15 Sep 2002 - 10:12 PM
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10:12 PM ~ *yawns* I'm so freaking exhausted this morning. I woke about about and hour and a half ago (08:30) and went to bed at about 04:00 AM. Whoo-hoo. Four and a half fucking hours. I doubt i'll do much better in the sleep department tomorrow. I've got to go to my cousins birthday party today (I think he's turning three or four) and when I get back (probably around 09:00 PM) I have to finish my homework (about two hours). Current Mood:  Tired
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15 Sep 2002 - Got back early.
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07:20 PM ~ I just got back from the birthday party. It wasn't as long as I expected, I got like and hour and a half before I thought I would. It was pretty boring, sit for an hour, eat, open presents, eat, drink coffee, leave. EVERYONE was asking me the EXACT same questions. "How is school?", "Have you made any friends yet?", "What courses are you taking?". Grrr...I know that they are only trying to be polite, but it really gets on my nerves. I came to the conclusion last night that my life was meaningless. I have no purpose, no point. I hate the person that I am. I've always wanted to be creative, talented, intellegent. I'm nothing. I don't have an art, a passion. All I have is constant self-hate. I can't write, draw, paint, etc.
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15 Sep 2002 - Hyperballad
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10:54 PM ~ OMG! This song makes me cry :(:(:( Hyperballad - Bjork "We live on a mountain
Right at the top
There's a beautiful view
From the top of the mountain
Every morning I walk towards the edge
And throw little things off
Like:
Car parts, bottles and cutlery
Or whatever I find lying around It's become a habit
A way
To start the day I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you It's early morning
No one is awake
I'm back at my cliff
Still throwing things off
I listen to the sounds they make
On their way down
I follow with my eyes 'til they crash
Imagine what my body would sound like
Slamming against those rocks When it lands
Will my eyes
Be closed or open? I go through all this
Before you wake up
So I can feel happier
To be safe up here with you" Go download it....errrrr.....buy the cd ;).
Current Mood:  Artistic
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