Hi! This is my life!
Be nice to it or I'll beat you with a big stick!
12 Jul 2002 - the amazing super kitty!
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okay, so I bought a ton of stuff on amazon last night including a cd by an artist that i've never really listened to. I know, so shameful, but it only cost me $50! and I got my paper route check today and that's $70 something so it's all good, well except that I still have a half hour until lunch. the problem with working two jobs is that you only get the breaks of one. *sigh* in other news, I've been way channeling Wile E. Coyote. you know how he's running along, fine, suddenly looks down, doesn't see any ground and plummets? I've been doing that a bit, emotionally. Kat's flying along and woooo, falls a bit. we all know why that is though, if only I could figure out how to tell when I'm running out of land. and excitingly, it's FRIDAY!!!! woohoo, two days off woohoo. well, i have to go shopping with my mom tomorrow (Hanover St. Fest, you know), but it'll be nice to try and catch up on some sleep. still haven't figured out what to do with the phone number, I've decided I'm going to call on sunday, but now I find out I'm supposed to suggest an activity! I'm so pulling a blank, any suggestions? hmmm, besides that life is pretty quite especially since I'm only having a running blitz conversation with tory and not anthony also, so I'm actually getting more work done at work and for those of you that think I never work, I would like to point out I spent over an hour and a half this morning dusting 10-30 pound books on shelves up to 7ft in the air and only um, dropped two of them on my feet *ow* oh, and I dropped the cd player 2x, but that so wasn't my fault. My jeans are too tight for me to fit the diskman into them. yeah.. anyhow, I'm being "forced" to go to lunch... right
later guys...
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12 Jul 2002 - A New Kat Story....
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okay, so I was looking at auction catelogs (Christies and Sotherby's). We have back-copys for like forever, all the major auctions, New York, Milan, Paris. We have New York sections (New York) and London sections (London, Hong Kong, the rest of the world that isn't New York.). (yeah, yeah I know, but It works, honestly). Anyhow, I'm poking around for New York 26 January, 2001 (Renoir red laple painting) and I see an auction catalog from "mars" and my first, second and third reactions were: "Oh, that's the London section", my fourth reaction was, wait, from mars? sad enough to say it took me quite entirely too long to realize that I had read the date, not place off of one of the older Parisean catelogs. ooops, that's why I'm now working desk.
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12 Jul 2002 - looking back
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I just went and re-read a whole bunch of my old journal entries. good gods I was in so much pain. I look back and go, if I got through that, I can get though this. (what is this? who knows?) it just scares me how much pain I was in, seems like a different world, a different lifetime. a very scary place. so I've grown and changed. I feel like a million years older I'm still the girl who was dumped but not the one who can't sleep at night. then again, it's been a couple months. 's to be expected i guess. i'm still sad, at least sometimes. still the one with all the secrets, but now I'm hoarding them away. there's a lot I regret. I wish that time travel had been invented so I could go and smack some sense into myself. But then again, present me would also probably need some sense smacked into her by some even more future me, ad nauseum. I'm so not sensable sometimes... even with all that in mind, i still think i'm on the right path even though there's some pretty kitty-toxic stuff still in my enviroment. however, either i guess i'm supposed to deal with it or otherwise Bast will and just have a little faith in fate and karma. just keep telling myself, it'll all be better some day. after all, two months ago I never thought I'd be better and now I am, so it'll happen. and just, everyone (you know who you are)......... thanks.
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