For 2 years almost ive kept this journal and its time to end it and move on like the people who encouraged me to start this in the first place-bluedolphin, ritapica.I ve got my senior year ahead of me and they have their lives. Like i said in September my closest friends are leaving and who knows if i will ever get to see them again espically two people. Might sound odd but blondie and M.A.'s monk.
Blondie and I have been through alot and I mean alot. Who would have thought that two people could become friends in the circumstances adn ways we have and be as close as we are. We practically read each others minds to the point when its scary. There was that year i liked you and those very ummm interesting encounters we have had with each other but we always never let anything get to wierd. lol. Do you remember new years day in my driveway i said that there were to people who i said that i ve loved and one of them was u know who...well i was glad u never asked who the other was, espically being that the second person i loved and do still is you, but now only as friends. lol. In the words of mini blondie "she is your high school crush," the crush that i never was able to gain and win over their heart. Who knows what the future will bring but what ever happens, I ll always be there for you and the best of luck
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M.A.'s monk, man am i gonna miss you. You are absolutely amazing I dont think i ll ever be able to put into coherent words my feelings towards you. Who knows maybe I ll get lucky someday in the future and something will happen but like i said once before "I want to be the guy to sweep you off your feet." That will stand true for forever in my head you helped me out so much espically with getting over you know who. If we dont talk ever again i ll never forget you and I hope you think the same. But whether you do or dont I hope you have the best life you can and everything i ever said to was true. I ll always love ya.
Goodbye Forever, forever and a day
Guardrailboy
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