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Click on arrows below for Terry Ott's Blog and What's On News. Get this widget! I'm feeling... WANT TO REPLY? EASY! SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK ON THE "ADD COMMENT" BUTTON! 13 Mar 2008 - Oh If Only He Knew How I Feel....And Cared For Me Too.... The subject of this diary entry says it all really. I'm hopelessly smitten, just willing him to feel the same way too and make the right move....in my direction. The thing is, I know that he may be feeling as lonely as I am too, and yet there's nothing I can do about it...... he's out of reach. I'd have to be 10 years younger and have legs like Cyd Charisse before he'd be interested in me...... Knew the signs wasn’t right I was stupid, for a while Swept away, by you And now I feel like a fool So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never meant to be Catch myself, from despair I could drown if I stay here Keeping busy, everyday I know I will be ok But I’m So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never meant to be So much hurt, so much pain Takes a while to regain What is lost inside And I hope that in time You’ll be out of my mind I’ll be over you And now I’m So confused My heart’s bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn’t see We were never meant to be Out of reach, so far, You never gave your heart In my reach, I can see There’s a life out there for me 13 Mar 2008 - Last Time I'm in absolute pieces. You my dear regular readers know how I go to pieces when people get angry with me. I tried to steer the conversation away from confrontation but couldn't. I felt I was being bombarded with pure aggression. The thing is, I now know that it's a fault in me for not being able to cope with that. Over the years, I have had the maturity to realise that people often just don't know about my insecurities from my childhood and time with Tony where his aggression, both physical and mental crushed me to having no self-esteem whatsoever. {Update for "Friends" of this diary: Can anyone please find me the lyrics of the song "When She Runs" by John McVey? Can't find them anywhere, not even on his own site :-( }  The person concerned was just maybe trying to pull my leg. In a funny peculiar manner for sure but I'm afraid I just had to leave. I'm in floods of tears again. I'm NEVER going back in any of those chat rooms ever again simply because I can't cope anymore... 1) with the situation in the post above re: "Out Of Reach" and 2) any chance of coming across that sort of bombardment ever again. I tried. Goodbye. Email: R-mail powered Previous Month Next Month Nov 2009 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Aug 2009 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat             1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Feb 2009 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 Jan 2009 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat         1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Aug 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat           1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 May 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat         1 2 3 [4] 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 Apr 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat     [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] 8 [9] 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 [18] 19 20 21 [22] 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 Mar 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat             [1] [2] [3] [4] 5 [6] [7] 8 9 [10] [11] [12] [13] 14 15 16 17 18 [19] 20 [21] [22] 23 24 25 [26] [27] [28] [29] [30] [31] Feb 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat           [1] 2 [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] 8 [9] [10] 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 [22] 23 [24] [25] 26 [27] 28 29 Jan 2008 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat     [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] 8 [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15] 16 17 18 19 [20] [21] 22 [23] [24] [25] [26] [27] [28] 29 [30] [31] Dec 2007 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat             [1] 2 [3] 4 [5] 6 7 8 [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] 15 16 [17] [18] [19] [20] [21] [22] 23 24 [25] [26] [27] [28] [29] [30] [31] Nov 2007 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri  Sat         1 [2] [3] 4 5 6 [7] 8 [9] 10 [11] [12] [13] 14 15 16 17 [18] 19 20 [21] 22 23 [24] 25 [26] 27 28 29 [30]

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