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What Will You Do?

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I know that I have mentioned about this subject before, but it is getting to be something I am more and more passionate about.

This is for everyone, not just me, not just you, not just the “chosen”. It is a message anyone should read, because we are not just “anyone’s”, for we are one with all, nature, animals, the universe, and each other.

Do you feel something happening within you, but you’re not sure what it could be? You know something’s going on, but you can’t put your finger on it. You know that you are changing inside of you, and nothing’s stopping it. You might not even understand it, yourself.

What is going on? As a collective whole, everyone around the globe, we are going through a spiritual transition of sorts. Some of you might say you’r e not spiritual or religious. There is a difference of course.

You see, we are all spiritual beings, even if you don’t or won’t believe it. It is quite simply how we were created. Some of us, though, have forgotten this notion of ourselves, and have blocked off the spiritual path of life that we should be embarking on, and, rather are replacing spiritual with material things.

We will all be affected by this spiritual transition, however. Kind of think of it like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. We have this great window of opportunity to spread our spiritual wings and fly.

Sadly, those of us who aren’t “feeling” this transition will be affected, however, it might blindside you. For instance, have you recently decided that you no longer want to eat meat, even though you have been eating it all your life?

Maybe you have changed your mind about what it is that you want out of life, and have decided to break away from the old patterns, and are exploring something new. It could even be so much as your thoughts are anew, and suddenly, you realize something you loved in the past, now you dislike immensely.

This is part of the spiritual shift we are facing. It is nothing to be fearful of. In fact, if you realize that it is something grand, then you’ll be more willing to embark on a new, exciting path into the unseen. Embrace this time to make changes within yourself.

The world, as we know it, has been on a downhill decline for a long time. The US is really heading downhill quickly. The other day, I got this vision before my eyes of the people in this country. There are many on the wide path of life. This is the easy path.

Just imagine the wide path, that most people take as this busy pathway in the forest. It has been walked so much that the grasses no longer grow where feet have wandered. All around is great, lush trees that offer us every fruit of the Earth, materially. Each person travelling down that road has found other avenues off that path of life, and start picking the fruit from the trees.

Granted, while there are good pickings from these trees, there are also those that are meant to prick you and hurt you when you partake of these things. The other avenues or pathways are meant to steer you off the right path and you wind up getting lost.

Now imagine, many see others going down one avenue on the pathway, and droves of others will follow the same suit. Down these little side avenues, lie, in waiting, quicksand traps.
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Today, people have diversions to keep them from reality in life. Cellphones, computers, video games, movies, tv, etc. These things are enticing to the majority of people, so much that they can not free themselves from the hold that these things have on them. Overindulgence on anything is not always a good thing.

But, anyway, back to the quicksand. With these gadgets that people have plastered to their heads, hands or noses, no one notices the world around them as it passes them by. The quicksand traps will come up before they realize it, and people are sinking further and further into their own quicksand pit, and there won’t be anyone to help them.

Sadly, those who have become so engrossed with electronic technology are losing themselves, losing their identities. I saw a video awhile back of a woman who was walking in a mall, her nose glued to a cellphone. She was just walking along, and then all of a sudden, she falls into one of the fountains. She got up, looked around, and then went right back to her nose stuck to her texting.

What is coming is a great advancement in our brains. Those of us who are working on our inner selves, those of us who have come to understand what is happening will benefit. But those lost in the world will lose out. The door of opportunity will not be open forever. The time is near.

What comes to mind is the movie called “Left Behind”. In this movie, they show how people come to their senses one day, and people are gone, missing, vanished. The people who vanished were those who believed in God and were taken away.

While the movie holds some truth, it will be different. I’m not sure how it is going to transpire myself. I don’t know if those who remain will be the chosen who inherit the Earth, as it says in the Bible, or will those who remain be, as in the movie, those who endure the tribulation?

I do know that those who are working on improving their inner selves, connecting with our inner true Self, the Source of Life, then it will be those who’s spirits are ready to advance.

I know that you might be thinking I am saying that if you aren’t connected to Spirit right now, you are doomed. I am not saying that at all. I am merely suggesting that it is time for all of us to get back to the basics of life. It is coming whether or not you’re ready for it. Those who are not ready will not be able to endure the coming times.

Let’s think of something before I go on. When the US was founded, the men and women who lived back then knew that the way to an abundant and happy existence was to live by the word of God. Those people then were deeply faithful in God, and thus, as we know it, the US prospered greatly. In fact, we were the superpower.

As time has gone on, morals have slipped. Religion is on the wayside. And, honestly I can understand why. Christians, or those who call themselves such, are supposed to be a group of people who are different. They are called to be set apart from all other people, in the fact that they are supposed to show the people of the world that living a life of faith is not the way to go. Today, Christians, or those who attend churches, are no different than anyone else, in the fact that they are tolerant of many things that are happening.

For instance, Christians ought to have high standards for the things that they say. They should not judge anyone for anything, because that is what is called of them to do. I no longer consider myself “religious” because I don’t believe that religion is the answer. In fact, I believe that religion has destroyed the right type of faith we are called to have.

Faith today is based on what you wear going to church, if you get out in the community and look good by performing duties that, while they help others, is just being done to look good on the outside. Inside those church walls, sure people gather together weekly, as it is instructed in the Bible to do, but the sermons are dry, the music is the same over and over. Churches are no standing room only because they offer nothing different from going out to a bar, essentially…just without the alcohol.

Nothing is being taught to people, and it is obvious that something isn’t working the right way. And sadly, what has turned people away is because Christians are hypocritical in their walk of faith. This is just not how it is supposed to be. I went to this one church, for almost a year. I liked it, in the beginning. But, people will be people. They offended me in many ways. Yes, church people, offended me.

For instance, I had an incident that threw me for a loop. It upset me greatly, and so I turned to the church for comfort. Isn’t that what we are supposed to do, if we attend church…turn to our brothers and sisters in a time for comfort? I needed a hug and prayer, that day. When I explained my situation with them, all I got was a bunch of giggles and laughs. No comfort, no hugs, no offer for prayers.

