I swear EVERYONE that shops at Goodwill is retarded. This one lady in the store today (I’ve seen her before, but never really watched her like I did today) talks to herself and acts like she’s drunk. I think she went into the bathroom and smoked too. The back smelled disgusting for at least two hours. Before this, though, I went into the bathroom to blow my nose (as I was frequently doing..the dust really bothered me today) and I walked past the first stall into the handicapped bathroom because someone was in the other stall. As I walked past, I saw out of the corner of my eye a woman sitting on the toilet with the door wide open. I’m sure she saw me, or at least heard me come in. And she never ONCE made a move to close the door. I walked out of the handicapped stall, and the door still wasn’t closed. That’s just disgusting.
On my way home from work I was pretty hot, so I rolled down my window all the way. It’s kind of chilly outside, but it felt good because I was hot at work. The smells of the outdoors always make me think of last summer and, of course, James. I really wish I had just never said anything about liking him to anyone. I wish I could go back a year and do it all over again with the knowledge I have now. I could’ve just avoided the whole embarrassing situation, and I would be a lot happier now.
Alain locked his keys in his trunk today, I guess it was. He e-mailed me a few times to tell me this and to tell me to call him. I called him about 24 times and he wasn’t there. Then around 6:10 he showed up at my door. While I was waiting for him, I was talking to this kid Nate. He lives in Forest Hills. He said his grandma lives on Wolfe Ave., which is just a few blocks from my house. When he told me this, I figured he wanted to meet me or something, but he didn’t say that directly. The kid sounds kind of kewl, but I just talked to him for the first time on Friday on AIM. He was really nice in the first few emails and seemed unsure of himself. He asked if it was ok to be emailing me and he said he didn’t want to bother me. I thought that was cute.. I would like to meet him, but I’m too scared. He’ll think I’m ugly and then Alain will break up with me..
Alain is going to “Fright Farm” on Tuesday. Which pisses me off. Not just because I’ll be alone all night and I’ll be worrying about him all night too, but mainly because he didn’t invite me once. I think it’s just really rude to talk about an event that you and all your friends are going too to another friend of yours and never invite them.