What Will You Do?

Posted on July 11, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

I know that I have mentioned about this subject before, but it is getting to be something I am more and more passionate about.

This is for everyone, not just me, not just you, not just the “chosen”. It is a message anyone should read, because we are not just “anyone’s”, for we are one with all, nature, animals, the universe, and each other.

Do you feel something happening within you, but you’re not sure what it could be? You know something’s going on, but you can’t put your finger on it. You know that you are changing inside of you, and nothing’s stopping it. You might not even understand it, yourself.

What is going on? As a collective whole, everyone around the globe, we are going through a spiritual transition of sorts. Some of you might say you’r e not spiritual or religious. There is a difference of course.

You see, we are all spiritual beings, even if you don’t or won’t believe it. It is quite simply how we were created. Some of us, though, have forgotten this notion of ourselves, and have blocked off the spiritual path of life that we should be embarking on, and, rather are replacing spiritual with material things.

We will all be affected by this spiritual transition, however. Kind of think of it like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. We have this great window of opportunity to spread our spiritual wings and fly.

Sadly, those of us who aren’t “feeling” this transition will be affected, however, it might blindside you. For instance, have you recently decided that you no longer want to eat meat, even though you have been eating it all your life?

Maybe you have changed your mind about what it is that you want out of life, and have decided to break away from the old patterns, and are exploring something new. It could even be so much as your thoughts are anew, and suddenly, you realize something you loved in the past, now you dislike immensely.

This is part of the spiritual shift we are facing. It is nothing to be fearful of. In fact, if you realize that it is something grand, then you’ll be more willing to embark on a new, exciting path into the unseen. Embrace this time to make changes within yourself.

The world, as we know it, has been on a downhill decline for a long time. The US is really heading downhill quickly. The other day, I got this vision before my eyes of the people in this country. There are many on the wide path of life. This is the easy path.

Just imagine the wide path, that most people take as this busy pathway in the forest. It has been walked so much that the grasses no longer grow where feet have wandered. All around is great, lush trees that offer us every fruit of the Earth, materially. Each person travelling down that road has found other avenues off that path of life, and start picking the fruit from the trees.

Granted, while there are good pickings from these trees, there are also those that are meant to prick you and hurt you when you partake of these things. The other avenues or pathways are meant to steer you off the right path and you wind up getting lost.

Now imagine, many see others going down one avenue on the pathway, and droves of others will follow the same suit. Down these little side avenues, lie, in waiting, quicksand traps.
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Today, people have diversions to keep them from reality in life. Cellphones, computers, video games, movies, tv, etc. These things are enticing to the majority of people, so much that they can not free themselves from the hold that these things have on them. Overindulgence on anything is not always a good thing.

But, anyway, back to the quicksand. With these gadgets that people have plastered to their heads, hands or noses, no one notices the world around them as it passes them by. The quicksand traps will come up before they realize it, and people are sinking further and further into their own quicksand pit, and there won’t be anyone to help them.

Sadly, those who have become so engrossed with electronic technology are losing themselves, losing their identities. I saw a video awhile back of a woman who was walking in a mall, her nose glued to a cellphone. She was just walking along, and then all of a sudden, she falls into one of the fountains. She got up, looked around, and then went right back to her nose stuck to her texting.

What is coming is a great advancement in our brains. Those of us who are working on our inner selves, those of us who have come to understand what is happening will benefit. But those lost in the world will lose out. The door of opportunity will not be open forever. The time is near.

What comes to mind is the movie called “Left Behind”. In this movie, they show how people come to their senses one day, and people are gone, missing, vanished. The people who vanished were those who believed in God and were taken away.

While the movie holds some truth, it will be different. I’m not sure how it is going to transpire myself. I don’t know if those who remain will be the chosen who inherit the Earth, as it says in the Bible, or will those who remain be, as in the movie, those who endure the tribulation?

I do know that those who are working on improving their inner selves, connecting with our inner true Self, the Source of Life, then it will be those who’s spirits are ready to advance.

I know that you might be thinking I am saying that if you aren’t connected to Spirit right now, you are doomed. I am not saying that at all. I am merely suggesting that it is time for all of us to get back to the basics of life. It is coming whether or not you’re ready for it. Those who are not ready will not be able to endure the coming times.

Let’s think of something before I go on. When the US was founded, the men and women who lived back then knew that the way to an abundant and happy existence was to live by the word of God. Those people then were deeply faithful in God, and thus, as we know it, the US prospered greatly. In fact, we were the superpower.

As time has gone on, morals have slipped. Religion is on the wayside. And, honestly I can understand why. Christians, or those who call themselves such, are supposed to be a group of people who are different. They are called to be set apart from all other people, in the fact that they are supposed to show the people of the world that living a life of faith is not the way to go. Today, Christians, or those who attend churches, are no different than anyone else, in the fact that they are tolerant of many things that are happening.

For instance, Christians ought to have high standards for the things that they say. They should not judge anyone for anything, because that is what is called of them to do. I no longer consider myself “religious” because I don’t believe that religion is the answer. In fact, I believe that religion has destroyed the right type of faith we are called to have.

Faith today is based on what you wear going to church, if you get out in the community and look good by performing duties that, while they help others, is just being done to look good on the outside. Inside those church walls, sure people gather together weekly, as it is instructed in the Bible to do, but the sermons are dry, the music is the same over and over. Churches are no standing room only because they offer nothing different from going out to a bar, essentially…just without the alcohol.

Nothing is being taught to people, and it is obvious that something isn’t working the right way. And sadly, what has turned people away is because Christians are hypocritical in their walk of faith. This is just not how it is supposed to be. I went to this one church, for almost a year. I liked it, in the beginning. But, people will be people. They offended me in many ways. Yes, church people, offended me.

For instance, I had an incident that threw me for a loop. It upset me greatly, and so I turned to the church for comfort. Isn’t that what we are supposed to do, if we attend church…turn to our brothers and sisters in a time for comfort? I needed a hug and prayer, that day. When I explained my situation with them, all I got was a bunch of giggles and laughs. No comfort, no hugs, no offer for prayers.

Another time in this same church, I was wearing an amethyst crystal because I had found out that they are supposed to help with insomnia, which I have dealt with. So, this older woman, who is supposed to be an “elder” in the church, looks down her nose at me, and says, right there in the sanctuary, “I think you need to speak to God about wearing that crystal. You are sending mixed signals.” Judgment over something I was wearing? That offended me, because if you’re a Christian, you ought to know that God does not judge what you are wearing.

So, yes, I have been turned off by the whole “religion” thing. But, am stronger in faith than I have ever been. It is when you endure trials and tribulation that you learn how to have faith. You see, having faith is something that only you, yourself can attain in your heart. It is nothing that you can gain through others (only knowledge and wisdom can be obtained through someone else if they have endured something that they can help you get through).

So, if you are atheist, if you have little faith, if you are unsure of your faith, please understand I know where you are coming from. I, myself, did not start reading the Bible until I was 30. I read it thoroughly 9 times, and each time, learned something more about myself. The Bible can help teach you how to be a true Christian in the sense. Churches are good if you’re branching out, and trying to learn about the life of faith. But, they are not to be relied upon because they are fake as much as the rest of the world.

Faith is simply being a kind, loving person who treats others with respect, lives a quiet life without drama, one who understands that love comes from the heart, not in the giving of material things. A true Christian will dislike all that is immoral. For instance, it bothers me greatly that tv has become so lax that profanity is abundant even on mainstream tv shows. Sex has become the norm, and pornography has increase rampantly. If we don’t watch it, we will soon be exposed to extreme pornography on our tv’s because people are so complacent that they are allowing it to slowly happen.

It is happening slowly, not quickly, because that is the way that people will learn to accept the moral decline of our entertainment. Movies, tv, even music is being corrupted from what it used to be, and people are continuing to follow it and make it their idols.

So, what should you be doing? Start by reading the Bible (Romans preferably). Get to know what a true human being should look like for the NT tells us so. Think of the Bible as your instruction book. How many of us are so screwed up because we have lived in dysfunctional families, and the trend keeps getting passed through generation after generation. How many seek advice on how to live through self-help books, through counselors, through psychiatrists, etc? When all that one really needs is the Bible (Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth).

This year is it, my dear friends out there. This year is the year that the consciousness is going to take a huge leap, and things will get wild. All the darkness that has been allowed to lurk and fester, growing in power, will be uncovered. The secrets that have been hidden for a long time will become revealed.

You see, even if you don’t care to change yourself before the onslaught of the coming awareness, then you are only hurting yourself. For, if you have something dark and sinister within you, it will be revealed not only to yourself, but to everyone around you. You will fall into your own pit on the unstable way that you are going.

It is those who have travelled the narrow path that will endure. For you see, the wide path is easy. It offers all the glitter that life can offer. But, it is not the true way in which one should be traveling in this game of life. For in the end, it will cause you all kinds of destruction.

For instance, are you addicted to something right now? That addiction will overcome you. The power of this addiction will then overpower you, and you will never be able to be loosed from its grips. Or do you have some form of habit that isn’t becoming? Beware, then, for you will be stuck with that forever more.

See, when the awakening comes, it will be the prime time for all souls of the world to come together, once and for all into unity, peace and harmony. But, the tares and wheat must be separated. The wheat will be those who have worked on their spiritual lives, and the tares will be the ones who are lax and only lived for themselves and worldly things.

There is nothing that can be done for the hard souls who are unwilling to change. You, yourselves, will have to deal, then, with the consequences that you have brought upon yourself. What does this mean? Well, if you have evil intentions, you are going to find yourself in your own little world of nightmares. If you have good intentions, and are filled with love, then the world will be yours and life will be abundant.

It is your choice, however. Please remember that. What you choose to think and do in the coming times will set you up either to fall or rise when the time comes for this change to be fully implemented. If you choose to continue to follow a lost world into the pit of darkness, then only you, alone, will reap the consequences of your own decision. You will have no one else to blame.

If you choose to follow the path of the Light, then your headed for wonderment and a new way of being. Do you want to have a better life? Do you want things to change? It all begins with you. The time is near. Change yourself, and watch your world around you change right before your very eyes. Be like the caterpillar emerging from the cocoon/chrysalis and emerge anew.