Another time in this same church, I was wearing an amethyst crystal because I had found out that they are supposed to help with insomnia, which I have dealt with. So, this older woman, who is supposed to be an “elder” in the church, looks down her nose at me, and says, right there in the sanctuary, “I think you need to speak to God about wearing that crystal. You are sending mixed signals.” Judgment over something I was wearing? That offended me, because if you’re a Christian, you ought to know that God does not judge what you are wearing.

So, yes, I have been turned off by the whole “religion” thing. But, am stronger in faith than I have ever been. It is when you endure trials and tribulation that you learn how to have faith. You see, having faith is something that only you, yourself can attain in your heart. It is nothing that you can gain through others (only knowledge and wisdom can be obtained through someone else if they have endured something that they can help you get through).

So, if you are atheist, if you have little faith, if you are unsure of your faith, please understand I know where you are coming from. I, myself, did not start reading the Bible until I was 30. I read it thoroughly 9 times, and each time, learned something more about myself. The Bible can help teach you how to be a true Christian in the sense. Churches are good if you’re branching out, and trying to learn about the life of faith. But, they are not to be relied upon because they are fake as much as the rest of the world.

Faith is simply being a kind, loving person who treats others with respect, lives a quiet life without drama, one who understands that love comes from the heart, not in the giving of material things. A true Christian will dislike all that is immoral. For instance, it bothers me greatly that tv has become so lax that profanity is abundant even on mainstream tv shows. Sex has become the norm, and pornography has increase rampantly. If we don’t watch it, we will soon be exposed to extreme pornography on our tv’s because people are so complacent that they are allowing it to slowly happen.

It is happening slowly, not quickly, because that is the way that people will learn to accept the moral decline of our entertainment. Movies, tv, even music is being corrupted from what it used to be, and people are continuing to follow it and make it their idols.

So, what should you be doing? Start by reading the Bible (Romans preferably). Get to know what a true human being should look like for the NT tells us so. Think of the Bible as your instruction book. How many of us are so screwed up because we have lived in dysfunctional families, and the trend keeps getting passed through generation after generation. How many seek advice on how to live through self-help books, through counselors, through psychiatrists, etc? When all that one really needs is the Bible (Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth).

This year is it, my dear friends out there. This year is the year that the consciousness is going to take a huge leap, and things will get wild. All the darkness that has been allowed to lurk and fester, growing in power, will be uncovered. The secrets that have been hidden for a long time will become revealed.

You see, even if you don’t care to change yourself before the onslaught of the coming awareness, then you are only hurting yourself. For, if you have something dark and sinister within you, it will be revealed not only to yourself, but to everyone around you. You will fall into your own pit on the unstable way that you are going.

It is those who have travelled the narrow path that will endure. For you see, the wide path is easy. It offers all the glitter that life can offer. But, it is not the true way in which one should be traveling in this game of life. For in the end, it will cause you all kinds of destruction.

For instance, are you addicted to something right now? That addiction will overcome you. The power of this addiction will then overpower you, and you will never be able to be loosed from its grips. Or do you have some form of habit that isn’t becoming? Beware, then, for you will be stuck with that forever more.

See, when the awakening comes, it will be the prime time for all souls of the world to come together, once and for all into unity, peace and harmony. But, the tares and wheat must be separated. The wheat will be those who have worked on their spiritual lives, and the tares will be the ones who are lax and only lived for themselves and worldly things.

There is nothing that can be done for the hard souls who are unwilling to change. You, yourselves, will have to deal, then, with the consequences that you have brought upon yourself. What does this mean? Well, if you have evil intentions, you are going to find yourself in your own little world of nightmares. If you have good intentions, and are filled with love, then the world will be yours and life will be abundant.

It is your choice, however. Please remember that. What you choose to think and do in the coming times will set you up either to fall or rise when the time comes for this change to be fully implemented. If you choose to continue to follow a lost world into the pit of darkness, then only you, alone, will reap the consequences of your own decision. You will have no one else to blame.

If you choose to follow the path of the Light, then your headed for wonderment and a new way of being. Do you want to have a better life? Do you want things to change? It all begins with you. The time is near. Change yourself, and watch your world around you change right before your very eyes. Be like the caterpillar emerging from the cocoon/chrysalis and emerge anew.

Going to college is all well and good, but we see it today, where college education is really not helpful. It costs you a ton of money, and with the way things are going, what good is that degree? Young people who are now graduating are having their dreams smashed right under their noses because jobs are not catering to their education. It doesn’t seem to matter, these days if you have spent all that money, because you won’t get the dream job you have worked so hard for.

We are neglecting our souls, therefore, the rest of the world will go array. Have you ever heard that part of our brains aren’t even being used? I have pondered this over and over. If part of our brain isn’t being used, then what part is that, and if it is there, there is a reason God put it there.

My conclusion to this is that that part of the brain, which is pretty obvious, that is not being used, therefore, is our souls. How man y people do you know who is working on their minds, hearts and souls over anything in the material world? Not many.

Do you want to see a better world, where there is only love, joy, peace, and harmony among everyone that exists? Doesn’t seem like that is possible these days does it? I mean, what with all the wars and rumors of more wars, earthquakes everywhere, weird weather, pestilences abounding, and the world gone haywire, the end times are here, wouldn’t you agree?

If you can agree, then it is time to start taking responsibility for your part in the change. It is up to each and every one of us on how this world will change. It is going through a transition, so either we’re ready to make it heaven on earth, or hell on earth. It is your choice. The time is near.

Choose to take the stand for good, and usher in a happy, great future for yourself and the rest of the world around you. Stand for bad, and the same will come to you. Whatever you dwell on, from now on, is the way that your life is going to turn. You are the driver. So let’s head for happiness, shall we?

The Narrow And the Wide Path of Life – We Are In a Race

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Are you struggling in your life, some way, some how? Maybe it is physical pain, or something to do with your mental state of mind. It could be a number of things that any one of us is suffering through. I am with any one of you. Emotional and physical pain are the thorns I must bear daily.

Many of us wish ourselves to be 6′ under. That would be the easy way out, wouldn’t it? Suffering would be finished. I have had many times in my life when I have considered suicide. But, honestly, I don’t feel that is the way to go. It would be hell if we were to end this life of misery, only be be born again and starting the same game of life over again.

