my thoughts and actions more?  And in a useful way?  Or am I over-analyzing??  I feel like I spend a lot of time thinking about decisions and worrying about things, but I still find myself repeating mistakes and nearly constantly sad and depressed.  I can’t really pinpoint what it is that keeps me from being able to have a good relationship.  I wish I could.

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