Going to college is all well and good, but we see it today, where college education is really not helpful. It costs you a ton of money, and with the way things are going, what good is that degree? Young people who are now graduating are having their dreams smashed right under their noses because jobs are not catering to their education. It doesn’t seem to matter, these days if you have spent all that money, because you won’t get the dream job you have worked so hard for.

We are neglecting our souls, therefore, the rest of the world will go array. Have you ever heard that part of our brains aren’t even being used? I have pondered this over and over. If part of our brain isn’t being used, then what part is that, and if it is there, there is a reason God put it there.

My conclusion to this is that that part of the brain, which is pretty obvious, that is not being used, therefore, is our souls. How man y people do you know who is working on their minds, hearts and souls over anything in the material world? Not many.

Do you want to see a better world, where there is only love, joy, peace, and harmony among everyone that exists? Doesn’t seem like that is possible these days does it? I mean, what with all the wars and rumors of more wars, earthquakes everywhere, weird weather, pestilences abounding, and the world gone haywire, the end times are here, wouldn’t you agree?

If you can agree, then it is time to start taking responsibility for your part in the change. It is up to each and every one of us on how this world will change. It is going through a transition, so either we’re ready to make it heaven on earth, or hell on earth. It is your choice. The time is near.

Choose to take the stand for good, and usher in a happy, great future for yourself and the rest of the world around you. Stand for bad, and the same will come to you. Whatever you dwell on, from now on, is the way that your life is going to turn. You are the driver. So let’s head for happiness, shall we?

The Time is NOW!!!

Posted on July 2, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

The news is getting way worse these days. There has never been more of an urgent time in history that we, as citizens of this once great county, need to get on our knees and start praying. I don’t care if you don’t believe in “God”, but there is a higher power that is unseen that knows what is best for us.

If you think about it, this country was once founded on being “ONE NATION UNDER GOD”. What can everyone NOT get out of that statement that was voiced, and made a vow, of sorts, and upheld for a time. If you think about when this country was founded, the men and women of that time were deeply devoted to “God”. They were a moral, and upstanding country of citizens. Now look at us. With crime, and all the crap we have going on in this county…..where are we? In the pit of hell, heading further down the pit if we don’t do the right thing.

Nothing is working, is it, to get rid of the bad people behind the big wigs who run the country. Why? Because we are a bunch of weaklings who have no self control over anything, and we are so caught up in our daily lives, our material things, our busy lives that we call living. We aren’t living. If you are so busy that you can’t give yourself some free time to get out and nature and commune on your knees before God, then, I don’t know what the future has in store for you.

It’s sad because so many people are turned away from the One who supplies us with abundant life. Look at our world today. There are droughts going on threatening the crops. There are nasty weather causing power outages at a time when the heat is on the rise. What is going on?

We are going into the time of some intense testing of our souls. If you’re soul is weak, you will be affected far more than those who believe in a “Higher Power”. It will be the strong who survive. Do you want to be strong? I suggest you try to get in as much meditation time with your families all doing it. It is important that you get your minds and hearts right with the Lord above, because, look before you, do you not see the signs? Will you be like the Pharoah, who’s heart was hardened into letting the Lord’s people go? What happened? The Lord sent plague after plague upon the lands, and still yet, Pharoah hardened his heart. His people….his army….were destroyed in the end.

If disaster strikes your area, as that that has been hit this last week, with power outages. Take that time to reconnect to your loved ones. Bond with each other again. So what if you electricity went off, renew family relationships in the time you have together. Familes are falling apart because of technology holding everyone in a zombified state glued to the tv’s, video games, cellphones, etc.

This is a wake-up call to all of us. We need to reconnect to the One above. This is an urgent time. You can not mock that this is not going on. This is a time we have been shown that is a prelude of things to come. We are headed for judgment through natural disasters and of course the work of Satan helping to destroy what this country and world used to be.

Life would not be this way if those wars were not being thought to happen, or all the stuff that we are facing in the near future. That is not life. Then the media comes along and bombards us with all kinds of diversions and obstacles, and of course the draw to believe that what is seen on that square box device is not always true or real. Just like Hollywood, everything, or most of it, is not what is real, we are being dooped.

I can’t imagine how many people are going to be rioting, or are right now even, in those states that were affected. With the heat, we all know that it can tend to make people testy. Can you imagine those who’s hearts aren’t right with God, or those who have already turned toward the evil?

This, people, is the war between the heavens and the Earth that we are experiencing, and are on the verge of experiencing in a far greater things that will marvel but also give people the opportunity to experience a far greater way of life. But, it has to start with us getting on our knees. Not literally, if you can kneel, by the way. If you don’t feel that you can meditate sitting up, then lay down! Meditatation will draw you into yourself, so that you can examine you, and how you are doing. But, most of us have such frazzled thoughts, and sometimes we are focused on the negatative things in your life. Meditation is the practice of clearing you mind of thoughts so that you can divulge in your soul’s interest.

Today, we can’t understand anymore, how it is our souls that are dying and decaying. We are having a multi-social meltdown of people because technology has literally taken over the minds of so many people and it is a trap, for when what ever is coming , comes, the awake will see it coming while the blind will be the ones who fall.

I can understand if you have been turned away from “relgion” because, what you see in most churches these days is a farse. It is fake, just to make people look like good little “Christian” doobies. Yeah right. So many churches, look at the Catholic religion (and yes, I believe in the One above with all of my soul, it is the basis of my life now, and I honestly went through a time in my life when I didn’t know if I believed in God at all, or even thought about it). Religion is so mundane. It is just a bunch of people gathering together to sing, read out of a book, stand up behind a stand, and be showy, giving the “Message” of God to people who sit and listen to someone speaking. Granted, there are a few out there that do teach. I learned a lot that enlightened my faith in the early years of my rebirth. I don’t feel that I need to listen to other’s views anymore, as much, because I can learn all I need from inside my heart. I believe in God, and it is as simple as that. I know how to be the kind of person I should be in order to please Him, and that is what counts the most in this game we call Life. We have to return to being those upstanding citizens that this country once held, stand up for our rights, get on our knees every day, making it a habit to pray about the things in our life that need changing, the things that we need that are necessary (this does not always mean the best of the best of the best of material things). We need to strengthen our souls. We need to get back to the basics of life, live simply, and have a large faith that brings joy, peace, love and harmony into every society in every state, in every part of the world if we unite in one mind knowing that the One above just wants us to recconect with each other in love.

Don’t you people see that we are destroying each other? I mean some people out there are concocting virus’ behind our backs, intending to forcefully mandate everyone to get one. They are taking our rights away slowly because we are so complacent. Read about Jericho in the Bible. They were instructed to walk around Jericho 7 times and then the wall magically fell down.

That is what faith can do for an entire country, or the entire world for that matter. Think about what we are doing in our own lives. Do we live by a faith that causes us to be habitually loiving. Our lives would be filled with so much pleasure and joy if we were to live in joy and love. But, we aren’t. We are becoming a nation that is falling apart at the seams. Do you want to see your country, or the world come back to life and full of vigor and loving and no more negativity? Well, then you need to begin with yourself first and foremost. C’mon, you know you got something going on inside that you know isn’t right. It can be healthwise, mentally, physically, socially, or whatever. Inside is what counts. Are you someone who follows the crowd just to be popular, but it is tough to be kept at that type of status.

We are losing the spiritual battle fast, and it is growing more and more apparent in the world and in our nature. P.U.S.H. Pray Until Something Happens. Don’t quit praying even when things seem at their worst. Don’t quit. It is your life-line to the Lord above. That will be the key you hold to getting through anythhing that is thrown your way. It is your sheild against the arrows of Satan who will try to destroy your life. If you have not had a hard life, I urge you to consider this, even, if you are still skeptical. I told you I went through a time when I was uncertain, and really didn’t have a thought of God for years in my life. I didn’t care. My left went down hill. My belief has kept me above the water through many, many times that would have put any one under the ground. I have wanted to. Many times, believe me. My faith has made me stronger to withstand the small things. They say, don’t sweat the small stuff.

That is what we are doing, and that is why riots are going to be inevitable. People all over the country are angry, and the anger is going to get out of control. It is going to get scary if we don’t have faith. Plain and simple. Believe in the good of things. Stop ejecting negative thoughts. Dwelling on the past doesn’t get you anywhere, no matter how hard you try to make it. We are moving ahead in a fast rate, that is evident. We are moving toward something that is going to wake those who are ready to wake up. Time is coming. Are you prepared, in your souls, minds and hearts? Get ready, we are in for one heck of a ride coming our way.

The Narrow And the Wide Path of Life – We Are In a Race

Posted on June 17, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

Are you struggling in your life, some way, some how? Maybe it is physical pain, or something to do with your mental state of mind. It could be a number of things that any one of us is suffering through. I am with any one of you. Emotional and physical pain are the thorns I must bear daily.

Many of us wish ourselves to be 6′ under. That would be the easy way out, wouldn’t it? Suffering would be finished. I have had many times in my life when I have considered suicide. But, honestly, I don’t feel that is the way to go. It would be hell if we were to end this life of misery, only be be born again and starting the same game of life over again.

I am weary of this life, and I know that many of you feel the same exact way. When will this end? Is there ever going to be an end to this miserable existance we call life? If you feel that way, you are not alone.

There is coming a time when we will finally be free from the insanity this world has evolved into. There are some of us who just living, going through the motions. Life is dull, unentertaining, and boring. We are here wishing that something grand would happen in our life because there just doesn’t seem to be any sense to why in the world we are living anyway, right? I feel that way.

Each day, I wonder why I am living in this existance. I don’t care for material things anymore. I have no desire to indulge in the things people seem to think make up life. I want to move on, to go where there is love, to be free from pain, to live a joyous, happy life. We all want that, but we seem stuck in this dark void of existance where evil seems to be abounding rather than love.

We see it before us, the continuous lies that fill the news wires every single day. People are so asleep that the truth can’t seem to penetrate their minds and hearts. This world is filled with too much self, violence, and negativity. Yet, there are those of us who are yearning for some change to happen, and we are becoming impatient with all the garbage in this world.

