Are you struggling in your life, some way, some how? Maybe it is physical pain, or something to do with your mental state of mind. It could be a number of things that any one of us is suffering through. I am with any one of you. Emotional and physical pain are the thorns I must bear daily.

Many of us wish ourselves to be 6′ under. That would be the easy way out, wouldn’t it? Suffering would be finished. I have had many times in my life when I have considered suicide. But, honestly, I don’t feel that is the way to go. It would be hell if we were to end this life of misery, only be be born again and starting the same game of life over again.

I am weary of this life, and I know that many of you feel the same exact way. When will this end? Is there ever going to be an end to this miserable existance we call life? If you feel that way, you are not alone.

There is coming a time when we will finally be free from the insanity this world has evolved into. There are some of us who just living, going through the motions. Life is dull, unentertaining, and boring. We are here wishing that something grand would happen in our life because there just doesn’t seem to be any sense to why in the world we are living anyway, right? I feel that way.

Each day, I wonder why I am living in this existance. I don’t care for material things anymore. I have no desire to indulge in the things people seem to think make up life. I want to move on, to go where there is love, to be free from pain, to live a joyous, happy life. We all want that, but we seem stuck in this dark void of existance where evil seems to be abounding rather than love.

We see it before us, the continuous lies that fill the news wires every single day. People are so asleep that the truth can’t seem to penetrate their minds and hearts. This world is filled with too much self, violence, and negativity. Yet, there are those of us who are yearning for some change to happen, and we are becoming impatient with all the garbage in this world.

I think that having lost every material thing, for the most part, at least 4 times in my recent life, has taught me the value of myself as a human being. So many people out there think that they have to have things….those material gadgets we all “must” have. But things are just a status symbol if you think about it. If you have things, but have no love in your heart, you are not living. Those things you have, are just plain moot.

I have realized that I don’t need those things to make me happy. In fact, things make me unhappy. When something is new, you cherish it, because it is new. After awhile, it gets old, doesn’t it? What happens with a thing gets old to you? It is set aside, buried in the closet, put in the garage or attic or under the bed. It winds up collecting dust, and eventually forgotten. Our bodies, minds and souls can never truly be forgotten like that of a material thing. We live in them each and every day.

What makes us humans is the simple fact that we are living flesh, all of us made the same way, only in our own unique fashion. All of us have hearts, however, many have run cold. All of us have minds, however, many have been distorted into programmed thinking. All of us have bodies, however, most of us abuse our bodies without even realizing it. We are living in a garbage waste dump, the same kind of place that those things we cherish end up being in.

As of late, I have come to realize that when I am out in nature sitting among the trees of the woods, or along the ocean shore, this is where I am most at home, and most at peace. Nothing beats the glorious sun beating down on my body, warming me from within. Nothing beats nature’s silent sounds that are soothing to the mind and soul.

I don’t know about you, but I am tired of the stigma of man’s laws. The more laws we have in this land, the more stifling it is getting to live. You can’t grow a vegetable garden because it is against the law? Where is freedom? It has been taken from us, because we are allowing it to happen, in the name that law is right.

Are you at a point in your life that you don’t feel like this is “home” to you? Do you feel lost on this Earth, as though you don’t belong? You’re not alone in your thinking. But, here is a thought. Maybe this isn’t “home”, yet it is coming to us. I believe that we are heading into a new era of time that we will be seeing heaven on Earth coming to us.

I mean, if you read the Bible, it does state that those who follow the righteous ways will inherit the Earth. There is a change coming. Could this change be that we are going to see a drastic change upon this Earth that ushers in pure love, and all evil will be abolished? Along with that, nature as it is intended will return.

Of course, if you don’t feel this coming of whatever is coming, then I have no advice for you. I feel something, very strongly, within, telling me that we are upon a glorious time that we are about to witness.

For a long time, I have been reminded of the Bible’s story of Noah. We keep hearing of this type of thing ….they call it “Armegeddon”, “The End Times”, etc. Those that make it all sound so fearful are fearmongers. They are put here to instill fear upon the human race, so that you don’t accept this challenge, to better yourself, so that you might enter this new era

There are two roads in life in which one can choose to go down. The wide road, which could be considered Easy St. is well-travelled. It is the road which has the best of everything life could offer. It might even be considered the road of roses. This road, for many might be like a highway…paved, flat, not many hills. It seems easy, and sure, the temptation to follow this road is great. While you might have a great time on this road, there are far too many avenues that lead off this wide road, leading you deeper into the dark recesses of life. This road eventually leads you to complete destruction.

The narrow road is the lesser travelled road. It isn’t easy to travel like Easy St. might be. It has its rough spots, where it might get trecherous. It has it’s steep hills in which to climb. Every once in awhile, you get over that moutain, and have it easy, only to find you’re climbing another mountain. It is never ending. But, this road eventually leads to life.