I am weary of this life, and I know that many of you feel the same exact way. When will this end? Is there ever going to be an end to this miserable existance we call life? If you feel that way, you are not alone.

There is coming a time when we will finally be free from the insanity this world has evolved into. There are some of us who just living, going through the motions. Life is dull, unentertaining, and boring. We are here wishing that something grand would happen in our life because there just doesn’t seem to be any sense to why in the world we are living anyway, right? I feel that way.

Each day, I wonder why I am living in this existance. I don’t care for material things anymore. I have no desire to indulge in the things people seem to think make up life. I want to move on, to go where there is love, to be free from pain, to live a joyous, happy life. We all want that, but we seem stuck in this dark void of existance where evil seems to be abounding rather than love.

We see it before us, the continuous lies that fill the news wires every single day. People are so asleep that the truth can’t seem to penetrate their minds and hearts. This world is filled with too much self, violence, and negativity. Yet, there are those of us who are yearning for some change to happen, and we are becoming impatient with all the garbage in this world.

I think that having lost every material thing, for the most part, at least 4 times in my recent life, has taught me the value of myself as a human being. So many people out there think that they have to have things….those material gadgets we all “must” have. But things are just a status symbol if you think about it. If you have things, but have no love in your heart, you are not living. Those things you have, are just plain moot.

I have realized that I don’t need those things to make me happy. In fact, things make me unhappy. When something is new, you cherish it, because it is new. After awhile, it gets old, doesn’t it? What happens with a thing gets old to you? It is set aside, buried in the closet, put in the garage or attic or under the bed. It winds up collecting dust, and eventually forgotten. Our bodies, minds and souls can never truly be forgotten like that of a material thing. We live in them each and every day.

What makes us humans is the simple fact that we are living flesh, all of us made the same way, only in our own unique fashion. All of us have hearts, however, many have run cold. All of us have minds, however, many have been distorted into programmed thinking. All of us have bodies, however, most of us abuse our bodies without even realizing it. We are living in a garbage waste dump, the same kind of place that those things we cherish end up being in.

As of late, I have come to realize that when I am out in nature sitting among the trees of the woods, or along the ocean shore, this is where I am most at home, and most at peace. Nothing beats the glorious sun beating down on my body, warming me from within. Nothing beats nature’s silent sounds that are soothing to the mind and soul.

I don’t know about you, but I am tired of the stigma of man’s laws. The more laws we have in this land, the more stifling it is getting to live. You can’t grow a vegetable garden because it is against the law? Where is freedom? It has been taken from us, because we are allowing it to happen, in the name that law is right.

Are you at a point in your life that you don’t feel like this is “home” to you? Do you feel lost on this Earth, as though you don’t belong? You’re not alone in your thinking. But, here is a thought. Maybe this isn’t “home”, yet it is coming to us. I believe that we are heading into a new era of time that we will be seeing heaven on Earth coming to us.

I mean, if you read the Bible, it does state that those who follow the righteous ways will inherit the Earth. There is a change coming. Could this change be that we are going to see a drastic change upon this Earth that ushers in pure love, and all evil will be abolished? Along with that, nature as it is intended will return.

Of course, if you don’t feel this coming of whatever is coming, then I have no advice for you. I feel something, very strongly, within, telling me that we are upon a glorious time that we are about to witness.

For a long time, I have been reminded of the Bible’s story of Noah. We keep hearing of this type of thing ….they call it “Armegeddon”, “The End Times”, etc. Those that make it all sound so fearful are fearmongers. They are put here to instill fear upon the human race, so that you don’t accept this challenge, to better yourself, so that you might enter this new era

There are two roads in life in which one can choose to go down. The wide road, which could be considered Easy St. is well-travelled. It is the road which has the best of everything life could offer. It might even be considered the road of roses. This road, for many might be like a highway…paved, flat, not many hills. It seems easy, and sure, the temptation to follow this road is great. While you might have a great time on this road, there are far too many avenues that lead off this wide road, leading you deeper into the dark recesses of life. This road eventually leads you to complete destruction.

The narrow road is the lesser travelled road. It isn’t easy to travel like Easy St. might be. It has its rough spots, where it might get trecherous. It has it’s steep hills in which to climb. Every once in awhile, you get over that moutain, and have it easy, only to find you’re climbing another mountain. It is never ending. But, this road eventually leads to life.

You see, if you live life easy, always getting your way, having what you want when you want, you become complacent. It is those who have lived a life of suffering who will inherit the Earth. It is those who have endured hardship, who have become toughened against life’s curveballs who can make it on the narrow path, climbing those mountains, enduring through the rough spots that they might encounter, who can withstand anything that comes their way.

We are coming to a time when those of you who have been pampered in your lives, the ones who have relied on this microwave society of instantaneous gratification who are going to find the coming times to be unbearable. You who have relied on the things of this world to help you through life will have a rude awakening. When those things evaporate in your hands, where will you be?

For instance, so many of us rely on cellphones. I have encounted many people who, when faced with losing signal actually go bonkers because they can not live without those little mechanical devices. Or what about tvholics? When the time comes that these material things no longer suffice in life, what will happen to you who can not live without your favorite shows, or texting, or your computer? You will not know how to live.

This is a time in which, now, we need to sit down and evaluate ourselves from within. We are ALL a part of the collective whole of humanity. But are we truly doing our part? These material prizes we cling onto in this life will never get us very far. Our minds have been hijacked. Why? Because those beings who have been sent here to destroy us, don’t want us to better ourselves. Therefore, we have become a species who has gotten caught up in a lie. We need to open our minds and our hearts, otherwise we will perish under our own demise.

I believe that, for those of us who are awake and aware, will experience turmoil in our surroundings, because we are fighting a battle of unseen forces. Those living in the dark, are still indulging in the 3rd dimension of duality. Those of us who are awake, are trying to break free from this duality, because it can no longer inhabit our minds and bodies. While we are struggling to free ourselves, those in the dark don’t understand this, and if they aren’t awakened, it is doubtful that they ever will.

It truly is sad to sit back and watch those people you have known, maybe for many years, slipping into a delusional world, and seem to be fading away. I have been experiencing this for the last couple of years. As time goes on, my world seems to be going by in a blur. Things that have happened, even in the recent past, seem like it has been eons ago already. Since 2000, my time perception has increased. What happened two weeks ago, seems like it is already a distant memory.

