My blogging mojo has gone walkabout, taken a sabbatical, been reported AWOL, with a side of busman's holiday thrown in just for fun. It may have something to do with me reading all my old journals that began in the mid 80's. All 23! of them. This may have been an ill advised thing to do. It's thrown me into a bit of an inward phase. So what you say? Well, my normal state is inward. Right now I am positively squished. I'm hoping that it could be that I get so inward that the only logical outcome would be something of a 'big bang'.
In Kabbalistic theory there is a concept called 'tzim tzum' [ tsim tsoom is how it is pronounced]. It is a constriction. A pulling back. A condensation if you will. Reading all my journals put me in a state of tzim tzum. I'm hoping this means there will eventually come an expansion. It is very clear however that this has not happened yet.
In other news, I am about to take a trip. I'll be going to my parent's house to help out because my dad is coming home from rehab after heart surgery. He's getting sprung tomorrow, and I'll be in the air tomorrow night. I'll check in when I get back on the ground. I hear there's snow. That will be quite the climate change…. ha ha…. from what we have here today. I had the whole house open and the heater off because it was so pleasant outside. The dogs got to go in and out at will, their favorite thing.
So, I'll see you from a different perspective soon. Though I doubt I will be expansive by then. This may take some time.