I think that having lost every material thing, for the most part, at least 4 times in my recent life, has taught me the value of myself as a human being. So many people out there think that they have to have things….those material gadgets we all “must” have. But things are just a status symbol if you think about it. If you have things, but have no love in your heart, you are not living. Those things you have, are just plain moot.

I have realized that I don’t need those things to make me happy. In fact, things make me unhappy. When something is new, you cherish it, because it is new. After awhile, it gets old, doesn’t it? What happens with a thing gets old to you? It is set aside, buried in the closet, put in the garage or attic or under the bed. It winds up collecting dust, and eventually forgotten. Our bodies, minds and souls can never truly be forgotten like that of a material thing. We live in them each and every day.

What makes us humans is the simple fact that we are living flesh, all of us made the same way, only in our own unique fashion. All of us have hearts, however, many have run cold. All of us have minds, however, many have been distorted into programmed thinking. All of us have bodies, however, most of us abuse our bodies without even realizing it. We are living in a garbage waste dump, the same kind of place that those things we cherish end up being in.

As of late, I have come to realize that when I am out in nature sitting among the trees of the woods, or along the ocean shore, this is where I am most at home, and most at peace. Nothing beats the glorious sun beating down on my body, warming me from within. Nothing beats nature’s silent sounds that are soothing to the mind and soul.

I don’t know about you, but I am tired of the stigma of man’s laws. The more laws we have in this land, the more stifling it is getting to live. You can’t grow a vegetable garden because it is against the law? Where is freedom? It has been taken from us, because we are allowing it to happen, in the name that law is right.

Are you at a point in your life that you don’t feel like this is “home” to you? Do you feel lost on this Earth, as though you don’t belong? You’re not alone in your thinking. But, here is a thought. Maybe this isn’t “home”, yet it is coming to us. I believe that we are heading into a new era of time that we will be seeing heaven on Earth coming to us.

I mean, if you read the Bible, it does state that those who follow the righteous ways will inherit the Earth. There is a change coming. Could this change be that we are going to see a drastic change upon this Earth that ushers in pure love, and all evil will be abolished? Along with that, nature as it is intended will return.

Of course, if you don’t feel this coming of whatever is coming, then I have no advice for you. I feel something, very strongly, within, telling me that we are upon a glorious time that we are about to witness.

For a long time, I have been reminded of the Bible’s story of Noah. We keep hearing of this type of thing ….they call it “Armegeddon”, “The End Times”, etc. Those that make it all sound so fearful are fearmongers. They are put here to instill fear upon the human race, so that you don’t accept this challenge, to better yourself, so that you might enter this new era

There are two roads in life in which one can choose to go down. The wide road, which could be considered Easy St. is well-travelled. It is the road which has the best of everything life could offer. It might even be considered the road of roses. This road, for many might be like a highway…paved, flat, not many hills. It seems easy, and sure, the temptation to follow this road is great. While you might have a great time on this road, there are far too many avenues that lead off this wide road, leading you deeper into the dark recesses of life. This road eventually leads you to complete destruction.

The narrow road is the lesser travelled road. It isn’t easy to travel like Easy St. might be. It has its rough spots, where it might get trecherous. It has it’s steep hills in which to climb. Every once in awhile, you get over that moutain, and have it easy, only to find you’re climbing another mountain. It is never ending. But, this road eventually leads to life.

You see, if you live life easy, always getting your way, having what you want when you want, you become complacent. It is those who have lived a life of suffering who will inherit the Earth. It is those who have endured hardship, who have become toughened against life’s curveballs who can make it on the narrow path, climbing those mountains, enduring through the rough spots that they might encounter, who can withstand anything that comes their way.

We are coming to a time when those of you who have been pampered in your lives, the ones who have relied on this microwave society of instantaneous gratification who are going to find the coming times to be unbearable. You who have relied on the things of this world to help you through life will have a rude awakening. When those things evaporate in your hands, where will you be?

For instance, so many of us rely on cellphones. I have encounted many people who, when faced with losing signal actually go bonkers because they can not live without those little mechanical devices. Or what about tvholics? When the time comes that these material things no longer suffice in life, what will happen to you who can not live without your favorite shows, or texting, or your computer? You will not know how to live.

This is a time in which, now, we need to sit down and evaluate ourselves from within. We are ALL a part of the collective whole of humanity. But are we truly doing our part? These material prizes we cling onto in this life will never get us very far. Our minds have been hijacked. Why? Because those beings who have been sent here to destroy us, don’t want us to better ourselves. Therefore, we have become a species who has gotten caught up in a lie. We need to open our minds and our hearts, otherwise we will perish under our own demise.

I believe that, for those of us who are awake and aware, will experience turmoil in our surroundings, because we are fighting a battle of unseen forces. Those living in the dark, are still indulging in the 3rd dimension of duality. Those of us who are awake, are trying to break free from this duality, because it can no longer inhabit our minds and bodies. While we are struggling to free ourselves, those in the dark don’t understand this, and if they aren’t awakened, it is doubtful that they ever will.

It truly is sad to sit back and watch those people you have known, maybe for many years, slipping into a delusional world, and seem to be fading away. I have been experiencing this for the last couple of years. As time goes on, my world seems to be going by in a blur. Things that have happened, even in the recent past, seem like it has been eons ago already. Since 2000, my time perception has increased. What happened two weeks ago, seems like it is already a distant memory.

But, so many around me, are still living in their existing worlds, not seeming to move forward. They seem stuck in the 3rd dimension, and who knows..might stay there, as those of us who have been working on our inner worlds, our spiritual self, becoming one with nature and all that there is around us, will move into something completely new and different.

I know I am ready for new and different. Are you? Have you found this life to be mundane? I have. I want something exciting to happen. I am bored of the same things I have learned throughout my life, and feel that there is something more out there. What, I have no idea, but I am ready for it.

I have been reminded of the days of Noah. In those days, Noah was deemed as insane by those around him. I mean, here is a guy, out in the middle of the desert, seemingly wasting his time constructing this huge wooden thing. Why? It was a desert, for pete’s sake, right?

Noah listened to God. Though Noah might have been considered crazy while the rest of the people went around partying, living it up, not worrying about anything but the life that they were living, he had listened to the word of God that spoke into his heart to build that. Why? Because as he listened to his heart, he felt that something was coming that he needed to be ready for.

This is a time like that. There are many of us that have heard the warning. But, we are thought of as insane or nuts, and that it is just the voices in our own minds. We are crazy to think that something is coming. Just like Noah. When all was said and done, in Noah’s life, when the time came, Noah was more than ready to file his family and two of each animal onto that boat. Was he, therefore, crazy, when 40 days and 40 nights of rain that flooded the Earth came, and he was safe while those who partied like it was 1999 perished because of their foolishness? I don’t think so.

Take heed, my dear fellow humans. We are coming to a time that will change everything as we know it. Don’t allow yourself to be drawn into the fearmonger’s ways. It isn’t the end of the world. It is the end of time as we know it. The world will live on, but those who are not right in their minds and souls….well, I don’t know your demise.

Again, we are running a race. Are you in that race, or have you veered off one of those paths from Easy St. and are loving the things of the world that you can not take with you when things change? Or have you chosen that trecherous path, but are enduring the troubles in order to see the finish line?

We are like athletes, in a way. We are training for this race of life. Anyone knows that physical training is not easy, and giving up is the easy way out. Though, if you want to win that road race, or whatever type of event you’re entering, you have to be in tip-top shape. Right? This goes for our souls. If we are lackluster in our souls, and have not been exercising it through meditation, then the soul is weak, and you will not be able to withstand it. You won’t win the race of life if you have lost the ability to use your soul correctly.

I ask all of you, no matter where you are, to look within yourselves. Are you living the life of the material world, or are you living the soulful life? The latter is what we all should be striving for, but sadly, not all realize it.

Toxic People

Posted on June 4, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

I’m living with a bunch of toxic, negative people. I have been blind to these kind of people, always thinking that it was me or maybe I needed to change in order to get along with them.

We all need relatioships. All of us. This is how we communicate and live among others in our lives. It can be a husband/wife, parent/child, sibling, other famiy member, or a friend or lover relationship. We all have them.

Now, granted, many of you might have wonderful relationships with those in your lives. But there are those of you who are living with toxic people in your lives. You who are, must acknowledge these people for who they are….toxic people. A toxic person can make the most gentle, sincere, kind of person become infected wth their toxicity.

When you are around omeone, do you feel like your are emotionally numb? Have low energy levels? Feelings of low self-worth. Even physial ailments such as nausea, headaches and muscle tension can be caused by the toxic people in our lives.

Toxic people are those who complain about everything, even the most mundane of things. They tend to blame you for the things that happen to them. Even if you try to defend yourself, they have a way of turning hings around so that it is your fault no matter what the case might be.

They overreact to bad events, and blow things way out of proportion. They expect bad things to happen, even fantasize about them. When they do happen, they escalate things beyond reason. It is as though they purposely seek out to instigate a fight.

They are full of negativity, constantly bombarding you with it. My friend starts off sentences, in speaking to me, “You’ll never…”, “It will never happen…”, “You can’t do…” They suck your energy so much that you don’t feel like you have will to fend off their brutal negative attacks. Their constant pessimistic attitude infects you like a disease. If you don’t catch it, you could easily start to become like them.

If you find that you are angry and resentful toward them, don’t fret. This is what toxic people will make you feel like. These leeches feed themselves off yourenergy. The thing is, non-toxic people don’t realize that we feed into their garbage, and give them our energy. This is a hard lesson to learn.

These vampire parasites are drawn to the weak. If you are already dealing with things like mental illness or deperession, then you are susceptible to them. It is as if you have a target painted on your forehead or something.

They destroy your self-confidence, making you feel utterly stressed out. Funny, though, when everything is said and done, once they have finished their tirade, they walk away with a smile. What is up with that? You are left angry and bitter, and they walk away like nothing happened.

It is as though they are determined to transfer their miserable unhappiness on you. In this way, they make themselves feel better.

They are addicted to drama. They are not happy unless they provoke some form of drama and strife. They take great pleasure in creating this nonsense chaos where there is peace, as though they can’t stand to see anyone else happy and alive. Then in a weak moment, they come in for the kill and destroy any shred of joy you might have.