You see, if you live life easy, always getting your way, having what you want when you want, you become complacent. It is those who have lived a life of suffering who will inherit the Earth. It is those who have endured hardship, who have become toughened against life’s curveballs who can make it on the narrow path, climbing those mountains, enduring through the rough spots that they might encounter, who can withstand anything that comes their way.

We are coming to a time when those of you who have been pampered in your lives, the ones who have relied on this microwave society of instantaneous gratification who are going to find the coming times to be unbearable. You who have relied on the things of this world to help you through life will have a rude awakening. When those things evaporate in your hands, where will you be?

For instance, so many of us rely on cellphones. I have encounted many people who, when faced with losing signal actually go bonkers because they can not live without those little mechanical devices. Or what about tvholics? When the time comes that these material things no longer suffice in life, what will happen to you who can not live without your favorite shows, or texting, or your computer? You will not know how to live.

This is a time in which, now, we need to sit down and evaluate ourselves from within. We are ALL a part of the collective whole of humanity. But are we truly doing our part? These material prizes we cling onto in this life will never get us very far. Our minds have been hijacked. Why? Because those beings who have been sent here to destroy us, don’t want us to better ourselves. Therefore, we have become a species who has gotten caught up in a lie. We need to open our minds and our hearts, otherwise we will perish under our own demise.

I believe that, for those of us who are awake and aware, will experience turmoil in our surroundings, because we are fighting a battle of unseen forces. Those living in the dark, are still indulging in the 3rd dimension of duality. Those of us who are awake, are trying to break free from this duality, because it can no longer inhabit our minds and bodies. While we are struggling to free ourselves, those in the dark don’t understand this, and if they aren’t awakened, it is doubtful that they ever will.

It truly is sad to sit back and watch those people you have known, maybe for many years, slipping into a delusional world, and seem to be fading away. I have been experiencing this for the last couple of years. As time goes on, my world seems to be going by in a blur. Things that have happened, even in the recent past, seem like it has been eons ago already. Since 2000, my time perception has increased. What happened two weeks ago, seems like it is already a distant memory.

But, so many around me, are still living in their existing worlds, not seeming to move forward. They seem stuck in the 3rd dimension, and who knows..might stay there, as those of us who have been working on our inner worlds, our spiritual self, becoming one with nature and all that there is around us, will move into something completely new and different.

I know I am ready for new and different. Are you? Have you found this life to be mundane? I have. I want something exciting to happen. I am bored of the same things I have learned throughout my life, and feel that there is something more out there. What, I have no idea, but I am ready for it.

I have been reminded of the days of Noah. In those days, Noah was deemed as insane by those around him. I mean, here is a guy, out in the middle of the desert, seemingly wasting his time constructing this huge wooden thing. Why? It was a desert, for pete’s sake, right?

Noah listened to God. Though Noah might have been considered crazy while the rest of the people went around partying, living it up, not worrying about anything but the life that they were living, he had listened to the word of God that spoke into his heart to build that. Why? Because as he listened to his heart, he felt that something was coming that he needed to be ready for.

This is a time like that. There are many of us that have heard the warning. But, we are thought of as insane or nuts, and that it is just the voices in our own minds. We are crazy to think that something is coming. Just like Noah. When all was said and done, in Noah’s life, when the time came, Noah was more than ready to file his family and two of each animal onto that boat. Was he, therefore, crazy, when 40 days and 40 nights of rain that flooded the Earth came, and he was safe while those who partied like it was 1999 perished because of their foolishness? I don’t think so.

Take heed, my dear fellow humans. We are coming to a time that will change everything as we know it. Don’t allow yourself to be drawn into the fearmonger’s ways. It isn’t the end of the world. It is the end of time as we know it. The world will live on, but those who are not right in their minds and souls….well, I don’t know your demise.

Again, we are running a race. Are you in that race, or have you veered off one of those paths from Easy St. and are loving the things of the world that you can not take with you when things change? Or have you chosen that trecherous path, but are enduring the troubles in order to see the finish line?

We are like athletes, in a way. We are training for this race of life. Anyone knows that physical training is not easy, and giving up is the easy way out. Though, if you want to win that road race, or whatever type of event you’re entering, you have to be in tip-top shape. Right? This goes for our souls. If we are lackluster in our souls, and have not been exercising it through meditation, then the soul is weak, and you will not be able to withstand it. You won’t win the race of life if you have lost the ability to use your soul correctly.

I ask all of you, no matter where you are, to look within yourselves. Are you living the life of the material world, or are you living the soulful life? The latter is what we all should be striving for, but sadly, not all realize it.