Last Friday, my project manager Mary informed me that she had given my name to the project manager of another project – NRO. They have a need for a few business analysts so Mary thought I might be interested. At first I was kind of pissed since I’ve only been on GSA for 10 months and I’m tired of getting passed around from project to project. But, after thinking about it more I really hope they pick me for the new project. I don’t like the work I do at GSA and even after 10 months I feel like an outsider with the team, so it would be great to go to another team.
Tuesday I had a quick chat (less than 5 mins) with someone on the NRO team. They really just wanted to know if I had GL and Budget experience lol. I said I had a bit of experience, but was more of a generalist. So… we’ll see how it goes! If they pick me, I’ll have to have 1-2 more interviews with CACI. It’s CACI’s project and CGI is a sub-contractor… I think.
I’ve been missing Alain lately… lol I say that as if it’s new or different than usual. I pray everyday for relief from the heartache.
A few weekends ago on New Year’s Eve, AJ and I had a fight about my friendship with my coworker Dave. Since then I’ve been backing off and trying to avoid Dave a little. I feel a little grossed out by him for some reason. I guess I never thought that Dave was trying to get with me until AJ said so.
I’d say I’m mildly depressed right now. I am unable to look forward to the future as I don’t think there’s anything exciting or worthwhile coming. I don’t have any goals. I can’t really come up with anything to work towards as I feel like I don’t really care about anything. I’m bored with life.