These people have trouble taking any responisibility fr their actions. When they do something spiteful or mean, they transfer the blame to someone else. But, when the tables are turned and they get hurt by someone, they wallow in their own puddle of self-pity.

They never seem to learn from their own mistakes. When they make a mistake they repeat it over and over like a broken record.

Have you ever had a conversation with a toxic person? You know you can’t talk with them too long efore they turn the conversation around to focus on them. “Me”, “Myself” and “I” are their favorite words.

They will lay all their problems on you, and then expect you to solve it for them. Then later on, they will change their mind and not want you to do anything about it. When it is all forgotten, they will bring it up again, and how you didn’t bother to care.

Let’s face it. Toxic people will always put their needs first and foremost. Yours don’t matter to them. They seem tothink that they have this entitlemnt to receive everything, even when it concerns you.

They are selfish and self-centered. Their thoughts are all about what they want in life, and aim to get it, even if it means stepping over the line with you. Life simply revolves around them. They are demanding of you, but will not budge when it comes to them giving.

They sometimes will devulge their demands outright, but many hint and beat around the bush about what they are expecting. Thi is because they are cowards in disguise. They use bullying to get ther way.

They are an expert manipulator. If you don’t comply to their wishes, then they will play the guilt trip on you. They like to make people think that they are obligated to them for. Even when you do eveything in your power to pleae them, they are never pleased.

I know I get resentful when I see the toxic person I live with taking, always taking and never giving. No matter how much you do, you will never be shown any apreciation for it. They don’t know how to give it. You will never find tat they respect you or treat you with decency.

They will never understand the meaning of other people’s boundaries, as they themselves don’t have any. According to the toxic person, physical, emotional or mental boundaries don’t exist in other’s lives, and they will step over them.

They are nosy. They will stick their nose into your business as well as everyone else’s. My toxic friend seems to know what is going on over at the neighbor’s house too much. Personally, what other people do is not my problem.

They will ask you all kinds of personal questions. This is because they are fishing for information. The thing about this is that, down the line, they wil use that information to exploit it against you if you don’t comply to their wishes.

The drain your energy leaving you feelng tired, and emotionally drained, frustrated, stressed, depressed, or even angry at them. How does a toxic person make you feel? Do you dread going to visit that person because they make you want to run out of the room whenever you are with them?

They are very narcissistic and always the pessimist. They normally are antisocial people, probably because no one wants to be around them. They have no conscience. If you are living with a toxic teenager you know the hellish existance that they make your home. They are completely and utterly rebellious, defiant and out of control.

Toxic people love to gossip incessiantly. It is like an elixo for them. They will stab you in the back for no good reason, only to make your life miserable. They don’t give their behavior a single thought, usually. They will purposely tell you secrets to hurt you.

These people are vey judgmental and can be very prejudice. They are snobbish and think themselves better than others. Many are know-it-alls. They will put you down, but are highly sensitive and defensive when the tables are turned on them.

What is worse is that they tend to be highly jealous. You can’t have any achievements or successes in your life because they feel inferior to you. This will throw them into a tizzy and they will try to destroy what you have gained. They won’t celebrate your happiness with you.

They are overly needy for attention. That is why they want everything focused on them. If you live with one, you no longer enjoy life. Every day becomes a chore. You are pouring your energy into makng them happy, but all the while fogetiing yourself.

Your mind is always ormenting over the things that they have said or done. You seem to feel that they are all that you think about, over and over again.

You continually fantasize about getting away from them. When they aren’t around, you are actually relieved and feel more like yourself. That is, util they return, and the cycle starts all over again. The situation might even be causing troubles with your sleep.

What can you do? Learn to assert yourself and say NO. This is one of the hardest words for a non-toxic person to say. We love doing for others, but when we encounter a toxic person, they only take, take, take, and we lose sight of ourselves in the quest to make them happy.

Don’t let them take advantage or encroach on your personal thoughts, speae and freedoms. When they are selfish or disrespectful, don’t give into the emotions that come with the hurt. It is imporant to remember that they are thrive on drama and loveto feed off of it. Funny how these people can create a destructive stir, and walk away smiling.

Work up the courage within yourself to dismiss them from your presence. Simply put, get them out of your life. You don’t need them. They are there just bringing your down into the pit of their lonely existance. If you continue to allow them to remain in your life, you run the chance of becoming like them.

Don’t feel sorry for their problems, mishaps or drama. The tears and boohooing that they might do are all part of the show. That’s what they want, because then, of course, the attention is directed on them. They love the limelight. They will play the ultimate victim. If you feed into that, they will sink further into more self-pity.

When they start to complain, refuse to listen to them. They want you to be in the middle of their created chaotic mess. Becoming a part of their problem, you are giving them more energy to continu. It’s best to remain neutral and detached. Put up a mental shield against them

Toxic people don’t ted to change. They change you. Get them out your life. Know the signs. And when you encounter a new one, you’ll be able to run the other way.

Venus Transit: Calling All Relationships

Posted on June 1, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

Next week is going to be a profound time for those who indulge in spiritual practices. There are three powerful celestial happenings coming our way on June 4-5, 2012. On June 4th, in the morning hours, the west will be able to view a partial eclipse of the moon, which by nightfall (7:15 pm EST), a full moon will occur. Just threse two events can bring profound energies into our human bodies (you know the crazies come out during a full moon….but a lunar eclipse and full moon in the same day, just hours apart….whoa!).

The next day, in the evening (9:30 PM EST), we are going to be blessed with a rare and exciting celestial phenomenon. This event happens only twice in 8 years and every 113-130 years. So, we are due for some excitement next week.

The Venus Transit is when the planet passes over the sun in an eclipse of sorts. What is happening is that Venus, which has been viewed now as the Evening Star, also known as the “wishing star” (you know…”star light, star bright, the first star I see tonight….”) is moving to becoming the Morning Star. She will be seen as the bright star of the early morning hours, as she is seen at dusk now.

The Venus Transit always ushers in communication breakthroughs. In the Venus Transit of 1874, what we know as the Transatlantic Telegraph Cable (what brought us the ability to communicate all over the world) was created. So, what is in store for us in this Venus Transit. Because it is spiritual, it is intuitive communication that will be the forefront of this great universal event.

As individual humans, we should be asking ourselves, during this time, such questions as, “What are we communicating with others, love or fear?”, “How is media (internet, computer games, movies, tv, cellphones, etc) affecting society as a whole. That answer is easy…we are losing one-on-one, face-to-face personal interactions in our communications with each other.

What I mean is, texting emailing, and Facebooking have taken over our ways of communicating. Ponder this for a moment. How often do you have those great converstations with anyone face-to-face anymore? With email and texting, we have lost the ability to see the body language of the other person we are communicating with. And, by the way, body language is a very important factor in determining how to react, or what to say to another. This is why there is so much miscommunication among people. By losing this precious form of communication, we are becoming a dysfunctional world.

Today, we live in something like a microwave type society. This has invaded our communicational ability. How many of us know how to spell anymore? We are so used to hyphonating our words in those little devices we call cellphones. This is happening so much, people are actually integrating this into verbal speech. I am one of those who does not own a cellphone. Anymore, I find it more and more difficult to communicate with people because they don’t make sense to me when they speak. A communication breakdown occurs and I am no longer able to have meaningful conversations.

Anyway, so we are heading into this amazing time of this Venus Transit event. What does this mean? Well, for starters, the planet Venus, and her energies, represents relationships with others. A successfully good relationship has good communication skills, mutual respect and consideration for the other individual involved. s
Having these attributes is a good foundation to building positive, peaceful relationships.

How many of our relationships these days lacks these qualities? Most of them. This is why we are a dysfunctional society of dysfunctional relationships. We are broken. We can be fixed. This time, celestially, is a good time to start reflecting on how you are in regards to yourself in relations with others. It is also a time to realize you can have a great opportunity to begin healing perceived wounds from others and healing of conflicts in those relationships.

Because of the celestial events along with other alignments, this is an awakening of Divine Feminine energies. What this means is that all of us should embark on embracing the feminine and masculine sides of our inner selves. I don’t mean it for men to think that they have to become effeminite. Not at all.

This transit means that there is an emphasis on developing deeper, intristically meaningful qualities in relationships. For yourself, it should be your self-worth, intimacy, trust, unconditional love and compassion. Not many people have these qualites within themselves anymore.

Another planet worth mentioning is Neptune. This planet is the higher octave of Venus (the masculine aspect of her). He is transiting into Pisces, which is his ruling sign. This event in itself promotes increased personal influence in our own lives. With this union, it infuses a higher spiriitual energy. A renewed desire for Sacred Love (more on this later) might be a calling you’re beginning to feel in your heart.

Right now there is a call to open our hearts. It is an important time to recognize a deeper value of feminine qualities and importance of maintaining both masculine and feminine energies within our being. The Venus Transit is made up of “Anima”(the feminine side) of our psyche and “Animus” (the masculine side) of our being.

Venus will be eclipsing the sun. So for a time, it will overshadow part of the light of the sun. The sun, itself, symbolizes our need to consider feminine expression first before the masculine. Why? As we all know, feminitity is softer than masculinity. It is through our feminine energies (which we all have, even if you are male) that we can allow them to guide and balance out the masculine expression.

Over the years, patriarchal organizations have repressed the feminine wisdom of the world. In the last 8 years, however, we have been privy to the accomplishments of wisdom and significance of many powerful women. With this, we recognize the truth in how women do affect history. But, because this has become a man’s world, women are demeaned, therefore they are not allowed to express anything in society.

During this time, we are given ample opportunity to realize that Divine energies are emerging, infusing with human consciousness. During this time, more compassion in the hearts of people all over will awaken and expand. With compassion awakening, one will be able to feel safe in expressing unconditional love, something this world is lacking greatly.

When unconditional love can be expressed freely, it is supported by seeing the Divine in others. When we see the Divine expression of love in others, we act in integrity with pure love. When love is compassionately given, without expectations (unconditional love) we find ourselves immersed in the highest form of love any human being can express.

Unconditional love supports healing of selves, healing of others and personal evolution. Forgivness is the key way to access this Divine Feminine healing energy. Forgiving all percieved wrongs. This liberates us from emotional pain. This is also what releases ourselves from the past, which hinders spiritual progress. It helps us to live fully in the “now”.

