Well, the day has gone fairly well. Have flu-like symptoms still but fever is coming and going less of the time than at beginning. Today, being somewhat of a day of thought of a loved one passed 6 years ago, has brought some questions once again and dreams of the loved one passing in dreams that are unavoidable because of the fact that the loved one is clear on my mind. I have even asked friends who knew my grandfather in one way or another and to the satisfaction of knowing him and why seemed to cool down my thoughts of losing him 6 years ago quite a bit. Memories of my grandfather seems to spring forth right now. My stomach is kind of tied up in knots.