But, so many around me, are still living in their existing worlds, not seeming to move forward. They seem stuck in the 3rd dimension, and who knows..might stay there, as those of us who have been working on our inner worlds, our spiritual self, becoming one with nature and all that there is around us, will move into something completely new and different.

I know I am ready for new and different. Are you? Have you found this life to be mundane? I have. I want something exciting to happen. I am bored of the same things I have learned throughout my life, and feel that there is something more out there. What, I have no idea, but I am ready for it.

I have been reminded of the days of Noah. In those days, Noah was deemed as insane by those around him. I mean, here is a guy, out in the middle of the desert, seemingly wasting his time constructing this huge wooden thing. Why? It was a desert, for pete’s sake, right?

Noah listened to God. Though Noah might have been considered crazy while the rest of the people went around partying, living it up, not worrying about anything but the life that they were living, he had listened to the word of God that spoke into his heart to build that. Why? Because as he listened to his heart, he felt that something was coming that he needed to be ready for.

This is a time like that. There are many of us that have heard the warning. But, we are thought of as insane or nuts, and that it is just the voices in our own minds. We are crazy to think that something is coming. Just like Noah. When all was said and done, in Noah’s life, when the time came, Noah was more than ready to file his family and two of each animal onto that boat. Was he, therefore, crazy, when 40 days and 40 nights of rain that flooded the Earth came, and he was safe while those who partied like it was 1999 perished because of their foolishness? I don’t think so.

Take heed, my dear fellow humans. We are coming to a time that will change everything as we know it. Don’t allow yourself to be drawn into the fearmonger’s ways. It isn’t the end of the world. It is the end of time as we know it. The world will live on, but those who are not right in their minds and souls….well, I don’t know your demise.

Again, we are running a race. Are you in that race, or have you veered off one of those paths from Easy St. and are loving the things of the world that you can not take with you when things change? Or have you chosen that trecherous path, but are enduring the troubles in order to see the finish line?

We are like athletes, in a way. We are training for this race of life. Anyone knows that physical training is not easy, and giving up is the easy way out. Though, if you want to win that road race, or whatever type of event you’re entering, you have to be in tip-top shape. Right? This goes for our souls. If we are lackluster in our souls, and have not been exercising it through meditation, then the soul is weak, and you will not be able to withstand it. You won’t win the race of life if you have lost the ability to use your soul correctly.

I ask all of you, no matter where you are, to look within yourselves. Are you living the life of the material world, or are you living the soulful life? The latter is what we all should be striving for, but sadly, not all realize it.

Awakening of Consciousness is Happening

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Have you ever had one of those days in which you felt the world crashing down around you? Have you ever wondered why the bad things happen to you? Does life seem to be passing you by while you watch others around seem to be effortlessly obtaining those things that you longing for. How does that make you feel?

Not very good I can imagine. This world is filled with such cruel, heartless human beings. Sadly, this came to me full-faced today. In real life. I’m sad beyond measure because I have realized that people no longer know how to love another human being. Love, to most people, is to get what you can out of the other person, use them, abuse them with your words which are so full of hatred, coldness of feelings, steal from them, and just down right treat others badly, even when there is no reason.

My boyfriend went off his rocker this morning. I don’t know where it came from but it came from out of nowhere. The last two days. I don’t know…maybe is was the moon. I read that this months full moon was to have a powerful punch to it through emotions.

I wonder how the rest of the world is reacting to this energy, but in my own life, the man I love, will always love, went coockoo in the last couple of days. I will spare the details, but it brought him to getting arrested, to me filing a restraining order. It baffles me, because he’s been increasingly getting meaner and mearner toward me. So, now he’s in jail, I don’t know his outcome. Is he spending the night/weekend in jail or did they let him go. He’s got nowhere to come now.

He loves to provoke anger….and he certainly did that the last couple of days. I don’t understand him. Outside, he’s a beautiful human being. I love his eyes so much. But, I don’t know, evil has taken him over.
His beautiful blue eyes, which for him holds a lot of expression. But last night proved that those pretty blue eyes are very, very deceptive.

While he’s very nice looking in my opinion, there’s nothing in that brain of his but mixed up philosophies that only show me that he has a lot of gobble-di-gook in his brain rather than clear rational thinking. He’s just a shell of a person. The inside of him is dark, evil, brooding.

He threatened to go to Wy. where my son lives and kill him. I believed that he and I had something truly special. At least I was hoping so, because I love him so deeply, so dearly. But, there’s nothing but black inside him that he’s dying in his brain. His thoughts are not rational, not anything but obscure.

What happens to people who don’t seem to see the reality of life right before their very eyes, and are blinded by something that hides love from them, even if it is right before the end of their nose? It’s kind of scary to see people losing their minds. Literally. They are so deeply involved in darkness that they have no light in their hearts to allow warmth to permeate them.

When someone says that they are God, they have something wrong with them. I heard this last night. I was just informed that he was going to be spending at least the next month sitting in jail, once again. He knows this time, unlike last time (yes, I’ve been through this same thing only a few weeks ago….I gave him another chance. My philosophy is that I’ll give the man in my life 3 times of making me want to dump him. He hit that one yesterday when he threatened my son’s life. Maybe he wouldn’t do it, but just that he said it was enough.

I’m like a mama bear when it comes to my boy. You do something like that, and that is it, I’m done with you in my life. End of story.

But, I still love this man like I did the day I met him. My love is being protected, though. I am shutting down those intense feelings, I guess must be for a time. You see, in 4 weeks, he will have his hearing. So, once again, only 3 weeks since the last incident, which he spent 36 in jail.

I have read, however, if you want to look http://www.wolflodge.org/bluestar/bluestar.htm is the webpage that gives you a very interesting version of the Hopi prophecy. In one part,. it talks about as the awakening of the conscious happens, which we are in the beginning stages, that people will go insane.

This is interesting, because my poor boyfriend, who yes, I do adore, despite the stuff he’s going through, is one of those, who has been sent into my life as a prime example of what is going to happen to people concerning that part of the Hopi prophecy.

