It’s Forever Over with P

Even though I had decided not to say anything to P about how I felt, I slipped anyway.  I think it makes me feel more sure knowing where he stands even if it hurts more.  Anyway, this morning he asked me if I was staying positive. And I just said no, I wasn’t because I was still sad over him.  And he basically told me to stay positive anyway and gave me happy faces and a thumbs up.  And that was all.  :(  So, that says everything.  There’s no chance of reconciling with him or starting over or trying again.

That’s that.  And that sucks.

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