When I Got Home

“You cannot become what you already are, You can only BE what you want to become. This is a part of 3-D illusion, to chase your tail as you say, in circles. Everything follows a Cosmic Rhythm, our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heartbeat. We all do have a choice, some will choose to Play the fear “game” and some will play the love “game”. And some will step out of duality and see Love and Fear as Loving partners, an integral part of creation. Planet Earth is a School of consciousness.”

Before you can bring light to the world you must bring it into your own life. Try to find the joy in every moment. If you have no love in your life, love yourself. If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself. All that comes TO you must first come FROM you.

When I came home from my energizing spiritual walk today, I got onto Facebook, and these comments were on my wall. Now, I don’t believe in coincidence. I know that I was supposed to see them, as a confirmation to what I had just experienced all day long. These two were some very powerful messages. I thank the heavens above for giving them to me.

We live in a 3-D illusion. I wonder why they have been truly pushing the 3-D movies that are coming out fast and furious, lately. I watched one just over a month ago, and it was amazing. Like you were in it. But, of course, there is some reason that they are putting out life-like movies. As we already live in that 3-D movie-type life now.

I like the part where it says we chase our tails. How so true that is. It seems like, all my life, I have been repeating the same old scenes over and over, just with different characters and different scenes. For me, it’s getting quite dull. Don’t you feel that way sometimes, too? I want something more exciting in my life. What about you?

Our hearts are connected to the Higher universal heart. Today, I can honestly say that I get that statement. I felt so connected to the Universal heart today. It was amazing. I have to say, you can’t find that connection sitting in front of the idiot box that they call TV. That is meant to distract you from getting to the source of yourself. You need to commune with nature, with the elements that Mother Earth has to give you. You can’t be sitting inside, because while She is there, to an extent, nature coincides with our beings much more than we realize.

“Some will play the “fear game” and some will play the “love game”. The fear game is believing everything you read and hear on the idiot box media news. You see, behind the scenes of that idiot box are some very demented people, bent on destroying our souls. The devil walks among them. They want to instill fear in your minds about everything…the fear of some “plague” so that you get vaccinated (they want to HURT you with those vaccines!), the fear of some “terrorist” attack (the CIA wants you to believe in some imaginary Al Ciada group, but the only ones to fear are those behind the newsmaking).

It’s all meant on instilling some sort of fear in the hearts of people all over the world. The more fear in our hearts, the more energy that they can feed on, sapping us more and more so that we become like sheeping being led to a slaughter.

Those who play the love game in life, love themselves, love others, love nature, love the Earth we live on. We don’t thrive for ourselves only. We look to the good of everyone around us. Love is what is going to bring this world back to its original light. But we can’t when we are being duped into fear. FEAR is an illusion.

Planet Earth….Mother Earth. She is our teacher, o ur school of consciousness. If our consciousness gets put out into the dark, we’re going to only see darkness. Light is light. Light is life. Love is light. Love is life. Be what you can become. If you continue to lok back at who you were and are right now, you’re being delusional. You can make a better you. You just got to set your sights on that better you. Look into yourself. If there’s something that needs changing, only you can do it. Don’t wait around for someone else to change who you are becuase its not going to work.

When you change who you are, and who you want to be, then it will go that direction. You look backward, you’re chasing yoru tail between your legs.

I truly resonated with the second one. Before you can bring light into the world, you must bring it into your own life. That means that you must throw away negativity completely! Negativity or bad karma, as one of my posts had in it, keeps you down. You’re never going to get ahead.

I realized this myself today. While I was out walking on the beach. I had just this revelation before I even read it. That’s why this resonated with me soooo much. I am not perfect, and I will admit that. I have brought my own share of darkness into this world. But, I am working on my own Light, to bring it forth from my own self.