Venus, herself, represents creative and artistic sides of our natures. This transit can bring about previously hidden, latent artistic talent and creative abilities. For instance, someone might never have thought about expressing themselves through music because they feel they don’t have the talent. This time could bring about the hidden talent of using a musical instrument.

Right now, our world is in dire need of creative solutions for the problems that we face in society. Our world needs more feminine wisdom. We all know mothers are wonderful people in our lives, without them, we might not know what we know. They are full of wisdom, are they not? Our world also needs love to heal the woes this world is facing.

These powerful energies that are in the process of happening will increase dramatically. So, it is important to note that this should be a time for deep meditation. The artistic ablities that have lain dormant will begin to emerge, even out of those who don’t feel they had any talents.

This transit is also a time for deeper honesty in relationships. Intuitive levels of communication will begin to develop. Intuitive awareness will be heightened during this time, and hidden emotions and desires will emerge. We will also become in more awareness of our partner’s hidden emotions and desires. What we are entering is an age where no one will need or even be able to hide their true feelings from each other. So, those deep dark secrets you have been keeping under wraps…they are going to come out, whether you want them to or not. But because we no longer will be able to mask our inner hearts from others will create total trust and love for each other. Something else we lack in our world.

It is those unresolved, repressed emotions that have unconsciously caused dysfunctionality and unhappiness in our relationships. It is these emotions that undermine our relationships, block intimacy and cause breakdowns in communication. Shadows of these emotions block our ability to love one another completely and unreservedly in unconditional love. These have started in childhood, or could have been brought over from past lifetimes.

Our world is made up of people who are bogged down with conscious and unconscious fear-based emotions. These emotions are obstacles to this great higher love. Right now is a good time to pay attention and observe our feelings and behaviors in our dealings with others we come in contact with. We need to come to terms with our own dysfunctions in emotional patterns. Something else that is important to think about is the fact that we, each as individuals, need to take responsibility in our relationships. Stop the blame game for your own issues.

As we know, we lack in being trustworthy toward others. How many of us are truly open and honest with others? When is it that you emotionally shut down on someone? Where are your boundaries. Are those boundaries healthy or are they blocking intimacy in your relationships? Ask yourself these questions this week.

Venus is a busy feminine energy planet. She also respresents our values and what we appreciate most in life. If you haven’t thought about that in a while, this is a time for you to consider what is important in your values and what it is that you appreciate in life. Thanksgiving is not the only time that we should give appreciation and thanks for what we have, and who is in our lives.

This is a time now, to let others in your life know how much you appreciate them and their unique qualities. It should not be something you are doing out of obligation. It should come from a true love of those people…from your heart, not your head. It should flow freely from you on every occasion that you think of them. What you appreciate, appreciates.

This is also a great time in which you can do some soul-searching, accomplishing self-understanding. Personal mastery is also a great thing to work on improving. We tend to neglect working on our inner being (and dysfunction is a symptom of this). The way to work on these things is observing ourselves through our relationships.

Personal mastery of ego comes from observing our interrelations with those in our lives. The best thing to do is live by the Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. I try to live by that rule. You want to be respected, you got to respect another first. You want love, you got to love another first. Simple. When you do this, it supports the mastery of your human self and your relationships will follow suit. It has to begin within yourself first and foremost. The highest good for all concerned should be thoughts that you ponder daily.

We all have the power to influence evolution in the world. If we do this, individually, collectively it will occur. Each of us is part of the collective whole of consciousness. With racism, hatred and violence, we have lost the value in knowing that we are connected with all people as one. When one person evolves spiritually, humanity follows and evolves as well. That is how powerful we are if we are on a spiritual level. When one person increases in their compassion and unconditional love for another human, the vibrational frequency, in which our bodies work under, raises, as well as helping others raise in vibration as well. When the vibrational frequency raises the collective consciousness evolves as well as our own individual consciousness raises at the same time.

Our most ultimate sacred relationship that we can have is that with our Higher Self. Our egos are the extension of our Source of being. This manifests in each of our individual expression of consciousness. So, if you are bent toward destruction, not only is your mind, but your whole being is going in that direction. Likewise, if you are love, then your consciousness and being are full of love.

Each of our relationships with others begins as an outward manifestation or reflection of our relationship with our inner Higher Self. Do you have a good relationship with your inner you? If not, then you probably don’t have meaningful, quality, lasting relationships. When you integrate your ego self with your Higher Self, then it will also reflect in your union with other souls. Therefore, first, we must begin to develop a deep Sacred Love within ourselves.

Do you love who you are at this time in your life? In other words, do you enjoy living in your own skin? If you answer no, then you really need to dig deep within yourself and start searching for that love of self. If you love who you are, then this will be reflected into the world and those around you know that you are comfortable being you. When you are connected in love to your inner Higher being, then it will be natural to attract higher love into relationships.

We need to keep in mind that each of us, no matter who you are, no matter what your race is, what you look like, what gender you are, what sexual preferrence you’ve chosen, or anything about your unique being, are a big part of the greater whole. We have been dulled so much in society that we forget that we are created as spiritual beings. We have been come completely disconnected from this reality. Therefore, we have sunk into the illusion that life is what we are living right now.

We need to keep in mind, as well, that love, unconditional love, not this superficial love that we give others that we say is love, is a recognition that we are ALL THAT IS, and nothing else. Unlike superficial love that the world gives, uncondtional love is the acknowledgment in our hearts that we appreciate our oneness with each person we are aquainted with.

Superficial love is fear-based. It is conditional. It doesn’t allow the other person to be who they really are as a human being. If someone is hard to love because of some dysfunction, then love the person, just not the act. It is hard, yes, but this is what true love consists of; loving the unloving. This is also Sacred Love; love that expands when the Divine in one person appreciates and honors the Divine in another.

Sacred Love in motion is a love that can literally bring Heaven on Earth and it can manifest in individuals who are connected to their Higher Self. Can you imagine inner peace becoming a reality in your life? It can. Through reconnecting to your Higher Self, you can find that deep inner peace where even if turmoil and chaos on the outside world exists, your inner world is filled with a peace that can never be destroyed.

This Venus Transit is a time in which you can take the window of opportunity to create your own spiritual destiny in pure harmony. This will replace our outdated society of war and conflict that we have been dealing with for centuries. Wouldn’t you like to see peace, love, joy and harmony abounding on this Earth we call Home?? It can, but it must begin with YOU.

There is coming a greater and more advanced spiritual understanding. This window that is opening is just the tip of the iceburg. We are entering the Age of Aquarius..the Golden Age when love returns. The integration of these energies is the catapult to the removal of the dark entities.

If you have never given meditation, or connecting to your Higher Self a thought, this week you should consider the possibilities that you will soon be able to create through the work of your soul and your Higher Self.

A Passionate Subject

Posted on March 16, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

By nature, I care about the people around me. I have a heart for those I come in contact. You can be a friend, or someone I know, but you get treated the same way. With love.

It’s just my character. It’s what I do. So this is extended to even those people who read my words, though I never know who you are. Yes, I care about you, too.

Does that shock you, that someone you don’t know cares about you. That’s because you’re a fellow human. You are like me, only a different individual. I love myself, why shouldn’t I love you, too?

So when I think about those who I love, who are part of my life whether as a ocassional aquaintance, or stronger presence in my immediate life. My heart, though, is very heavy. My heart cries out for you who are stumbling in the dark. Those of you who are seeing but not seeing the reality of life.

It behooves me to urge everyone of you to get right with your spirit. I feel that’s of such urgent need to get out to everyone I can, who reads this. If you’re reading this, it’s because you have resonated with me, and it’s for a reason.

Are you feeling that some form of energy is pulling you into a different direction of life? Are things getting weird for you lately. Are you confused and want to get to know what it is your feeling.

I have mentioned this topic in other posts. But, in my heart, I feel like Noah, trying to urge you to understand that you need to get right with you inner person, because whatever is coming is going to kick you in the butt if you’re not prepared.

People I talk with don’t seem to understand that spirits are dying, and right now, in this time of history, it is imperative that you learn that it is the ripe time for hearts to align with consciousness.

Look in the sky! The stars are showing it. Big talk about Venus and Jupiter being aligned this month. The stars are lining up, so should all of us begin to align with nature.

I urge you to understand that when we align ourselves with the universe, we will ride this storm coming much more easily. I fear, though, that people won’t be ready, and the results will be chaotic.

You might be thinking, “Yeah right, I don’t have time for that in my life.” Yes you do. Thinking of something that you can give up. Palying that video game for hours and hours at at, maybe tv altogether. Start out with just 15 minutes of quiet time out in nature.

Meditation is different from praying, but this is something you need to begin practicing every day of your life. These two things are like the lube to your engine. They are very helpful for your health.

Meditation is simply the art of giving up thinking for a time, and just letting your mind flow. Don’t think of your troubles or you life. It might be difficult for you to stop thinking fully. Our minds wander. How many sleepless nights have you had where troublesome thoughts have kept you awake? Those are the kind of thoughts you want to put away from you mind.

You can get a handle on your thoughts better if you take the time to do this exercise. Begin to notice the type of thoughts that you have filtering through your mind. Are they postive, good, then keep them. Don”t dwell on them, just let the next thought come to mind.

Don’t judge your thoughts, just let them flow through. Discard negative thoughts immediately. At first it will be difficult for you to do that. The negative thoughts are hard to ward off because you’ll find that they come flying into your mind like a fiery arrow. Push the negative thoughts from you mind.

It takes practice for someone to begin changing their mindset. With a negative mind set, your days aren’t going to go so good. With a positive min d set, your days are going to be bright and cheery. It is your attitude that makes the difference in how your days will go.

Pay attention to those negative thoughts the most. That is because you want to alert yourself to each and every time you do it.

A habit can be broken. You can train yourself to be disciiplined in your eating habits, the words you speak, the thoughts you think. If you think a lot of negative thoughts, work on interjecting positive for the negative thought.

It takes time, so don’t give up. Only you can do it…no one else can for you. I can tell you that this works because, like you, I was skeptical.

I will admit to you that when someone gets me going I tend to have a forked tongue without thinking. The Bible says that the tongue is the hardest thing to tame. Boy, they aren’t just kidding.