Interestingly enough, I see it. My honey has, over the course of the 2 years that I have known him, slowly been going the insane way. He’s losing much of his ability to see reality the right way. He’s become dilusional in his thought process.

Funny, though, ever since I have known him, he keeps saying with his own tongue, that he “is insane”. He really truly is, too. Some things he’s said have been so far out in left field, that I don’t know where he came up with that thought in the first place. He thinks I’m out screwing around, but I love him, why would I have to go out when all I want is him?

This is my horoscope: This Full Moon in your sign can provoke a personal crisis or trigger a breakthrough in consciousness. It’s a reminder that you are in control of your life and can redirect the course of your relationships. Trying to change others, though, is not the way to go. This is your chance to improve your appearance, attitude and health to make yourself a happier and more attractive individual.

The personal crisis happened the last 2 days. And there has been a great breakthrough of consconciousness for me in my own spirit. A huge, huge leap. An aweseome leap.

I don’t know about what happened in your life during this full moon period (the effects of the full moon’s energy can start to come to pass up to 2 weeks before it is full, I know this personally, as I can feel the energy, and have recognized it’s energy in others…for I worked in nursing homes, and as a customer service rep…you know when the full moon is coming in those jobs because people are normally off the wall), but if you’re flattened by this, or maybe even know a friend who experienced something these last couple of weeks, know that this is due to the full moon energy, and can be harnessed only through the spirit.

It won’t make you go crazy with emotion, because it was an emotion-packed energy, if you get right in your spirituality. In my blogs, I have presented this. We are dying. We need to awaken with this new conscious awareness that is being presented to us. If we don’t unfortunately, we’re going to go along the same path as my dearly beloved boyfriend.

With an awakening of concsiousness, the world can be a better place. There will be more love, peace and harmony. Doesn’t living in a world of peace and harmony sound divine? Can you picture it? Can you just see a world with more peace, no more fighting, no more arguing, harmony abounding? I want that, considering what went down in my life recently.

The awakening consciousness only comes from those who are connected with their spiritual side. If you’re not, this is when you’re in grave danger. As a fellow human, I really urge that you try and learn to connect to your spirits. Spiritual death means there is nothing for you in the next life, except darkness…a darkness so black that, if you haven’ lost your mind by then, you will.

See, I think that there are different levels of hell as there is heaven. The fiery pit, that we mostly hear about, is the extreme for those who are deserving of living in the fiery furnace for eternity. But, there is one that is like the infamous tunnel most people talk about who have had a NDE. And there is one that is opposite of that tunnel which leads to light. Only the oppositem, of course, would lead to immense darkenss. A darkness that you will consciously be aware of, since consciousness is awakening, but it will be a frightening blackness. Something that you experience when you get lost in the dark. Only, it is eternally lost in that darkness.

My dearly beloved boyfriend, sadly, is making his way down that path. It saddens me greatly. It is also a stark reminder that many people in my life are going that way. My son, my friend, to an extent, my daughter…so many are losing their minds, because they are not connected to Spirit like me. My son tends to think it is me who is the crazy one.

If you feel like you resonate with this, then this is the truth you’ve been seeking. Keep working on your spirit. The time is ripe for you to further advance. It is moving quickly, so climb aboard, because it is an intense, exciting adventure that few are willing to relinquish material things in order to work on spirit.

I am trying to urge most of those who I am close to. It is growing nearer and nearer to the time that full consciousness is available. It isn’t something horrible. While it might create a little chaos in your life, the changes will be for the better. It is life and death…the death or life of your spirit which, as the Hopi’s say, will be what carries you through the hard times coming.

Don’t worry about hard times, that is, of course, if you’re spiritually connected, because it will be made easier to deal with, and it will just pass you on over without much effect. Again, if you aren’t connected, it will have awful consequences. I am just trying to help you. My last few days are just an example.

You see, 5 weeks ago, or so, when this happened to me with my boyfriend, for 2 days I was like in a dumb state, I stopped talking, I couldn’t do anything, I was just numb. This time, I feel ok with it. Totally, utterly ok. It hasn’t affected me like it did last time, and I am glad that this happened, as I know that this is something meant to happen. Not good, but good in its own way. Could have been a day that put this black cloud over my head. But, it didn’t…my day, though starting out horrible, turned into a bright sunny day.

But, I’ve been working on my attitude lately, consciously, feeling it needed to be done. That might have been what catapulted me into being ok, still feeling full of joy and can smile and laugh, despite my boyfriend saying some mean, and very cruel things to me, and how he treated me. Yet, I still love him.

Right now, I don’t know what is going to happen in the furture. He’s staying in jail for a month, so, I can go on without him, and get back to nature. The one thing I have found is that I’m lead to the beach to meditate. I have found two really sweet places among the dunes of the Cape. I both are kind of protected from being around others, and quiet, hearing the roar of the ocean, the seagulls overhead, the bright, warm sun, and the blue sky and ocean. It is a dream come true. This is the best way for you to connect with your spirit, which is by getting out and communing with nature.

When I Got Home

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“You cannot become what you already are, You can only BE what you want to become. This is a part of 3-D illusion, to chase your tail as you say, in circles. Everything follows a Cosmic Rhythm, our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heartbeat. We all do have a choice, some will choose to Play the fear “game” and some will play the love “game”. And some will step out of duality and see Love and Fear as Loving partners, an integral part of creation. Planet Earth is a School of consciousness.”

Before you can bring light to the world you must bring it into your own life. Try to find the joy in every moment. If you have no love in your life, love yourself. If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself. All that comes TO you must first come FROM you.

When I came home from my energizing spiritual walk today, I got onto Facebook, and these comments were on my wall. Now, I don’t believe in coincidence. I know that I was supposed to see them, as a confirmation to what I had just experienced all day long. These two were some very powerful messages. I thank the heavens above for giving them to me.

We live in a 3-D illusion. I wonder why they have been truly pushing the 3-D movies that are coming out fast and furious, lately. I watched one just over a month ago, and it was amazing. Like you were in it. But, of course, there is some reason that they are putting out life-like movies. As we already live in that 3-D movie-type life now.