Try to find the joy in every moment. Today, in my opinion, would have been so awesome if it had been warmer and sunny. But, it wasn’t. But you know, I found true joy in today. Finding myself completely alone on the beach, not a soul around for the 2 hours I was out there was awesome. I took it that it was just me, the heavens and God alone in one of the most beautiful places around. For a long while, I found this little spot in among the dunes, where shrubs surrounded me, on a little hill. I could see the ocean, but I wasn’t on the beach, though I was sitting in the sand. It was Heaven on Earth.

The next part of this REALLY resonated. “If you have no love in your life, love yourself.” This was one of the things I laid out to God out there today. I truly don’t have love in my life. It took me until today, to finally realize I do deserve love, though it seems like I never find it. While I was out there, I realized that I was enjoying MYSELF. No one else was giving me joy…just me and nature. I was happier than I’ve been in a long time.

“If you are without friends, be a friend to yourself.” I was feeling this way when I got out there, and this was taken care of for me, as well. I found friendship in myself, in nature, and with the heavens above.

ALL that comes TO you must first come FROM you. I had been so hard on myself for so long. I didn’t think I deserved love, I guess since I was always getting hurt by everyone I love. AND telling myself this. I realized today, I need to tell myself I deserve to find love on this Earth, for without it I will surely shrivel. BUT, I have to first start out loving myself before it’s going to come to me. This goes for all of you too.

Get to know you. Be your own best friend. How many of us can’t stand to be alone? In order to get to know US, our own self, we MUST take time to get alone, away from everyone and everything. How many of us don’t love ourselves? Do you find something about yourself in the mirror that you hate? If it’s something with your outer body, then, you truly need to look INTO yourself. What is it that you need to start loving about the inner you? When you love the inner you, you’re going to love the outer you, even with flaws.

Oh today was an awesome day! I can’t express my glee for having such an awesome day.

I will tell you …..three times I got confirmation on what I experienced today after I got home . A change is on the horizon.

Mountain Top Experience While Walking the Beach

I went walking along the shore today. I wish, however, that it would have been sunny and warmer. While it was a dreary, drab, and eerie day, I still went walking. God gave me a little ganga today. Just what I needed to make my experience PERFECT.

There was not a single solitary soul out on the beach but me. I felt like I owned it. It was quiet, serene and so peaceful. My mountain top experience with God. It felt so exhilerating being out there, alone, communing with nature.

It was no coincidence that I came into the little ganga I had. God always gives me ganga when He wants me to be in commune with Him. I certainly had it today. I have to say it was the best spiritual trip I have had in a long time.

I went through a lot of emotions out there on that beach today. Thought a lot of T, and how no matter what he’s done, how he’s treated me, I still love him. I can’t stop that love. No matter what. I left my hurting heart of that at the alter of God right there on the beach.

I thought a lot of you…whoever you might be in this world, too. I find it sad because people truly are in the dark about the evil behind the scenes of this illusion we call life.

There is a darkness that is doing a good job of taking the world over by storm. Personally, I have a problem with watching tv, listening to video games that are shooting guns, killing people. I have a big problem with that.

I realized today, while I was out there, that we are heading toward the pit of darkenss further and further every day. We are a people spiritually dying.

Do you take time to go outside on a cloudless night to look up at that velvetly black nighttime sky? Do you ever gaze at the twinkling stars above you? Some day you should. When you do, thinking about this. God told me this today.

Those twinkling stars are other planets. Yes, they are inhabited by someone, of some form of life. The reason that they are twinkling is because they are a planet whose energy is strongly connected with the Great Energy source of light. They are a beacon in the universe, blinking and twinkling with their very essence.

God showed me that we are not a planet, any longer twinkling. How do I know this? God brought back an image to me today that I’ve seen, right here on the internet. It is a satellite image of Earth that I have pulled up before, plus I saw something on the same lines on a bus-stop billboard once in Wyoming.

It showed the Earth from space, and what it looked like. It was lit up, but do you know what lit it? It was man-made lights that you could see. All the street lights in cities. That is what light was shining into the univierse.

That is NOT what makes our planet shine. God also gave me another image. You know how we have the aurora borialis, right? God showed me how it was years ago, and how it is now. It’s in the news. The aurora borialis has gotten bigger and more amazing.

