My thoughts are all scrambled up right now. I have a lot to say and write about, but since December 8 I have been off and online very little lately. I just do not have gumption to be on my computer daily right now. Since Thanksgiving, now, I have been dealing with some stressful moments on a daily basis that has made me feel differently about the holidays this year. It is not that I do not want to celebrate the holidays or anything, but it seems to have been one of those years for me that celebrating the holidays is not a concern or anything. Despite my feelings of celebrating the Christmas holiday my dad and his wife SGK will be here Tuesday for our Christmas celebration and on December 25, I will be going to Pastor Van’s and CV’s house.