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    4 May 2008 - Predictable
    Well, wanting to cry right now because I've been removed from a certain someone's friends list.  This was quite predictable, really.  Well, I asked for it really.  Sometimes you just can't help people you care about.  Fighting back tears.  As I started to write this entry I've just heard a 'new mail' notification and I see it's from 'him'.  You know what?  Because he has deleted me from friends, I can't bear to read it.  I can't face it.  I feel teary to begin with.  I have a feeling it's going to be anger and you *know* what I'm like with anger.  I want to read it but dare not.  Rejection.  Not good with that am I?  I know.  I brought it on myself but there are things I just had to say.

    I need for Mojo and Liz to join me in Stickam right now to distract me.

    Just left a message on Linda's diary.  She has put great photos of her holiday on there.  TAKE A LOOK HERE!
    If you like, leave a comment!  I'm sure she'd like to read all comments after taking so long to upload today.

    Going to listen to some of my favourite music but can't bear to read the email I just got.  I'm glad I saw that I was deleted from his friends list before I saw the email arrive.  I shall have to avoid reading it.  Which is probably what 'he' is doing by deleting me.  Feeling teary and stupid right now.  I know, I'm my own worst enemy but I have to do what I think is right....

    Love from a very nervous and teary Sair, waiting to see if Mojo and Liz turn up sometime tonight.  Hope so.
    Love to all,
    Sair xx

    4 May 2008 - Vitriol and True Hate
    The email was pure vitriol and hate.  Every negative adjective used to describe me true.  Why did I do it?  Not coming back.  Don't deserve to live.  :'-(




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