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26 Mar 2008 - Refreshed
I've had a good sleep after being in Jim's chat since 4. Everyone over there has talk of the Beatlefest in New Jersey and they are arranging to meet up. I don't think I'm missing much. I dont' really enjoy copycat sounds or lookalike bands. To me, it's the music that counts and, to quote Paul McCartney, "You cant' reheat a souffle". It's the original music that counts for me.
Just had delivery of the grocery shopping and there are some goodies in there this time. Looking forward to those.
Well I made a major decision to stay away from G's shows/chat from now on. I've not felt welcome at all so it's best I don't go there if I'm not wanted. I don't have the necessary social skills to get on with people enough and constantly feel uneasy in those chats anyway. Going from totally alone to rooms full of people is very overwhelming for me. Although I cannot help the crush I have, I have to force myself to stay away. I'm so pathetic.
Dee is feeling dizzy again. This time it's gone *beyond* the end of her period. She's feeling hot too. Two days off school then this week - yesterday and today. This is why we cannot go to Cincinnatti for Paul and Liz's wedding. Paul and Liz have been great friends to me and it's cutting me up inside not being able to go but Dee is my first priority and it's just not worth the risk of her collapsing whilst we are travelling or even at the ceremony etc. We shall continue with the pill and I've told Dee to keep a diary of her experiences - dizziness, nausea, hot/cold spells, throwing up....so we can take it back to the doc. She's alright today, just having to hold on to walls, surfaces to get about - just dizzy and nothing else. That's bad enough. :(
I have to head off into town now to get some cash and I'll pop into M&S for something for tea. I need to go to the post office at some point to grab a postpak for Donna's jam and jelly babies. Going to send those off sometime this week. I love being generous to people and making them smile. :D
Later... (Still no word about the new diary {sigh}) Love, Sair xx
26 Mar 2008 - Food!
Nipped into town in the rain without a coat or umbrella. It wasn't raining hard and I wasn't uncovered for long. Cash from the Lloyds ATM and across the road into Marksies. Grabbed us a couple of sarnies, strawberry water, cheese, fruit and found a lovely zip-up dressing gown on my way to the food department so I've brought that home too. It may be too small for me but if it is, then I'll be happy to pass it on to Dee - she can use it for slouching tent-style! {g}
That Eagles album is being played very loud! Dee is up, as are the neighbours - I am free to blast it out and I'm LOVING it! Long Road Out Of Eden is a fantastic album - the only one I skip is the I Love To Watch A Woman Dance. The rest of the tracks I just do not tire of and could hear them over and over and over. The Eagles' harmonies are just superb.
I suddenly feel a sense of relief. Knowing that I won't have to worry about any anger or humiliation through my saying the wrong thing in those chats anymore. It's liberating! It means my missing people, one in particular, but when things aren't meant to be, they're just not meant to be. I have to get this one person out of my mind. Back to Gabrielle's song "Out Of Reach" - see 13 MARCH entry...... Feel like a stupid teenager with a crush but as there's no way my feelings can go anywhere I have to let go and stay away now. Torturous it is in or out of his company, knowing that he will never feel the same about me as I feel for him. Biting my tongue and saying the most annoying things has been the way before now but I must, for my own good, and his, just stay way now.
Feeling stupid and lonely and wishing for some proper adult company right now.... not gonna happen.
Sorry, down and depressing again...but my dear friends....you like me to give you the whole truth of my life - happy and sad don't you? You keep coming back here in your hundreds so truthfulness may not always be a pretty sight but I think it's best, always.
Love to you all, Sair xx
26 Mar 2008 - Green Wing
I miss Green Wing. The actors and actresses were so much in demand that they couldn't schedule a third series - just a special and a comic relief episode. I love Green Wing and bought all the DVDs. Just thought I'd share some clips with you. It is a very English humour but I do know that BBC America has shown some episodes. Watch out for repeats. This is the only series that has made me laugh out loud so much. Does not really give you a true depiction of the programmes but these short clips give you an idea. Enjoy! Maybe more if I find some good clips later... Sair xx
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