Feeling Kind of Confused Right Now

Yesterday I tried calling my surrogate Mom’s number and her answering machine kicked in. I began to say something then I heard in the background sound like from the television. I kept asking if someone was there but no one answered and then someone hung up. I know it was her answering machine because of the message that she had and I recognized the voice on the machine. I am so confused right now – hurt and wondering if I did something wrong. Did I do something wrong? I am so confused right now. What am I going to do?


Hello –

Not much is happening right now. Getting ready to have a weekend of quiet solitude if I know what that means…rest, reading, studying Scripture, etc… It is getting late here now and I will be back sometime Saturday night or Sunday.

Kae Smiley/Kristi