I like the part where it says we chase our tails. How so true that is. It seems like, all my life, I have been repeating the same old scenes over and over, just with different characters and different scenes. For me, it’s getting quite dull. Don’t you feel that way sometimes, too? I want something more exciting in my life. What about you?

Our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heart. Today, I can honestly say that I get that statement. I felt so connected to the Universal heart today. It was amazing. I have to say, you can’t find that connection sitting in front of the idiot box that they call TV. That is meant to distract you from getting to the source of yourself. You need to commune with nature, with the elements that Mother Earth has to give you. You can’t be sitting inside, because while She is there, to an extent, nature coincides with our beings much more than we realize.

“Some will play the “fear game” and some will play the “love game”. The fear game is believing everything you read and hear on the idiot box media news. You see, behind the scenes of that idiot box are some very demented people, bent on destroying our souls. The devil walks among them. They want to instill fear in your minds about everything…the fear of some “plague” so that you get vaccinated (they want to HURT you with those vaccines!), the fear of some “terrorist” attack (the CIA wants you to believe in some imaginary Al Ciada group, but the only ones to fear are those behind the newsmaking).

It’s all meant on instilling some sort of fear in the hearts of people all over the world. The more fear in our hearts, the more energy that they can feed on, sapping us more and more so that we become like sheeping being led to a slaughter.

Those who play the love game in life, love themselves, love others, love nature, love the Earth we live on. We don’t thrive for ourselves only. We look to the good of everyone around us. Love is what is going to bring this world back to its original light. But we can’t when we are being duped into fear. FEAR is an illusion.

Planet Earth….Mother Earth. She is our teacher, o ur school of consciousness. If our consciousness gets put out into the dark, we’re going to only see darkness. Light is light. Light is life. Love is light. Love is life. Be what you can become. If you continue to lok back at who you were and are right now, you’re being delusional. You can make a better you. You just got to set your sights on that better you. Look into yourself. If there’s something that needs changing, only you can do it. Don’t wait around for someone else to change who you are becuase its not going to work.

When you change who you are, and who you want to be, then it will go that direction. You look backward, you’re chasing yoru tail between your legs.

I truly resonated with the second one. Before you can bring light into the world, you must bring it into your own life. That means that you must throw away negativity completely! Negativity or bad karma, as one of my posts had in it, keeps you down. You’re never going to get ahead.

I realized this myself today. While I was out walking on the beach. I had just this revelation before I even read it. That’s why this resonated with me soooo much. I am not perfect, and I will admit that. I have brought my own share of darkness into this world. But, I am working on my own Light, to bring it forth from my own self.

Try to find the joy in every moment. Today, in my opinion, would have been so awesome if it had been warmer and sunny. But, it wasn’t. But you know, I found true joy in today. Finding myself completely alone on the beach, not a soul around for the 2 hours I was out there was awesome. I took it that it was just me, the heavens and God alone in one of the most beautiful places around. For a long while, I found this little spot in among the dunes, where shrubs surrounded me, on a little hill. I could see the ocean, but I wasn’t on the beach, though I was sitting in the sand. It was Heaven on Earth.

The next part of this REALLY resonated. “If you have no love in your life, love yourself.” This was one of the things I laid out to God out there today. I truly don’t have love in my life. It took me until today, to finally realize I do deserve love, though it seems like I never find it. While I was out there, I realized that I was enjoying MYSELF. No one else was giving me joy…just me and nature. I was happier than I’ve been in a long time.

“If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself.” I was feeling this way when I got out there, and this was taken care of for me, as well. I found friendship in myself, in nature, and with the heavens above.

ALL that comes TO you must first come FROM you. I had been so hard on myself for so long. I didn’t think I deserved love, I guess since I was always getting hurt by everyone I love. AND telling myself this. I realized today, I need to tell myself I deserve to find love on this Earth, for without it I will surely shrivel. BUT, I have to first start out loving myself before it’s going to come to me. This goes for all of you too.

Get to know you. Be your own best friend. How many of us can’t stand to be alone? In order to get to know US, our own self, we MUST take time to get alone, away from everyone and everything. How many of us don’t love ourselves? Do you find something about yourself in the mirror that you hate? If it’s something with your outer body, then, you truly need to look INTO yourself. What is it that you need to start loving about the inner you? When you love the inner you, you’re going to love the outer you, even with flaws.

Oh today was an awesome day! I can’t express my glee for having such an awesome day.

I will tell you …..three times I got confirmation on what I experienced today after I got home . A change is on the horizon.

Mountain Top Experience While Walking the Beach

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I went walking along the shore today. I wish, however, that it would have been sunny and warmer. While it was a dreary, drab, and eerie day, I still went walking. God gave me a little ganga today. Just what I needed to make my experience PERFECT.

There was not a single solitary soul out on the beach but me. I felt like I owned it. It was quiet, serene and so peaceful. My mountain top experience with God. It felt so exhilerating being out there, alone, communing with nature.

It was no coincidence that I came into the little ganga I had. God always gives me ganga when He wants me to be in commune with Him. I certainly had it today. I have to say it was the best spiritual trip I have had in a long time.

I went through a lot of emotions out there on that beach today. Thought a lot of T, and how no matter what he’s done, how he’s treated me, I still love him. I can’t stop that love. No matter what. I left my hurting heart of that at the alter of God right there on the beach.

I thought a lot of you…whoever you might be in this world, too. I find it sad because people truly are in the dark about the evil behind the scenes of this illusion we call life.

There is a darkness that is doing a good job of taking the world over by storm. Personally, I have a problem with watching tv, listening to video games that are shooting guns, killing people. I have a big problem with that.

I realized today, while I was out there, that we are heading toward the pit of darkenss further and further every day. We are a people spiritually dying.

Do you take time to go outside on a cloudless night to look up at that velvetly black nighttime sky? Do you ever gaze at the twinkling stars above you? Some day you should. When you do, thinking about this. God told me this today.

Those twinkling stars are other planets. Yes, they are inhabited by someone, of some form of life. The reason that they are twinkling is because they are a planet whose energy is strongly connected with the Great Energy source of light. They are a beacon in the universe, blinking and twinkling with their very essence.

