The first day of December here. I can not believe how fast the month of November came and went. There has been a rough road to walk on the past few days, but I am feeling pretty good since last night after 7:30 PM. I slept well for the first time in a couple of days. I am awake and I feel refreshed. Finding sleep in my life has its ups and downs. The downs can be frustrating when I have dialysis the next day, but today is an up sleep day. Do I make sense? Maybe I need to work on math before going to bed at night to get tired and sleepy. I can make things more complicated than things are sometimes. Does that happen to you? It happens to me a lot and I can not always figure out why it is simple when it seems complicated. Once I figure out something, I am grateful. I give myself a V8 and realize that the complication was simple, and embarrassment washes over me with goosebumps. I don’t like those moments either.
Today is dialysis day. I haven’t updated in a while. Please forgive me. I hadn’t written for a while. I have viewed I was going to write more in the present and future. Today I have time. I was awake by 6:15 AM, cuddled with Magic kitty, who is growing up fast, got up to look for something to wear for the day, have my bath. I am dressed, Magic has been feed. He loves his breakfast of moist cat food, a half a can. That’s when I take my meds at the counter with a cup because if I drop a pill Magic will grab it and eat the dropped pill. I have found time to write before I leave for dialysis this morning.