My diary here is where I can publish my thoughts publicly or privately. I feel comfortable here and not alone in the diarist world of life. I may have to take some time off from time to time to regenerate my soul, energy, and need to relax and be comfortable. I suffer from anxiety and panic from time to time, so my emotions can be a little off. When I deal with the anxiety that goes into sheer panic mode, my world seems to spin, and I lose control by not being able to deal with what is going on in my life around me very well. I find my emotions going in different directions, and I cannot decipher what feeling is true or just playing games. I am here to share my life from day to day or whenever I can. Here is my public journal to share.