I have had my shower at 8:30 AM this morning and got dressed for the day. I really do not want to go anywhere today, period, but I have an obligation to fulfill for next week. I want to stay home all day and do much of nothing all day. I am not leading a boring life these days that’s for sure! My life has been filled with something practically everyday of the week since February 1st of this year. I have not had the need or want to visit in the community room lately either. Ever since last week I have been keeping to myself again and that is the way it is going to go for now.
I do know that the manager KR has talked to RS about some things again today but I feel I have poopooed off. RS wanted to talk to me but KR said that would not be a very good idea right now. If I have heard right about something over the weekend than so be it and good riddance. I am not going to say ‘good riddance to rubbish’ because RS is not rubbish, she’s a human being in love with someone who loves her right now. That I get. I do not wanting our friendship to continue any longer. With my health the way it is I have to concentrate on that now.
My kidney is dying and I am going to have fistula placement on Tuesday, November 15. I had my chest x-ray, blood tests, and EKG done at Mercy Hospital today so I am all prepared. The EKG tech told me that my heart was normal – woo hoo!