I worked to change that because, quite particularly I didn’t like to be told that I talked like a trucker or sailor. Ooops. I don’t want to be thought of as that, so I knew it was time for me to work on the hardest organ in our body to control.

It can happen, by meditation into clearing our minds, and a change of mind from negative to positive, and your life will flow with it. Don’t believe me? Why don’t you give it a month. It will take that long.

Each day, set aside time to meditate. Sit somewhere where you will get no distractions, and let your mind just flow. Think about what I said about your thoughts. Work on it for a month. Commit a time each day to practice this.

You know that practice makes perfect, right? Well, so it is true with spiritual disciplinees and your spiritual life. Keep working on it. It’s something that developes much like we did as children. We grew…so the same happens with our spirits.

Unbelievably, your spirit matures. That might be something your not familiar with. Here’s my scoop on the subject. When the spirit calls you, because you are called to develop it. It’s just something inside that won’t let go. That’s the only way I can explain it.

When you’re called into the spiritual life, you are a babe. You don’t know how to walk it, talk it or grow in it. It isn’t as hard as you think. This is where regular exercise and practice of prayer and meditation, silence and solitude, will help regulate your spiritual life supernaturally. It is truly effortless.

The only effort that you must contribute is your committment of time. I will admit to you one other thing. Along with my forked tongue, I was once a sexual addict. Addicted to porn and all aspects (except for certain ones). My mind set was sex was the first and foremost thing on my mind.

This is no longer true. Oh sure, it was a huge struggle for me to turn my thoughts around. But, over time, with effort on my part, I was able to flip my thoughts from being all about sex 24/7 to praying, meditating, and worshipping the God who changed my thought pattern to what it is today.

So, I am living proof that your mind can be trained to change to how you really want to be. Use your mind to do that kind of thing. It’s important to your life now, the future as it comes on us in waves.

Winds of Change on the Horizon

Posted on March 15, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

I don’t know about you, but are you feeling the shift in energy recently? It’s been a strong shift. I hope that you’re awakening during this grand time.

If you have been feeling or sensing that something is happening, you’ve hit it on the nose! Something IS happening. Though it might be also happening around inthe physical world, you must realize that it is something that is starting in the spirit.

Souls everywhere, who have been dormant for years are now coming from the dead and rising in the spirit. They are awakening from the dead of their spiritual sleep.

This somehow makes me think that what it describes in the Bible about the dead awakening first, is what is beginning to happen all around.

For once, in my life, I feel vibrant today. I have been reading blogs from readers on various other sites, and I’m not the only one feeling like I’m awakening. Others are. In that, it makes me realize that as my spirit awakens more and more, I WANT more and more.

People of the world, we are heading into a time that should be embraced with happiness and joy. Those of us who are awake, are going to be the ones who will withstand whatever it is that is coming this way.

Unfortunately, those who are alseep, and continue their slumber as time increasingly quickens, will be the ones who fall the hardest. When things get going, they’re going to begin to realize that they are missing somehing.

What is it that they are missing? They are missing their souls. The call of the awakening is for us who are aware we have souls. By realizing that we have souls, we feel our souls more, we experience the soul0world, which is a far cry from the physical world.

Folks, things are going to start getting pretty hairy in the news, with our communities, with people in general. People who live only in their own reality, not spiritual reality, are going to become so dislusioned about life, that they will end up going crazy, lunatic, insane.

But, we, who are awakened, just need to realize that we have nothing to fear. In fact, we ought to embrace this time and get ready to watch, before our very eyes, a change in history. We are going to see a new era dawn. A new era in which things are going to begin to change for the better.

It will get worse before it gets better, you can bet on that. Everything always does, doesn’t it? You should be prepared, yes. Prepare you heart, mind and soul with the knowledge that it’s going to be a bumpy ride.

I had a little of an ephiphany the other day. In the Bible it talks about how if we believe, we will inherit the Earth. You know, if you think about it, that’s an awesome thing to think about. Inheriting the Earth.

We know, right now, it is run by a bunch of hoodlums who are hellbent of destroying everything in their path. They have all these riches at their disposal, they have the life, they don’t need any of us peons who don’t have money like they do.

In their evil minds, they don’t want us around anymore. They got the money to become evil scientists to devise ways of killing us off through vaccines, airborne sicknesses, tainting the food, douse the skies and waters with chemicals to kill us, watch the peons fight meaningless wars off in other countries, while they remain safe and sound with their secret service, their armored cars, or they are brainwashing us with that hypnotic box that we call a tv.

They are having fun wreaking havoc with the weather, because they can. They had the money to buy all kinds of expensive little toys. You know how children are with new toys. They play them to death because they are shiny, new and fun. These people are children dressed as adults, and they are playing with their toys of mass destruction.

Right now, they are only playing. They are getting to the ripe age to where they want to use these toys to see what they can REALLY do with them. That’s when the world is in trouble.

All this dark, lurking evil behind the scenes and in our faces….how much longer must we, should we, can we deal with it before we as citizens of all over the world finally get fed up and say, “ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!”

Stand people, stand! We can change the course of history if we just wake up! If we wake up, we will realize that our lives are truly in jeopardy. Can’t you see that the world is hellbent on destroying itself?

I realized that those of us who are awakened, or are in the process of awakening are the ones being called. It is our duty to get off our duffs and take back those things that the evil people have been taking away from us. We have that right.

Listen, if we don’t we will run the risk of repeating history. History shows that when evil and corruption take over any land, it destroys itself. Two great examples of this are in the Bible. Look at Sodom and Gommorah.

This was a nation in which corruption had become rampant. People were engaging in all kinds of devious sexual practices. Such as homosexuality, sodomy and all kinds of bad practices. What does God do to that nation? He burns it up with brimstone and fire. He does away with that nation and all the people’s in it.

This country has become very liberal in its morals. You hear cursing and fighting all around you. There is violence abounding. What do most people do when they see something happening to someone else? They simply walk away from it, and don’t care! We might wind up being destroyed by brimstone and fire.

The second example is Noah. He knew something was coming, because he was the only one who was told. All the other people were just lying around partying it up, drinking, eating and engaging in all kinds of devious sexual practices (hmm doesn’t this sound familiar?). So, he gets this huge boat made, and everyone around him thought he was just a whack job.

Then came a time when the world got doused in a major flood that whipped every living thing, every material thing off the planet of Earth. Except for Noah, because he listened to his heart, went on this gut knowledge that even though he lived out in the middle of the desert where, mind you, there was no water, to build this massive boat for him, his family, and a few of the animals. You know how the story ended. He got saved, everyone else, except his family perished under a tremendous flood.

Personally, I think we need to think about these two stories. Many of us out here are much like Noah, we know that something’s coming. It isn’t that we’re crazy, or a whack job. Of course, they did think that Noah was a nut-job in his day. So, what makes us, who feel this coming, any different. We just have a much more vast way to get the word out, and hope others will heed to our words. Few do. Not enough.

The ones who will be losing their minds when the awakening happens are the ones who have lost their souls. Sadly, they don’t even realize it because they have been conditioned throughout their life to accept the elusion that life is reality as it is. But, they are blind.

A ride is coming, and at the end of that ride, those who’s souls remain intact, will inherit the Earth. Doesn’t that sound like a divine concept to ponder? I think it does. But, right where we are, are we ready as individuals? Becuase if we’re not ready as individuals, as a collective whole, we won’t amount to anything. To stand strong, we must be internally strong to withstand adversity. If you can’t withstand adversity, then you’re going to fall. Plain and simple. I can’t candy-coat it for you.

When the wave arrives, we’re either going to be able to ride with it and find the joy in the bumpiness of it, or we’re going to sink and drown with the majority of people.

I believe that to those who are awake and aware that something intense is happening, this will be like a 3-D movie playing out before us.

I have pondered on the reason to why, all of a sudden, 3-D movies are becoming increasingly popular, and actually seems to be pushed on us. Why the interest?

Well, I believe that what you see in the movies, is only the man-made version of what life for the awakened, those who will inhearit the Earth are going to experience. I believe that what we are going to begin watching will be like the Universe’s own version of some movie.

In the beginning it’s going to be a horror movie. While the masses of people run with fear written all over their faces, into the chaotic crowds that will be sent in different directions of pure confusion, those who are awake, will not be affected.

I believe this because recently, I had a dream that makes me think, especially today, that the message was something I needed to hear and take heed.

In my dream there were people running down a hill, with fear etched all over their faces. Suddenly this cat comes along, and I ask it why the people are running, looking fearful, and in one direction.

The cat looked at me, and said, “They are running because they know something is coming this summer.” That was the end of my dream. Somthing coming this summer. I kind of am figuring that something big is on its way for sure, especially as I feel that the spirit is quickening, and why would it suddenly quicken on its own. I am doing nothing but noticing.

This is what it takes to further your awakening. Acknowledge that it’s happening. For me, I dwell on thoughts like how I wish I could see what’s beyond that viel that is so talked about over our eyes. I want to see what’s “out there” because I know that my mind is made to see something spiritual, but it can’t because somehow it was put to sleep.

I think about what will happen when the full awakening of the consciousness happens. What will we be able to do? In ancient times, people had more intiutive powers, telepathic powers, healing powers, able to see spirits, able to speak with God directly. I want all of these things, and I think that through the awakening, those gifts will finally emerge.

I’m excited to see what’s coming. Are you? If you’re not, then you should do some research on spiritual awakening. It’s not just a mere term being flung about. It IS reality, and if you’re not facing it, then you’re going to miss out on some wild and crazy stuff.

A Little Rant, A Little Light

Posted on March 12, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

Today was amazing. I don’t know how your day went. Did something positive happen in your life? The sun’s energy was brilliant and strong today, in case you didn’t feel it.

The energy reminded me of when I was a little girl. I haven’t felt that kind of energy since then. So it was suprsing to me when I revisited childhood memories.

It helped because I have found this little place that I consider my paradise on Earth right now. I am able to be down near the ocean shore, but have found even when it is chilly, it is warm in this place. I love to go there.

The last few days, i have been able to get down there and sit in the brilliance of the sunshine. The skies are blue, just like when I was a kid. I don’t know about you, but is it where you live that by mid-morning the skies have become dull and dreary with those wispy clouds?

