I ALMOST ENDED MY
LIFE.2 WEEKS AGO MY FRIEND
CAME OVER.
I TOLD HER I WAS GETTING A
DRINK AND I WAS GONNA BE
BACK UP IN A SEC.
SO I WENT DOWNSTAIRS
IN THE KITCHIN & I WAS
GETTING MY DRINK SO...
I GOT A GLASS OF WATER.
I WAS ABOUT 2 GO UPSTAIRS
BUT THEN I SAW IT.
I ALWAYS DAYDREAMED ABOUT
IT ALSO TOO.
SO......
I TOOK IT &...YOU KNOW...
ALMOST..STABBED MYSELF.
I WAS SO CLOSE BUT 4 THINGS
WERE HOLDING ME BACK.
1.I THINK WHEN U COMMITT
SUICIDE U WILL GO 2 HELL.
2.WAT WOULD HAPPEN IN THE
FUTURE?I ALWAYS DREAMED ABOUT
HAVING A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY.
3.MY FAMILY & FRIENDS I WOULD
LEAVE BEHIND.I KNOW THEY WOULD
MISS ME, & I KNOW I'D MISS THEM.
4. MY FRIEND WAS COMING DOWN THE
STAIRS.
I WAS STRESSED THAT NIGHT.
MY FRIND DID NOTHING TO ME
ABOUT ME BEING STRESSED.
JUST FAMILY STUFF THAT HAPPENED
IN THE PAST.
ZOEY