I was in some QLD country town with my family, but I hadn’t been invited. I really can’t say why I actually turned up. It wasn’t as revenge or because I was upset. So I am not sure. But then I was lying in some room looking out the window at a medieval looking turret. My mother said: “It looks so much like the desert doesn’t it!” I said that I couldn’t see anything but the tower.After that is when I ‘learn’ that they are there so that my father can learn construction. But I am not so sure that I believe them. I notice that the castle (I am outside now) is in the process of being built. I start walking and see that my mother and father are talking. My father walks away and Mum bursts into tears. I know exactly what has happened.
I go up to her to comfort her but she doesn’t want any part of me. Finally she turns and lets me hug her but shes not comfortable. I said: “You knew that it was coming.” I knew she did and everyone knew that eventually they would get a divorce.
She had made me Caramel Biscuit and I was on my way home. I saw a billboard that displayed Mum’s online diary (at DD). It had a list of things for the day that she regrets and one of them was ‘getting all emotional with Samantha’. She had hated me being the one that she had talked to because she didn’t like me.