Thankfully, in getting out to see the skies in the morning, and enjoy the pure sunshine that is not covered by those stupid wispy clouds that seem to dispurse throughout the entire sky by nightfall. I have gotten out there when the sky is the color is should be against the green trees…it beholds an amazing view to my eyes.

I haven’t been able to feel such contentment like that of going out into my secluded sancturary by the beach. Because its so nice and warm there, I tend to want to stay. Like I’m lured to the ocean. But, then, by 1 or 2 pm, here comes the people who like to draw those nice thick lines in the sky to cover the sun. I watch it all the time. Someone, who has control over those planes, from whereever they come from, are spraying the skies so that the sun is blocked.

Why is that? I was enjoying my daily intake of the most wonderfully intensely energized suns rays, than here come those dumb planes…and oh, all of a sudden little white wispy clouds begin to form, eventually getting heavier.

Wow….the right for my body to naturally obtain Vitamin D is being stripped from me because whoever they are manning those planes doesn’t want anyone to get the natural benefits being outside in the sun would give us.

Rather, we are a planet who are so involved with material electronic gadgets, that we can’t find the time to go outside, sit in the quietness of nature, and think, pray, get in silence with the Earth.

I did that today. It felt heavenly, absovlutely heavenly. Solitude, spent with God. That is the ticket to creating a beautiful life for yourself here on this wretched Earth.

I feel a new quickening happening in my spirit. I feel like I’m more aware of things, once again. Memories of childhood, and correlations between the now and then are coming back to me. How it was when I was a little girl, and my spirit was open to the wonders of life. Like most people, my spirit got side-tracked from that heavenly little place I was as a little girl.

I mean, even as I got picked on in school, all the days I went, I still was forgiving, and even had crushes some of the boys who were cruel to me. What is up with that? Why do I care about those uncaring people who treat me like I am just garbage under their feet? Yet, I do. I care deeply about them. My own son happens to be one of those heartless, uncaring people in my life.

I felt like, when I was young, I had this protective sheild around me that made me invincible to the hurt of the attack of physical or verbal arrows. Things bounced off me like I didn’t care, even when someone was cruel toward me.

Anyway, today made me realize that I am better than those men who have abused me in a sorts of forms. Why have I allowed it? Because, pretty much, it is because I care.

I don’t understand why people have to abuse you when you obviously care for that person? It is in the words and tones that you use with other people that is important. Do you realize that a harsh word will start a fight or war? Do you realize that even just a nasty look on your face can cause some sort of reaction? Do you realize that when you criticize someone, you’re causing them harm inside, that you might never notice? Do you realize that we are losing communication with each other in this world? Slowly we are bickering a little bit more with each other.

The other morning, I opened my eyes to getting complained at. That is not the way to wake another human being up. Why can we not all wake up with a smile on our faces, with joyfulness in our hearts. Rather we want to take our bad moods out on those around us.

Personally, I don’t like to wake up to strife of any sort. Do you? We should be a world that is happy, with smiles, and singing. We don’t do that. We walk around grumbling about how bad everything is.

I noticed the negativity being thrown at me by the members of the opposite sex in this house. I am always getting “You’re never,” You’ll never,” “It won’t happen,” or “You can’t do that”. Negative, negtive, negative. Right from the get-go in the mornings.

I decided to stand my ground and actually TELL these men that I am tired of the negativity. I tried to do it lightheartedly, but as I pressed that I didn’t want it in my life, it came back much fiercer than before.

It didn’t matter, I guess. Because they still don’t get it. They continued to keep throwing it out, until the eruption. Why? It caused destruction in budding friendship. That’s all that it did. Who got anything out of it? No one. Phil didn’t get his peice of *ss like he wanted, and I lost a friend who was getting closer. Wow. A friend of over 30+ years…this is what this person is supposed to be to me. Not much of a friend.

Maybe I should have taken heed when he began, years ago, that every man I have, has just GOT to be gay, according to Phil. He went too far. Way too far with me.

How I loved escaping to the beach with my beloved. Those times were sweet memories. How I loved to go there with him. It isn’t happening now.

And yet, do you thimk P even admits to what he’s done? Oh no. He won’t. He did nothing wrong. I was “sharing” my boyfriend. Ok, friendship I could have hacked. I didn’t mind that, in fact I had wanted it. But, P kept pushing the gay thing, provoking that, trying to sway the tide his way.

He seems to be like that. It just befuggles me when it is someone who claims to have been your friend for as long as we have (31 years), to have interrupted something that I felt was sacred.

I wish I could get out of here. I’m at that point again. But, gee, my unemployment was stopped one extention before it was supposed to. So, well…now I’m stuck without income again. I am going to say….God is going to do something great in my life….at least I would hope to. If life is full of cruelty, full of garbage, like mine is, then my life has been a mere waste. But, I will continue to believe and hope that something grand comes my way.

I must say, that my only solice is getting out on the beach. Other times, I feel like a caged animal. He doesn’t seem to give a care about my health. He is controlling in that manner. Because of whatever it was that I just went through with my intestines, I can’t eat. I tried today, and it just went through me with pain. FORGET eating.

But, P, seems to have it in his head that he can tell me that I should eat, rather than give my intestines a break by fasting. It hurts to eat just now. And he’s trying to control THAT.

What kind of friendship is that? I don’t think I have found one friend on this planet, EVER. That’s pretty sad. I have plenty of aquaintances. I just don’t have true friends. No one is real anymore. That’s a sad, sad, sad case when that is what is happening with this world around here.

My heart cries out to the world lost of love. Drowning….we are drowing every day further and further.

All in all, though, today has been glorious. Depsite the little things, which I am not even going to sweat about. By the way, thanks for letting me rant a little. I am thinking about escaping out back tonight and do some star gazing. I haven’t done that in a very long time. Seeing this person is playing a boring video game again, I will do it. Nothing better to do than go out and watch the twinkling beauty of God’s night time. Today out there was awesome. How could it not be more so with the beautiful stars.

I sat out there, and the view, it was like seeing the ocean and beach through the eyes that I saw when I was a little girl. Happy times were those in my lifeime of sadness.

The beach seems to draw me the most. It always has. I feel at home when I am near that water for some reason. I was reading how, wiht this past full moon, it went into the zodiac sign of Virgo. I’m a Virgo. A Virgo is an Earth sign. I have to say that for the last week or so, I have been drawn like a magnet to the seashore for some reason. I have received some very beautiful days.

This truly was an uplifter in my life.

Awakening of Consciousness is Happening

Posted on March 10, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

Have you ever had one of those days in which you felt the world crashing down around you? Have you ever wondered why the bad things happen to you? Does life seem to be passing you by while you watch others around seem to be effortlessly obtaining those things that you longing for. How does that make you feel?

Not very good I can imagine. This world is filled with such cruel, heartless human beings. Sadly, this came to me full-faced today. In real life. I’m sad beyond measure because I have realized that people no longer know how to love another human being. Love, to most people, is to get what you can out of the other person, use them, abuse them with your words which are so full of hatred, coldness of feelings, steal from them, and just down right treat others badly, even when there is no reason.

My boyfriend went off his rocker this morning. I don’t know where it came from but it came from out of nowhere. The last two days. I don’t know…maybe is was the moon. I read that this months full moon was to have a powerful punch to it through emotions.

I wonder how the rest of the world is reacting to this energy, but in my own life, the man I love, will always love, went coockoo in the last couple of days. I will spare the details, but it brought him to getting arrested, to me filing a restraining order. It baffles me, because he’s been increasingly getting meaner and mearner toward me. So, now he’s in jail, I don’t know his outcome. Is he spending the night/weekend in jail or did they let him go. He’s got nowhere to come now.

He loves to provoke anger….and he certainly did that the last couple of days. I don’t understand him. Outside, he’s a beautiful human being. I love his eyes so much. But, I don’t know, evil has taken him over.
His beautiful blue eyes, which for him holds a lot of expression. But last night proved that those pretty blue eyes are very, very deceptive.

While he’s very nice looking in my opinion, there’s nothing in that brain of his but mixed up philosophies that only show me that he has a lot of gobble-di-gook in his brain rather than clear rational thinking. He’s just a shell of a person. The inside of him is dark, evil, brooding.

He threatened to go to Wy. where my son lives and kill him. I believed that he and I had something truly special. At least I was hoping so, because I love him so deeply, so dearly. But, there’s nothing but black inside him that he’s dying in his brain. His thoughts are not rational, not anything but obscure.

What happens to people who don’t seem to see the reality of life right before their very eyes, and are blinded by something that hides love from them, even if it is right before the end of their nose? It’s kind of scary to see people losing their minds. Literally. They are so deeply involved in darkness that they have no light in their hearts to allow warmth to permeate them.

When someone says that they are God, they have something wrong with them. I heard this last night. I was just informed that he was going to be spending at least the next month sitting in jail, once again. He knows this time, unlike last time (yes, I’ve been through this same thing only a few weeks ago….I gave him another chance. My philosophy is that I’ll give the man in my life 3 times of making me want to dump him. He hit that one yesterday when he threatened my son’s life. Maybe he wouldn’t do it, but just that he said it was enough.

I’m like a mama bear when it comes to my boy. You do something like that, and that is it, I’m done with you in my life. End of story.

But, I still love this man like I did the day I met him. My love is being protected, though. I am shutting down those intense feelings, I guess must be for a time. You see, in 4 weeks, he will have his hearing. So, once again, only 3 weeks since the last incident, which he spent 36 in jail.

I have read, however, if you want to look http://www.wolflodge.org/bluestar/bluestar.htm is the webpage that gives you a very interesting version of the Hopi prophecy. In one part,. it talks about as the awakening of the conscious happens, which we are in the beginning stages, that people will go insane.

This is interesting, because my poor boyfriend, who yes, I do adore, despite the stuff he’s going through, is one of those, who has been sent into my life as a prime example of what is going to happen to people concerning that part of the Hopi prophecy.

Interestingly enough, I see it. My honey has, over the course of the 2 years that I have known him, slowly been going the insane way. He’s losing much of his ability to see reality the right way. He’s become dilusional in his thought process.

