I have not been in the mood to write in my diary here since Friday. As a matter of fact, this is the first time I have written since the 20th of this month and it is just downright sad here at my end. I am okay … just a little bummy — okay, really a lot bummy. My weekend this past weekend did not go as planned as it should have but what happened did not really surprise me much especially this weekend of all weekends. I really can not explain it really — at least right now I cannot explain it or know how to explain it without sounding like a broken record skipping on a scratch on the old turntable of a record player. I do know who my true friends are and who are not my true friends now since this last Friday because a true friend would not have done what happened Friday night. Am I mad? Yes, at myself. Do I have to re-evaluate my friendship/relationship with a particular someone? No doubtedly, yes, for sure because, like I said earlier, no true friend would have done what was done on Friday. Considering the source is how I see it. I deserve better…that’s for sure! So that is why I have not written in my journal since the last time.