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10 Oct 2004 - changed it up again
Ok so I couldn't handle the pink anymore. I know that some people really really like pink and sometimes I like it but it was just too much pink. Thanks to Allimom I got some cool graphics from the link in my footer. And she gave me the info to make it happen.

I'm not completely into the countryish look of it but it is way better than the pink I had before and it's not too chaotic to look at it so I think it's ok for now. This time I'm pretty sure that it's ok. More sure than I was with the last change.

I finished the bottom half the cross stitch now I just have the upper panda head to do. That's all in shades of blue. I'll get really hating blue in the near future I think.

I finished raking up my yard and got my laundry done today. Next weekend or next week I'm going to have to get my dad over with his truck so we can haul off the stuff to the giant compost pile at the dump. They pile all the organic stuff and make it into compost that they give away. Sometimes if it's too much they'll burn it. I also finished and sent in my case study which I almost forgot to do completely.

I have this raging headache tonight. I think half of it is the stress of knowing on Monday the whiney, dependant girl in school is going to be there and trying to make me study with her. She waits in my parking lot for me to drive in and I get to school early to get a good parking space and some quiet time. She has absorbed all of my quiet time. On Wednesdays I find myself just getting really angry. Last week I was on the edge of wanting to scream, "I don't care about you fucking, drug addicted pathetic life. I have my own life to care about and right now I feel like it is going to hell so quit talking to me." I didn't though. That anger management must be paying off. I try to be nice to her. I try to politely tell her that I'm doing my homework, or that I don't study with people. But it doesn't stop her. Then she gets pouty and says stuff like I must be mad at her. Well yeah I'm annoyed that she's talking and not leaving me alone. I talked to Chris about it because he went through this with her too. He was on the edge of killing her at one point and he's a nice guy over all. Very patient.

My mom keeps want to come over and vacuum my house. All summer she wanted to mow my lawn. Today she wanted to mow it and I explained that it's too late in the season here to do that since everything is frosting up. That makes me a little mental too. My house isn't messy. I keep it clean and organized. So I don't dust everyday it's still pretty clean. I don't like people wanting to do my house work for me it's insulting to me in a sense. I've told her that too.

The guy down the block that does the fire arms training for the cops apparantly was lining the sights on the guns or something because he was out there all afternoon shooting them off. Took me like 10 minutes to figure out what the hell he was doing. You'd hear a shot and then nothing and then a couple more shots.

I should really call Steve tonight but part of me doesn't want to. I've called him and not left messages because I haven't had anything to really say in them. At least he's not like Josh who is on top of that shit everytime I call. I called him once and was was like, "Damnet I was really hoping you'd just let me go through to voicemail."

My dog and cat are playing catch with his kong ball in the kitchen. He'll throw it and she'll shove it back to him. He drops it off the couch thinking she'll bring it up to him but she's too small do that. It's more funny when he drops it down the stairs over adn over again.

I better install my new Norton tonight because I have to get the bootlegged CD back to the guy that got it to me.

10 Oct 2004 - wondering
I wonder why Josh comes up here all the time. Every time I talk to him he was just in the area. I know he bought a canoe up here once. I also know that he is way into fishing so maybe he comes up here to fish or something. I don't know. I know he's not doing anything illicit. He quit using drugs awhile ago too. We compare our stories sometimes. Still it's kind of curious why he keeps coming up here. He hasn't figured out where I live yet.

I wonder what Steve is up to sometimes too. I'm paranoid of him after last year. I'm paranoid after the weird things he has said about my alleged boyfriends. I keep telling him that Josh is just a really good friend and not a boyfriend. I also reminded him that he's not my boyfriend either, multiple times. I don't think he gets it. He gets pissy about that. I tell him that at least I'm honest with him as a friend as it pertains to the people I like and am friends with and potentially dating. He isn't honest about it and that annoys me becuase it's not exactly like he's that good at lieing. It's the same shit as last year just a different entry pretty much with him.

I'm tired tonight for no reason that I can tell. I've been tired for the past few days. I just get into these things where I can't get enough sleep and I always feel rushed. Right now is one of those times.

I best be getting my sorry ass upstairs to bed.

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