The measure of what is inside is weather or knot the storm is sufficient to come outside… many words are thought… explored… maneuvered within the framework of ones mind and imagination and never shared… to reach beyond ones own sphere of influence is challenging… to be successful it is necessary… the measure of ones dedication or focus is their ability to step out of their own way…
Direction is not wrong nor is it right… direction is the way you are moving in relation to those around you… life is some what easier to deal with if you sense them as right and wrong… butt in reality the direction you are moving is what is proper for you at this point in time to learn really learn what there is for you to know more of… it is not wrong… nor is it right in respect to you… the outcome may be positive or negative… the results of the steps may lead you to make that awareness butt first you have to walk in the direction you are… some times we can fore see what will occur around the next bend… for the most part… we have to go take a look… there is no easy way to see around walls or what is behind the door to your left or what is there to find tomorrow… we have to get there and open the door… round the corner or wait until tomorrow to find out… in seeking to know what went wrong the assumption is that some thing did… when perhaps it went exactly as you imagined it… or set you mind to… the result was perhaps knot what you wished butt the steps got you to the place you wished to be… the difference between towards and away… don’t think about what went wrong… makes you think about it… think about what you can do now to move toward where you desire… is essentially what you wish… how do you reach out and grasp hold of those you love… you do it… or you can think now don’t mess up… in witch case you will… the mind just has so many ways in witch to do so… play with the positive focus… and see how often you can alter a thought simply by restating it…
The page turns… a series of longer days… shorter nights… the color of my world turns pale… then takes on the pallet of ever increasing potential colors… the movement is intellectual… the range one of perspective… when the time comes the clock will toll… and then it is suddenly better for know other reason than it is seen as such… in reality was there anything wrong at all… nothing more then perception… it was what was felt… butt given time would that sensation have lingered or faded… one needs to know how much and when… when does the time come to move and when is the time to let another move… if you love some one set them free to move as they see fit to do so… it was not an easy choice… but one that was in their best interest… you can love them endlessly butt that is never enough… there is always a need for more… that is human nature… that is usual… expected… more is a human desire… if one is given two is needed the next time around and so on… we desire more and for the most part we over stand what is required… at some point however we all reach that place where it does not matter what another brings forth… it will not be enough to satisfy our needs… our desires… our wants… much like a pint… after a time… a quart… then a half gallon… before long a full gallon is required to satisfy the thirst… the page turns over and over… the colors come to delight the senses… the artist pallet is filled with endless choices and shades… as each page turns we learn more… and suddenly we are aware that in all the many things we believed… a lot had no meaning at all… we were strapped in place not by reality butt more by a fabrication of our own making… we believed we miss stepped so we did… we believed another stepped away so they did eventually… holding on does not keep another close… in actuality it pushes them away… as soon as we let go we give ourselves the option of being or moving away… we become the agent of change… we become the master of our own destiny…
I had a religious thought and thank Godde it left me for a more spiritual one… sex never solved anything butt for some in the religious world it world cure a variety of evils that men do… do woman have so many deviant desires as it seems men do… is it that power thing or is there some thing more to it… desire is a dirty word in some respects in others it is the craving that drives the bus… desire and passion are the chemicals that stew the mind…
I want what I want when I want it… impatient… makes for a bad mix when working with others… I am impatient and that is how it is… so it goes… if you want some one to be sympathetic it ain’t me babe… oh no no no it ain’t me babe… it ain’t me your looking for… as Bob would say… and as I say… it ain’t me babe… oh no it ain’t me… it is not that I am a good student in any way… it is just I move easily in one way then another to put on the thought… to experiment with the idea… I jump in when others dip in their toes… not always the best method I assure you butt it has helped make me some what more readily access able in certain aspects… one never knows when the time is ripe…
You may never over stand the difference this time will make… you may never connect to the magic in the present that you are… you may never see the need as being essential to your growth… in the end you may find the time that you journey here to be futile… yet you had the opportunity… and from my point of view the opportunity is what separates the time… this possibility is worth the effort… there is magic in the air… spring opens the mind to possibilities like no other time in the year… take advantage of that… you may never get another opportunity to embrace the present within hue…
The edge calls me over… to sit… to stare out across the light as it fades… the western sky illuminated… the first stretch of dark filtering across the east… sitting in the middle… one side in the light the other in the dark… a reflection of me… the edge calls me over… to dive in… I am a rock… or like one…
One compliments another… one peaces into the other… each shares a shard or two with another… the purpose is to find ones way… not to find the same… butt compliments… all the world seeks the one soul mate… when they should be seeking all their soul mates… all the ones that compliment them… instead most seek the one that completes them… and miss all the others that compliment them…
Seek the peace that makes you one… even if the tide takes them along a different road their presence in hue will enable you to find your inner hue and peace and find your way back home… the peace that completes you may be the one soul mate… or it may knot… others will find you and others will walk along the same roads… seek them out and from each take what you need leaving with them what they desire from you… and forever their presence will remain with you… perhaps that is why I have difficulty with missing people… I have them with me always…
The air swims… a scent fills the distance… an image appears across the room… appear it does in mind… walking… strolling… wrapped in silky white… the space electric… a shimmering pool… warm waters bathe me… ripples dance across the surface and descend to trip… a single touch to lips crossed one upon the other… a dip into the pool… hands meet… arms embrace… breasts fold one upon another… the tale being told… not by sight nor sound… each breath bathes the other… each thought surrounds the space… and opens the mind to swirls ever deeper… ever more entwined… a caress… a kiss… an opening of the imagination unfolded…
Let the imagination go… for whatever direction it roams is the path you are destined to follow… and follow it you will… until it stops and you find where you are and what you wish to have… the curve is best hit by the changing stroke of the bat… one has to anticipate where the ball will be for it will certainly knot be where it is when one begins to swing away…
I will freely admit that one should consider alternatives after the third pint… butt them I was never one who considered alternatives while drinking pints… I like my music and sometimes I like it loud… and I like my drink in pints… and some times I like a lot of pints… there is not anything like a good pint… except another pint… so if what I wrote here is some what off color… it was one of those alternatives… it was not the pints…
The truth is that you and I collide… and sparks fly…