How does THAT happen? Well, if you Google it, you will find all kinds of articles and blogs and whathaveyou, about how we, being the energy beings have what is called an aura, am I correct?

People who have psychic abilities can see that “aura”. That aura is made up of different colored light. Now, what is the aurora borialis (and do you see that? The what is at the beginning of that word, “auro“. Um, don’t you think that there is some correlation there? If you have a white aura, it’s said that you have pureness in your heart, and there are other colors, on down to black. Black is not what you want as your aura. That is the evil in you putting out your inner light.

So, if you think of us as light beings, think of how the aurora borialis is seen out in space…..we are that light!! As the awakening of the consciousness is happening, more and more people’s inner lights are turning on. Therefore, the aurora borialis is starting to become more beautiful.

But, as I said, we are seen so dim in this universe because we are only beacons through the man-made light, not our inner lights. And, because we are killing this Earth, who happens to be a living organism, as well, we are putting out her light, as well.

I think I figured it out. I have been interested in that spiral light that is rampant over YouTube. Where it looks like it is a cornacoppia light twirling into the heavens. There is supposed to be a hole in the center of the Earth (Google it, you will see what I mean). I think that mysterious light comes from the center of the Earth as Mother Earth’s light is starting to finally rev up.

But, if we continue on down the darkening way, we are going to be a planet that becomes black. We will not be a beacon in the universe like those other stars that you can see twinkling on any clear night. We are supposed to shine like that out there to them. But we aren’t.

It starts with the awakening of consciousness. When you awake out of the slumber of being in duality, when you spirit starts living again, you will be part of that aurora borialis. You will shine your light out there. We need to start wanting more than anything to become a collective part of the beacon to the universe. If not, all those man-made street lights and city lights are not going to make a bit of difference anymore!

We are dying in our spirits because we no longer look to the Great Energy center, which only comes from God. If you turn Him away, because you don’t know Him through a relationship with Him, He is going to ignore you, just like you ignore Him.

Do you want to be a beacon out there to the universe? Ask for your conscious to wake up out of its sleep. You’ll know when you consciousness is awakening because your own psychic abilities will start to strengthen. Don’t think you have any? Oh yes you do. We all do. Intuition is part of your psychic brain. There is so much more where that comes from if you will open your heart and mind to the universe and what’s out there to have.

Karma and the Soul

Karma’s been called “fate” or “destiny”. This isn’t the real meaning of the word at all.

You could refer to in as the “Law of Attraction.” That’s a much better explanation. It certainly is a topic that remains a psychic mystery.

Maybe you’ve heard the saying, “You reap what you sow,” or “What comes around goes around,” and a personal favorite, “Do unto others as you would have done to you.” And it can be called, “Law of Cause and Effect.”

Whatever phrase you decide to settle on, it all boils down to one thing: whatever you put out there, you’re going to get back. Kind of like a boomerang.

So then, you give out good thoughts, good actions, and good words into the universe, toward others, toward yourself, you’re going to have a return of the same. But, if you put out bad/evil thoughts, bad/evil actions or bad/evil words, they’re going to come back and haunt you.

Today, thought, it seems like people aren’t remembering this fact. They don’t seem to realize that the world, out there, is just one big, huge mirror. What you do, say, and think is a relfection of YOU.

When you hear of someone talking, “Oh yeah, she’s got a good ‘vibe’”, they’re getting a signal that the person that is being referred to has a goodness about them that is being reflected, and they can “see” it, or sense it.

You see, whether you want to believe it or not, we are individually and collectively as a whole, ALL spiritual humans. None of us is without a soul. Spirit….soul, these things are interconnected, and they can not be separate [more on the soul later].

I believe what you think inside, your inner most secrets, become the reflection of what you are on the outside. What is those inner thoughts that you have? Are you thinking negative, bad things, about yourself and about others?

Think about that. How do you act? What you act like is a huge reflection of what is going on in the inner you. Is your world chaotic? Do you realize that this might start with you?

