7/13/2014

Pretty boring day.  Slept in till 2:30pm… I just felt so tired every time I woke up. Posted a few things on eBay.  Texted a guy named Todd all day that I met on pof.  We’re trying to set up a date for sometime this week.  Was texting with Jason a bit too then he called me lazy for eating canned soup instead of making it from scratch so I just didn’t respond.  That was a few hours ago and he hasn’t sent anymore texts.  I dunno, I felt like that was kind of rude and if he was joking he should’ve made it more clear.  He makes me feel sad/rejected on a daily basis…

Jogged 2.3 miles today.  I couldn’t go any farther though.. it was just too dang hot and humid out.

7/12/2014

The apartment management company had a pool party today.  I didn’t go.  It was loud because of the music, so I left my apartment to get away.  Went to the Post Office, Moe’s and Target.  Came home then went out to try to find a nearby charity to donate my books.  I found the Salvation Army in Alexandria, but they were closed by the time I got there.  I found Goodwill in Arlington, but made a wrong turn and ended up back on Rt 50 and decided to just go home lol.  Jason’s not texting me much today.  He said he has a bad headache, but I’m not sure that that’s the reason…

Feeling depressed about how things are going (or not going) with Jason.  I feel hopeless about finding love again.  I purchased a membership to Christian Cafe yesterday.. but the pool of people is pretty small there.  And most people don’t even post pictures.  So, I’m starting to regret that purchase already.  And the pof messages are few and far between… and mostly from guys that I am not interested in.  It’s hard to not feel hopeless about it.