I have been up since 4 AM this morning all slept out. I thought, since I am up, I would write in my diary for a while. I have no plans today. Plans are on hold until the Coronavirus scare has been lifted. My thoughts about the pandemic are as follows: 1. Abide by the rules to be safe, and you will be okay. 2. Do not abide by the rules to be safe, and you are at risk of getting sick. I am following number one the best I can while others are not. Coronavirus is dangerous, and people have died from complications to the virus. That is very sad. I do not feel sorry for anyone who will risk their health to the ground, not listening to government officials who do want us all to be safe. My risk of getting the virus with kidney disease is higher than someone healthy. I do not need to get sick when I am doing dialysis. How many times do I have to address my concerns for people to listen to me finally?
I wanted to say hello and good evening from Janesville, Wisconsin. I hope everyone is hanging in there amid the Coronavirus pandemic. I am not doing too shabby myself in these parts. I do have to admit that I am feeling a little restless these days not able to get anything done outside of going to dialysis three times a week—today. Although I am used to distancing myself from people, I do feel a little twinge of emotion because of what is going on in the world around me. I am grateful for the company I do have every day and it is nice to be alone after my company leaves for the day. Today was one of those days I have learned not to hide anything from DKF. I shouldn’t be afraid to order anything to eat as long as I eat it in moderation. It was one of those days I am finding that $10 is missing and DKF was searching for it and found some chip bags under the couch because I was hiding them from her. Yes, I was hiding them from her, but I will not do such a thing like that ever again. I promised her I wouldn’t. I never break a promise once I make it. It is time for me to go for the night. I am tired and ready for bed now. I thought I would write an entry before closing up shop for the night. Even though I do not have any plans for tomorrow, I like to have a regular schedule to sleep. DKF is always here by 7 AM Monday - Friday, and I want to be awake when she gets here. I am going to say good night and God bless, and come back tomorrow. Good night.