God showed me that we are not a planet, any longer twinkling. How do I know this? God brought back an image to me today that I’ve seen, right here on the internet. It is a satellite image of Earth that I have pulled up before, plus I saw something on the same lines on a bus-stop billboard once in Wyoming.

It showed the Earth from space, and what it looked like. It was lit up, but do you know what lit it? It was man-made lights that you could see. All the street lights in cities. That is what light was shining into the univierse.

That is NOT what makes our planet shine. God also gave me another image. You know how we have the aurora borialis, right? God showed me how it was years ago, and how it is now. It’s in the news. The aurora borialis has gotten bigger and more amazing.

How does THAT happen? Well, if you Google it, you will find all kinds of articles and blogs and whathaveyou, about how we, being the energy beings have what is called an aura, am I correct?

People who have psychic abilities can see that “aura”. That aura is made up of different colored light. Now, what is the aurora borialis (and do you see that? The what is at the beginning of that word, “auro“. Um, don’t you think that there is some correlation there? If you have a white aura, it’s said that you have pureness in your heart, and there are other colors, on down to black. Black is not what you want as your aura. That is the evil in you putting out your inner light.

So, if you think of us as light beings, think of how the aurora borialis is seen out in space…..we are that light!! As the awakening of the consciousness is happening, more and more people’s inner lights are turning on. Therefore, the aurora borialis is starting to become more beautiful.

But, as I said, we are seen so dim in this universe because we are only beacons through the man-made light, not our inner lights. And, because we are killing this Earth, who happens to be a living organism, as well, we are putting out her light, as well.

I think I figured it out. I have been interested in that spiral light that is rampant over YouTube. Where it looks like it is a cornacoppia light twirling into the heavens. There is supposed to be a hole in the center of the Earth (Google it, you will see what I mean). I think that mysterious light comes from the center of the Earth as Mother Earth’s light is starting to finally rev up.

But, if we continue on down the darkening way, we are going to be a planet that becomes black. We will not be a beacon in the universe like those other stars that you can see twinkling on any clear night. We are supposed to shine like that out there to them. But we aren’t.

It starts with the awakening of consciousness. When you awake out of the slumber of being in duality, when you spirit starts living again, you will be part of that aurora borialis. You will shine your light out there. We need to start wanting more than anything to become a collective part of the beacon to the universe. If not, all those man-made street lights and city lights are not going to make a bit of difference anymore!

We are dying in our spirits because we no longer look to the Great Energy center, which only comes from God. If you turn Him away, because you don’t know Him through a relationship with Him, He is going to ignore you, just like you ignore Him.

Do you want to be a beacon out there to the universe? Ask for your conscious to wake up out of its sleep. You’ll know when you consciousness is awakening because your own psychic abilities will start to strengthen. Don’t think you have any? Oh yes you do. We all do. Intuition is part of your psychic brain. There is so much more where that comes from if you will open your heart and mind to the universe and what’s out there to have.

Karma and the Soul

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Karma’s been called “fate” or “destiny”. This isn’t the real meaning of the word at all.

You could refer to in as the “Law of Attraction.” That’s a much better explanation. It certainly is a topic that remains a psychic mystery.

Maybe you’ve heard the saying, “You reap what you sow,” or “What comes around goes around,” and a personal favorite, “Do unto others as you would have done to you.” And it can be called, “Law of Cause and Effect.”

Whatever phrase you decide to settle on, it all boils down to one thing: whatever you put out there, you’re going to get back. Kind of like a boomerang.

So then, you give out good thoughts, good actions, and good words into the universe, toward others, toward yourself, you’re going to have a return of the same. But, if you put out bad/evil thoughts, bad/evil actions or bad/evil words, they’re going to come back and haunt you.

Today, thought, it seems like people aren’t remembering this fact. They don’t seem to realize that the world, out there, is just one big, huge mirror. What you do, say, and think is a relfection of YOU.

When you hear of someone talking, “Oh yeah, she’s got a good ‘vibe’”, they’re getting a signal that the person that is being referred to has a goodness about them that is being reflected, and they can “see” it, or sense it.

You see, whether you want to believe it or not, we are individually and collectively as a whole, ALL spiritual humans. None of us is without a soul. Spirit….soul, these things are interconnected, and they can not be separate [more on the soul later].

I believe what you think inside, your inner most secrets, become the reflection of what you are on the outside. What is those inner thoughts that you have? Are you thinking negative, bad things, about yourself and about others?

Think about that. How do you act? What you act like is a huge reflection of what is going on in the inner you. Is your world chaotic? Do you realize that this might start with you?

If our inner intentions (secrets, made known or remaining secret) are of evil intent, then we act out in harmful or deceitful ways. Karma…..

What’s going on with you is simply a reflection of your past choices. These come in the form of intention acttions whether it be mental, physical, or verbal.

But……….

Karma shouldn’t be viewed of as bad or good. It is, in fact, one of life’s best teachers. When something happens, again good or bad, evaluate it, make note of it, and learn from it. Good would have come from choosing the right decision; bad would have come from a wrong decision. It’s pretty simple logic, really.

Karma cannot be given to someone, nor can it be received by you by someone. Karma is a personal thing.

It’s also something that sticks with us, through lifetimes, if left unresolved. Yeah, unresolved. This means, you’ve got to learn from it, or it’s simply going to come back like a bad omen, and keep coming back. Lifetime after lifetime, after lifetime. This can be also referred to as the “baggage” we continue to carry around with us.

We are living in a time, when this is forgotten because we have this dark veil that has been put over our memory. We don’t remember these life lessons we have to learn, but yet, when they keep repeating themselves, we don’t understand why. It takes looking within yourself, searching yourself, and finding out, yourself, what it is that keeps making these things go wrong, if that’s the case. Usually, it is the bad karma that we question.

In Hinduism, Hindu’s believe that if one is good in their lifetime, then when they enter into the next one, they will be rewarded. It is also their belief that if a person isn’t good, then they devolve and degenerate into a lower life form. Somehow, in today’s world, that philosphy is starting to look quite like truth.

Christianity has, in a way, the same belief. Where your heart is, there is your treasure.