If our inner intentions (secrets, made known or remaining secret) are of evil intent, then we act out in harmful or deceitful ways. Karma…..

What’s going on with you is simply a reflection of your past choices. These come in the form of intention acttions whether it be mental, physical, or verbal.

But……….

Karma shouldn’t be viewed of as bad or good. It is, in fact, one of life’s best teachers. When something happens, again good or bad, evaluate it, make note of it, and learn from it. Good would have come from choosing the right decision; bad would have come from a wrong decision. It’s pretty simple logic, really.

Karma cannot be given to someone, nor can it be received by you by someone. Karma is a personal thing.

It’s also something that sticks with us, through lifetimes, if left unresolved. Yeah, unresolved. This means, you’ve got to learn from it, or it’s simply going to come back like a bad omen, and keep coming back. Lifetime after lifetime, after lifetime. This can be also referred to as the “baggage” we continue to carry around with us.

We are living in a time, when this is forgotten because we have this dark veil that has been put over our memory. We don’t remember these life lessons we have to learn, but yet, when they keep repeating themselves, we don’t understand why. It takes looking within yourself, searching yourself, and finding out, yourself, what it is that keeps making these things go wrong, if that’s the case. Usually, it is the bad karma that we question.

In Hinduism, Hindu’s believe that if one is good in their lifetime, then when they enter into the next one, they will be rewarded. It is also their belief that if a person isn’t good, then they devolve and degenerate into a lower life form. Somehow, in today’s world, that philosphy is starting to look quite like truth.

Christianity has, in a way, the same belief. Where your heart is, there is your treasure.

Karma very well, then, be thought of as a feedback mechanism from within our own selves. It, then, becomes a personal job to correct the things that aren’t right. So, if we think, say, or do bad things (negativity), then we need to change ourselves to start heading toward the good (positivity).

We should also not view negativity in our lives as “punishment” or “fate”. It sure is a lot easier, however, to point fingers and put the blame somewhere else, when bad and negative things crop up in our lives. Yet, it is the consequences we must face, all on our own, of what we do.

There is justified karma. This is the soul’s need of experience to learn the lessons we need to learn to advance in our soul’s lifepath.

There is unjustified karma which is not part of life’s lessons. This type of karma comes from a poorly made decision, not in your own best interest; going against the grain, so to speak. For instance, say someone takes up the family business because they are “expected” to continue on with the family tradition. But, in their heart, this is something they do not desire for their lives, however, they do it because they feel it is a “duty”. This is unjustified karma. He/she will not do any justice to her/hisself in this manner.

~Our Souls~
There are people out there that are considered “soulless” people. You know the type. They have no emotion within their eyes. They have no morals within their hearts, they don’t care what someone thinks or does, and many times, they are those people who will bring harm to others just because. They don’t feel they are justified by their actions.

There is a myth that we use only 10% of our brains. It might be the other way around, there is only 10% of our brains that we don’t use. Humans today have lost the ability to use their full brain potential. And, maybe the first part is becoming more true.

One part of the brain that we are not using to our full potential, and in some people, not even a smidgen. I believe that is the soul. That is why those evil, dark people, who have lifeless eyes, are considered soulless.

You might have heard that they eyes are the mirror to the soul. You can always tell someone who is good, because you can see it in their eyes, can’t you? Likewise, you can see an evil-minded person, because it shows in their eyes.

So, what is this part of the brain that we call our soul? It is the part of the brain that works the psychic ability. Many people don’t think that they have this ability. It’s just “gifted” people that do.

No, this is our inherit inner self. But, it lays dormant because we don’t bother to think that we have this capability. You have had times when your “intuition” has worked, or you’ve experienced some form of deja vu, right? That is only a mere portion of the psychic ability, but it’s there.

It could be that when we don’t exercise our spiritual beliefs, we don’t exercise our soul. You know that physical exercise is good for the body, don’t you? It keeps you strong and healthy, correct? Spiritual exercise is vitally as important as physical exercise. But, many simply don’t know how to exercise their spirits.

