How strange… I’m reading about Hurricane Irene and how it could cause damage to New York City. And what are my first thoughts? Of Alain. So strange. It’s been…6-7 years since I’ve seen him and what do I do? I send out a prayer for his protection. First loves/true loves die hard…. I don’t know what I’d do if I found out something horrible happened to him. Despite all the pain he caused me, I would never ever ever ever wish harm on him. I wish him happiness and a good life. I still think he’s a good person and I know he didn’t want to cause me any pain. So, dear Lord, dear Buddha, dear Infinite Wisdom, please keep him safe and grant him a beautiful life!