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I'm feeling... The current mood of sarahsheraton@ntlworld.com at www.imood.com


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    17 Mar 2008 - Uncertain
    I have been down and depressed - as if you couldn't guess...

    I have been toying with the idea of just not writing my diary anymore at all. I have waited for a long time to get my old and new diaries sorted and if any of my regular friends who know my email address would care to assist me with my problem if I explain the ins and outs, perhaps you'd care to get in touch for me and help? Anything that can progress this move and help me get over certain hurdles, would be greatly appreciated.

    Otherwise I shall just not continue with this diary - it's a big decision after 7 years here. I was just the 6,814th diary here way back in 2000 before it became fashionable to "blog". Big decision.

    I don't want to leave it because the people over in chat are a different crowd and, apart from you, dear Spatzie, couldn't give a stuff about reading about my boring life.

    Yes, I DID go back in chat. I am confused and uncertain alright. I fight myself as I'm sure you know by now. I know I risk getting very upset in there, through my own fears and insecurities but I also know that I feel very alone when I'm not in there. It's an uncertainty which leaves me feeling lonely, yes again. I feel lonely in there OR out of there.

    I have dedicated readers here and it feels good to know you are here, supporting me - I read all your comments and support always makes me smile. Thank you.

    I'm tired, I'm mixed up and don't know what I want from life right now.

    Perhaps some sleep and time away from the chat will make things a little clearer, but as it's Greg's replay tonight (anytime from 8pm EST onwards at www.stickam.com/beatlerev) that's about midnight GMT) I'm not going to be thinking any clearer for a few days yet.

    Work, then sleep, then chatroom.....I am turning into a loonie! :)

    Love,
    Sair x




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