Just as if we don’t exercise our bodies, we become ill and our muscles atrophy. Sometimes, with poor eating habits and a sedentary life style, death can occur through heart attack or stroke.

The spiritual part (just as the physical) of our bodies, in the mind, called the soul, needs exercising, or, it too becomes ill and can die.

Yes, we can become spiritually dead. Oh we can walk around, even if we are spiritually dead, but I think movies depict spiritually dead people as the walking dead, or zombies.

In a sense, karma, being our spiritual trainer, because we learn from our mistakes, and our soul go hand in hand. Just how to exercise our spirit? It certainly isn’t as difficult as physical exercise. It’s called “meditation”.

You exercise your soul through meditation by letting your thoughts flow through your mind. Don’t judge those thoughts, just let them flow. BUT pay attention to what the thoughts are as they come into your mind.

When you do this, think what kind of thought it is. A negative thought is something that needs to be filtered out. Focus on more positive thoughts.

A healthy soul/spirit consists of someone who is positive, who has a good outlook on life, who doesn’t focus on negativity, someone who can ease through a negative situation without much difficulty, and who brings goodness into their lives. The spiritually-healthy person is like a breath of fresh air.

You probably know someone who is like a light when they come into a room. Their personality uplifts you, makes you smile, and there’s something about them that YOU want.

That is what is wrong with the world today. Far too many people are becoming spiritually ill, because, while they might be healthy in body, they truly aren’t healthy overall.

When this country was founded, our founding fathers were men who were highly spiritual. Hence our country’s motto, “One nation under God“. We have lost that spirit that they had.

A nation that is spiritually ill, looks like America today. Morals have declined. There is more violence and more hatred toward our fellow American.
When the health of each individual spirit is sick, then the collective of people becomes sick. Just look at our country today.

We are trying to take God out of everything. Look at our schools. This is where it all began, too. Years ago, prayer was one of the top things to do on the agenda of a child’s day. A moment of silence, they called it back then. But, someone, who thought that they were witty, decided that it was too much for children to have that prayer time, and threw it out.

Why do you think that there is so much stuff going on in our schools? Bullying, suicides, school shootings, colleges having hazings that wind up hurting fellow students to the point of death. We need to wake up America! We need to turn ourselves around, we need to get our spirits back into working order, not just our bodies!

Children are in the first line of defense for the devil to attack. This is why school children are being drug down into the pit of hell with the adult world. They are influencial therefore it is easy to sway them in the wrong direction. We need to be role-models to our children. We adults do.

We need to stand up and take charge of our lives, and the lives of our children because our future truly depends on it. If we continue to keep going down this road, heading toward a collective whole who are becoming spiritually dead, we’re destroy not only ourselves, but those who look up to us.

Get your spiritual health back on track, and karma will follow suit. Remember when you think evil thoughts, you speak evil words, or you do evil actions, you’re putting a reflection out there that’s going to come back and bite YOU in the butt, as well as your loved ones.

Positive, good, kind, loivng, gentle, caring words, actions, and invevitablably thoughts are what will bring a big reversal change to our country. Continue on the dark evil road, and we’re going to destroy ourselves, and we won’t have anyone to blame but our own selves.

Which path is it YOU want to go down? The one that will bring true peace, true happiness, and true joy to the world, or the other one that brings negativity, sorrow, darkness, and quite possibly death?

It is your choice to make which way you want our future. It is up to you, your family, your aquaintences…each single person must make a choice on their own.

Choose life, or choose death. Negativity brings death, positivity brings life. If you want a good future, pass this one so others can get on the band wagon with the positive reinforcement.

We are a spiritual army, but we’re losing because we’ve lost our way. We are not fighting a battle of flesh and blood, though the cabal wants you to think that with all their hubub of declaring wars. No, we’re fighting the battle of good and evil, with our spirits.

We’re being taught that spirituality has nothing to do with life. We’re not going to win with that kind of train of thought.