一路同行

在繁忙的電影節日程中,也總要為幼虫協會留個日子!
今日突然一問,如果當年沒有沉船事件,我們還會一起留低嗎?
結論是。。。大家依然會四散😂

十二年。。。 我們為彼此保守著最見不得人的歷史😏😏 為了不被滅口,我們還是要維持著親密關係🤣

假若聯合是我的《青春頌》,幼虫就是我《後青春期的詩》。😘

期待六月澳門遊。印象中是第四次?😆😆

ChuB, Edith 我們仍然期待你們回歸!

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就算性格不相似、興趣也不一致,
你們在我生命展示了。。。
愛很簡單。。。
「愛就是。一路同行」❤

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爺爺:

感謝幼蟲協會的大家。
來的歡聚,未能來的常念。

你說大家保留著年少輕狂的秘密,不,我會修正為「你們陪著我走過種種歷煉」。

沒有往日的你們沒有現在的我。

年紀大了,俱樂部早已爆滿,難有新座位。
倍加珍惜我的老友。

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這樣像回音般的回應
讓我想起xanga 的那些年。。。

階級差異與精神病

曾經陪同朋友到公立醫院精神科覆診
記得醫生雖然沒有戲裡般木納
但診症時間真的很短
是時間太少令醫生只能問及至關重要的病徵
(事實上戲裡醫生的提問確實是評估病情的關鍵問題) (註:一念無明)
候診室仍有大量病人等候
難道可以有空間了解病人的日常?
只能靠病人或陪同的親友主動提供資訊及發問
與私家醫生詳細深入的診症過程截然不同
「階級差異」實在可見於生活任何環節. 

大概再沒有一顆星能讓我們這般的繼續寵愛

想起他 不只有特定的某年某日
想起他 根本是生活的日常

How can we not remember you…


回憶 纏住了心事千遍
由零開始 偷偷想到落淚
由零想起  當天一切樂與怒總揮不去
仍無悔 只知繼續進取

人海中 能共你相遇相對
人離不開 種種歡笑或顧慮
人離不開 只因真摯未變異坦率相對
全憑有你 祝福萬句千句

Will you remember me
若我另有心志
暫別遠去
遠去找那自由再衝剌
來日我會放下一切
尋覓舊日動人故事
即使 其實有點不依 (不依… 可否不離開?)

Will you remember me
就算是不得已
如若愛我
盼你可以給我試一次 (即使你的心志是離開,我願意放手嗎?)
來日你我再度相見
仍是舊日動人笑面
給我紅熱眼光一遍
一千遍

還望說聲不變 不改變


現在再聽…

這會否是你每次掙扎離開時反覆的提問…..

 

侵犯

「朋友之間的交情越好… 即使是別人的私領域,也會毫不在乎的侵犯。」

《國王遊戲3 — 臨場》

好order咁bipolar

Bipolar 還Bipolar, Disorder 還disorder,

我都可以好order 咁bipolar

《一念無明》


 

可以係disorder,
「我都可以好order 咁bipolar」!!

其實好簡單~ 硬係唔明D人點解唔明

//一開心 彷彿滿地塵埃都跳蕩
一傷心 彷彿背後湖水亦流乾//

想你安好

與朋友閒聊時,忽發奇想
如果現在要重新行多次MPL/ LC會點呢?

結論當然是。。。生命中有些事根本不能重來。


//即使走過幾趟遠路
如何都掙不開歲月擺佈
這刻收一收腳步
為對方拍拍滿身的塵土//

只想 你仍安好

祝福我的心上人們。。。
Esp Clara, G@ry, Lingling, Gary 

But you didn’t

So beautiful… magic of words…
Magic of Leslie…

或者可向往生的人說句:
「如若你太累 及時地道別沒有罪」
你們會感到安慰嗎?


 

王字喬@FB “Forever Love Leslie Cheung” Group

Remember on your debut, you tossed your hat to your audiences but soon found it on the stage?
We thought you would quit with frustration and shame,
But you didn’t.

Remember you were hailed for your “The wind continues to blow” and “Monica”, and became an instant hit?
We thought you would be satisfied with the applause and rest on the compliment you received,
But you didn’t.

Remember in 1989, you determined to resign from your shiny music career and held 33 farewell performances?
We thought your glory would expire and you would fade away from the flood of time,
But you didn’t.

Remember after your returning, for your movie Farewell my Concubine, you had to learn Peking Opera from scratch?
We thought you’d strike a pose of celebrity and snub your fellows with your halo,
But you didn’t.

Remember on the Golden Horse Awards ceremony, the camera of the unkind reporters aimed at your eyes, for your unusual emotion life?
We thought you’d lose your temper,
But you didn’t.

Remember you wore long hair, mustache and a skirt for your Passion Tour, and were criticized as “monstrous”?
We thought you would give in under the pressure of media and custom,
But you didn’t.

Yes, Leslie, 14 years is long enough for an innocent kid grow to an adult,
but far too short to dilute our longing for you.
Years after, we are still fond of you:
not only adore your comely appearance, alluring voices and impeccable performing talent,
but also cherish your bravery, candor and the fullest dedication to your profession.

I know there were lots of things you didn’t do, and lots of things we hope to make up for you,
and I believe that it was your song touched the softest corner of my heart,
echoed with my deepest memory,
and soothed my sheerest anxiety when I was at sea.

On that April Fool’s Day, you leapt from the balcony and never woke up.
From word-of-mouth, we were shocked, yet thought that you merely played a harmless prank,

But you didn’t.

 

 

執迷

當我必須努力的以昔日的美好以提醒自己與你的感情
那是多麼pathetic…
也是不想自己「忘恩負義」吧
那大概是關係末期的反應… 只是我仍不斷延遲那末日…
大概也只剩得「義」…

Joanna 說是你待我不夠好…才令我選擇離開…
雖然我習慣怪責自己不夠好…

Joe 說可惜的情緒太過… 會成為一種執迷 (obsess)

我說「有多少愛可以重來」
當你意氣用事的寫下「道不同不相為謀 志不同不相為友」…
可能就是 we hv already passed the way of no return 之時…

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