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The first day of December here.  I can not believe how fast the month of November came and went.  There has been a rough road to walk on the past few days, but I am feeling pretty good since last night after 7:30 PM.  I slept well for the first time in a couple of days.  I am awake and I feel refreshed.  Finding sleep in my life has its ups and downs.  The downs can be frustrating when I have dialysis the next day, but today is an up sleep day.  Do I make sense?  Maybe I need to work on math before going to bed at night to get tired and sleepy.  I can make things more complicated than things are sometimes.  Does that happen to you?  It happens to me a lot and I can not always figure out why it is simple when it seems complicated.  Once I figure out something, I am grateful.  I give myself a V8 and realize that the complication was simple, and embarrassment washes over me with goosebumps.  I don’t like those moments either.

Today is dialysis day.  I haven’t updated in a while.  Please forgive me.  I hadn’t written for a while.  I have viewed I was going to write more in the present and future.  Today I have time.  I was awake by 6:15 AM, cuddled with Magic kitty, who is growing up fast, got up to look for something to wear for the day, have my bath.  I am dressed, Magic has been feed.  He loves his breakfast of moist cat food, a half a can.  That’s when I take my meds at the counter with a cup because if I drop a pill Magic will grab it and eat the dropped pill.  I have found time to write before I leave for dialysis this morning.