Funny, though, ever since I have known him, he keeps saying with his own tongue, that he “is insane”. He really truly is, too. Some things he’s said have been so far out in left field, that I don’t know where he came up with that thought in the first place. He thinks I’m out screwing around, but I love him, why would I have to go out when all I want is him?

This is my horoscope: This Full Moon in your sign can provoke a personal crisis or trigger a breakthrough in consciousness. It’s a reminder that you are in control of your life and can redirect the course of your relationships. Trying to change others, though, is not the way to go. This is your chance to improve your appearance, attitude and health to make yourself a happier and more attractive individual.

The personal crisis happened the last 2 days. And there has been a great breakthrough of consconciousness for me in my own spirit. A huge, huge leap. An aweseome leap.

I don’t know about what happened in your life during this full moon period (the effects of the full moon’s energy can start to come to pass up to 2 weeks before it is full, I know this personally, as I can feel the energy, and have recognized it’s energy in others…for I worked in nursing homes, and as a customer service rep…you know when the full moon is coming in those jobs because people are normally off the wall), but if you’re flattened by this, or maybe even know a friend who experienced something these last couple of weeks, know that this is due to the full moon energy, and can be harnessed only through the spirit.

It won’t make you go crazy with emotion, because it was an emotion-packed energy, if you get right in your spirituality. In my blogs, I have presented this. We are dying. We need to awaken with this new conscious awareness that is being presented to us. If we don’t unfortunately, we’re going to go along the same path as my dearly beloved boyfriend.

With an awakening of concsiousness, the world can be a better place. There will be more love, peace and harmony. Doesn’t living in a world of peace and harmony sound divine? Can you picture it? Can you just see a world with more peace, no more fighting, no more arguing, harmony abounding? I want that, considering what went down in my life recently.

The awakening consciousness only comes from those who are connected with their spiritual side. If you’re not, this is when you’re in grave danger. As a fellow human, I really urge that you try and learn to connect to your spirits. Spiritual death means there is nothing for you in the next life, except darkness…a darkness so black that, if you haven’ lost your mind by then, you will.

See, I think that there are different levels of hell as there is heaven. The fiery pit, that we mostly hear about, is the extreme for those who are deserving of living in the fiery furnace for eternity. But, there is one that is like the infamous tunnel most people talk about who have had a NDE. And there is one that is opposite of that tunnel which leads to light. Only the oppositem, of course, would lead to immense darkenss. A darkness that you will consciously be aware of, since consciousness is awakening, but it will be a frightening blackness. Something that you experience when you get lost in the dark. Only, it is eternally lost in that darkness.

My dearly beloved boyfriend, sadly, is making his way down that path. It saddens me greatly. It is also a stark reminder that many people in my life are going that way. My son, my friend, to an extent, my daughter…so many are losing their minds, because they are not connected to Spirit like me. My son tends to think it is me who is the crazy one.

If you feel like you resonate with this, then this is the truth you’ve been seeking. Keep working on your spirit. The time is ripe for you to further advance. It is moving quickly, so climb aboard, because it is an intense, exciting adventure that few are willing to relinquish material things in order to work on spirit.

I am trying to urge most of those who I am close to. It is growing nearer and nearer to the time that full consciousness is available. It isn’t something horrible. While it might create a little chaos in your life, the changes will be for the better. It is life and death…the death or life of your spirit which, as the Hopi’s say, will be what carries you through the hard times coming.

Don’t worry about hard times, that is, of course, if you’re spiritually connected, because it will be made easier to deal with, and it will just pass you on over without much effect. Again, if you aren’t connected, it will have awful consequences. I am just trying to help you. My last few days are just an example.

You see, 5 weeks ago, or so, when this happened to me with my boyfriend, for 2 days I was like in a dumb state, I stopped talking, I couldn’t do anything, I was just numb. This time, I feel ok with it. Totally, utterly ok. It hasn’t affected me like it did last time, and I am glad that this happened, as I know that this is something meant to happen. Not good, but good in its own way. Could have been a day that put this black cloud over my head. But, it didn’t…my day, though starting out horrible, turned into a bright sunny day.

But, I’ve been working on my attitude lately, consciously, feeling it needed to be done. That might have been what catapulted me into being ok, still feeling full of joy and can smile and laugh, despite my boyfriend saying some mean, and very cruel things to me, and how he treated me. Yet, I still love him.

Right now, I don’t know what is going to happen in the furture. He’s staying in jail for a month, so, I can go on without him, and get back to nature. The one thing I have found is that I’m lead to the beach to meditate. I have found two really sweet places among the dunes of the Cape. I both are kind of protected from being around others, and quiet, hearing the roar of the ocean, the seagulls overhead, the bright, warm sun, and the blue sky and ocean. It is a dream come true. This is the best way for you to connect with your spirit, which is by getting out and communing with nature.

When I Got Home

Posted on February 17, 2012 by wildbutterflyangel2112

“You cannot become what you already are, You can only BE what you want to become. This is a part of 3-D illusion, to chase your tail as you say, in circles. Everything follows a Cosmic Rhythm, our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heartbeat. We all do have a choice, some will choose to Play the fear “game” and some will play the love “game”. And some will step out of duality and see Love and Fear as Loving partners, an integral part of creation. Planet Earth is a School of consciousness.”

Before you can bring light to the world you must bring it into your own life. Try to find the joy in every moment. If you have no love in your life, love yourself. If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself. All that comes TO you must first come FROM you.

When I came home from my energizing spiritual walk today, I got onto Facebook, and these comments were on my wall. Now, I don’t believe in coincidence. I know that I was supposed to see them, as a confirmation to what I had just experienced all day long. These two were some very powerful messages. I thank the heavens above for giving them to me.

We live in a 3-D illusion. I wonder why they have been truly pushing the 3-D movies that are coming out fast and furious, lately. I watched one just over a month ago, and it was amazing. Like you were in it. But, of course, there is some reason that they are putting out life-like movies. As we already live in that 3-D movie-type life now.

I like the part where it says we chase our tails. How so true that is. It seems like, all my life, I have been repeating the same old scenes over and over, just with different characters and different scenes. For me, it’s getting quite dull. Don’t you feel that way sometimes, too? I want something more exciting in my life. What about you?

Our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heart. Today, I can honestly say that I get that statement. I felt so connected to the Universal heart today. It was amazing. I have to say, you can’t find that connection sitting in front of the idiot box that they call TV. That is meant to distract you from getting to the source of yourself. You need to commune with nature, with the elements that Mother Earth has to give you. You can’t be sitting inside, because while She is there, to an extent, nature coincides with our beings much more than we realize.

“Some will play the “fear game” and some will play the “love game”. The fear game is believing everything you read and hear on the idiot box media news. You see, behind the scenes of that idiot box are some very demented people, bent on destroying our souls. The devil walks among them. They want to instill fear in your minds about everything…the fear of some “plague” so that you get vaccinated (they want to HURT you with those vaccines!), the fear of some “terrorist” attack (the CIA wants you to believe in some imaginary Al Ciada group, but the only ones to fear are those behind the newsmaking).

It’s all meant on instilling some sort of fear in the hearts of people all over the world. The more fear in our hearts, the more energy that they can feed on, sapping us more and more so that we become like sheeping being led to a slaughter.

Those who play the love game in life, love themselves, love others, love nature, love the Earth we live on. We don’t thrive for ourselves only. We look to the good of everyone around us. Love is what is going to bring this world back to its original light. But we can’t when we are being duped into fear. FEAR is an illusion.

Planet Earth….Mother Earth. She is our teacher, o ur school of consciousness. If our consciousness gets put out into the dark, we’re going to only see darkness. Light is light. Light is life. Love is light. Love is life. Be what you can become. If you continue to lok back at who you were and are right now, you’re being delusional. You can make a better you. You just got to set your sights on that better you. Look into yourself. If there’s something that needs changing, only you can do it. Don’t wait around for someone else to change who you are becuase its not going to work.

When you change who you are, and who you want to be, then it will go that direction. You look backward, you’re chasing yoru tail between your legs.

I truly resonated with the second one. Before you can bring light into the world, you must bring it into your own life. That means that you must throw away negativity completely! Negativity or bad karma, as one of my posts had in it, keeps you down. You’re never going to get ahead.

I realized this myself today. While I was out walking on the beach. I had just this revelation before I even read it. That’s why this resonated with me soooo much. I am not perfect, and I will admit that. I have brought my own share of darkness into this world. But, I am working on my own Light, to bring it forth from my own self.

Try to find the joy in every moment. Today, in my opinion, would have been so awesome if it had been warmer and sunny. But, it wasn’t. But you know, I found true joy in today. Finding myself completely alone on the beach, not a soul around for the 2 hours I was out there was awesome. I took it that it was just me, the heavens and God alone in one of the most beautiful places around. For a long while, I found this little spot in among the dunes, where shrubs surrounded me, on a little hill. I could see the ocean, but I wasn’t on the beach, though I was sitting in the sand. It was Heaven on Earth.

The next part of this REALLY resonated. “If you have no love in your life, love yourself.” This was one of the things I laid out to God out there today. I truly don’t have love in my life. It took me until today, to finally realize I do deserve love, though it seems like I never find it. While I was out there, I realized that I was enjoying MYSELF. No one else was giving me joy…just me and nature. I was happier than I’ve been in a long time.

“If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself.” I was feeling this way when I got out there, and this was taken care of for me, as well. I found friendship in myself, in nature, and with the heavens above.

ALL that comes TO you must first come FROM you. I had been so hard on myself for so long. I didn’t think I deserved love, I guess since I was always getting hurt by everyone I love. AND telling myself this. I realized today, I need to tell myself I deserve to find love on this Earth, for without it I will surely shrivel. BUT, I have to first start out loving myself before it’s going to come to me. This goes for all of you too.

Get to know you. Be your own best friend. How many of us can’t stand to be alone? In order to get to know US, our own self, we MUST take time to get alone, away from everyone and everything. How many of us don’t love ourselves? Do you find something about yourself in the mirror that you hate? If it’s something with your outer body, then, you truly need to look INTO yourself. What is it that you need to start loving about the inner you? When you love the inner you, you’re going to love the outer you, even with flaws.

Oh today was an awesome day! I can’t express my glee for having such an awesome day.

I will tell you …..three times I got confirmation on what I experienced today after I got home . A change is on the horizon.

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