I have gotten up around 7 AM this morning after getting back to sleep before 5:30 AM. AR was here from 9 to 10 AM this morning to help with personal cares. She is taking over for DKF today and tomorrow for medical reasons – to be with her husband. As far as my day is concerned, I am feeling a little emotional. I just did not expect the month of July to begin with one emotion after another. What in the world am I dreading, questioning, and wondering about now. Oh how I dislike days like this.