Karma very well, then, be thought of as a feedback mechanism from within our own selves. It, then, becomes a personal job to correct the things that aren’t right. So, if we think, say, or do bad things (negativity), then we need to change ourselves to start heading toward the good (positivity).

We should also not view negativity in our lives as “punishment” or “fate”. It sure is a lot easier, however, to point fingers and put the blame somewhere else, when bad and negative things crop up in our lives. Yet, it is the consequences we must face, all on our own, of what we do.

There is justified karma. This is the soul’s need of experience to learn the lessons we need to learn to advance in our soul’s lifepath.

There is unjustified karma which is not part of life’s lessons. This type of karma comes from a poorly made decision, not in your own best interest; going against the grain, so to speak. For instance, say someone takes up the family business because they are “expected” to continue on with the family tradition. But, in their heart, this is something they do not desire for their lives, however, they do it because they feel it is a “duty”. This is unjustified karma. He/she will not do any justice to her/hisself in this manner.

~Our Souls~
There are people out there that are considered “soulless” people. You know the type. They have no emotion within their eyes. They have no morals within their hearts, they don’t care what someone thinks or does, and many times, they are those people who will bring harm to others just because. They don’t feel they are justified by their actions.

There is a myth that we use only 10% of our brains. It might be the other way around, there is only 10% of our brains that we don’t use. Humans today have lost the ability to use their full brain potential. And, maybe the first part is becoming more true.

One part of the brain that we are not using to our full potential, and in some people, not even a smidgen. I believe that is the soul. That is why those evil, dark people, who have lifeless eyes, are considered soulless.

You might have heard that they eyes are the mirror to the soul. You can always tell someone who is good, because you can see it in their eyes, can’t you? Likewise, you can see an evil-minded person, because it shows in their eyes.

So, what is this part of the brain that we call our soul? It is the part of the brain that works the psychic ability. Many people don’t think that they have this ability. It’s just “gifted” people that do.

No, this is our inherit inner self. But, it lays dormant because we don’t bother to think that we have this capability. You have had times when your “intuition” has worked, or you’ve experienced some form of deja vu, right? That is only a mere portion of the psychic ability, but it’s there.

It could be that when we don’t exercise our spiritual beliefs, we don’t exercise our soul. You know that physical exercise is good for the body, don’t you? It keeps you strong and healthy, correct? Spiritual exercise is vitally as important as physical exercise. But, many simply don’t know how to exercise their spirits.

Just as if we don’t exercise our bodies, we become ill and our muscles atrophy. Sometimes, with poor eating habits and a sedentary life style, death can occur through heart attack or stroke.

The spiritual part (just as the physical) of our bodies, in the mind, called the soul, needs exercising, or, it too becomes ill and can die.

Yes, we can become spiritually dead. Oh we can walk around, even if we are spiritually dead, but I think movies depict spiritually dead people as the walking dead, or zombies.

In a sense, karma, being our spiritual trainer, because we learn from our mistakes, and our soul go hand in hand. Just how to exercise our spirit? It certainly isn’t as difficult as physical exercise. It’s called “meditation”.

You exercise your soul through meditation by letting your thoughts flow through your mind. Don’t judge those thoughts, just let them flow. BUT pay attention to what the thoughts are as they come into your mind.

When you do this, think what kind of thought it is. A negative thought is something that needs to be filtered out. Focus on more positive thoughts.

A healthy soul/spirit consists of someone who is positive, who has a good outlook on life, who doesn’t focus on negativity, someone who can ease through a negative situation without much difficulty, and who brings goodness into their lives. The spiritually-healthy person is like a breath of fresh air.

You probably know someone who is like a light when they come into a room. Their personality uplifts you, makes you smile, and there’s something about them that YOU want.

That is what is wrong with the world today. Far too many people are becoming spiritually ill, because, while they might be healthy in body, they truly aren’t healthy overall.

When this country was founded, our founding fathers were men who were highly spiritual. Hence our country’s motto, “One nation under God“. We have lost that spirit that they had.

A nation that is spiritually ill, looks like America today. Morals have declined. There is more violence and more hatred toward our fellow American.
When the health of each individual spirit is sick, then the collective of people becomes sick. Just look at our country today.

We are trying to take God out of everything. Look at our schools. This is where it all began, too. Years ago, prayer was one of the top things to do on the agenda of a child’s day. A moment of silence, they called it back then. But, someone, who thought that they were witty, decided that it was too much for children to have that prayer time, and threw it out.

Why do you think that there is so much stuff going on in our schools? Bullying, suicides, school shootings, colleges having hazings that wind up hurting fellow students to the point of death. We need to wake up America! We need to turn ourselves around, we need to get our spirits back into working order, not just our bodies!

Children are in the first line of defense for the devil to attack. This is why school children are being drug down into the pit of hell with the adult world. They are influencial therefore it is easy to sway them in the wrong direction. We need to be role-models to our children. We adults do.

We need to stand up and take charge of our lives, and the lives of our children because our future truly depends on it. If we continue to keep going down this road, heading toward a collective whole who are becoming spiritually dead, we’re destroy not only ourselves, but those who look up to us.

Get your spiritual health back on track, and karma will follow suit. Remember when you think evil thoughts, you speak evil words, or you do evil actions, you’re putting a reflection out there that’s going to come back and bite YOU in the butt, as well as your loved ones.

Positive, good, kind, loivng, gentle, caring words, actions, and invevitablably thoughts are what will bring a big reversal change to our country. Continue on the dark evil road, and we’re going to destroy ourselves, and we won’t have anyone to blame but our own selves.

Which path is it YOU want to go down? The one that will bring true peace, true happiness, and true joy to the world, or the other one that brings negativity, sorrow, darkness, and quite possibly death?

It is your choice to make which way you want our future. It is up to you, your family, your aquaintences…each single person must make a choice on their own.

Choose life, or choose death. Negativity brings death, positivity brings life. If you want a good future, pass this one so others can get on the band wagon with the positive reinforcement.

We are a spiritual army, but we’re losing because we’ve lost our way. We are not fighting a battle of flesh and blood, though the cabal wants you to think that with all their hubub of declaring wars. No, we’re fighting the battle of good and evil, with our spirits.

We’re being taught that spirituality has nothing to do with life. We’re not going to win with that kind of train of thought.