Dear Diary, No more steroids. Woooohooo. Today I took my last dose. My knee is really aching so I dont think it had any effect my arthritis. That stinks, I had to go through 6 days of hell for a medicine that doesnt even work for me. It seemed like it was making my skin look really good. Which is wierd cause it said it might CAUSE acne. Whats wierder is I started my period today and I never ever get it. Maybe 4 times a year...MAX.
I've always thought I had a hormonal imbalance, but Im too scared to go to the gynocologist. I dont want to lay there with my legs spread in front of some stranger, not unless that stranger is P!nk.
I wonder how it is for male gynocologists. They see thousands of vulvas every year. I bet it gets monotanous. How sad for their wife...I mean after seeing all those crotches how are you supposed to be turned on when you see your wifes. Doesnt it get kind of old? I guess thats where love comes in, but how many doctors love their wives? (Oh shut up)
I dont think I could be a gynocologist. It would totally ruin my sex drive. Same thing if I was VERY flexible...I'd never leave the house.
Other things make it hard to leave the house. Like being tired. I couldnt fall asleep last night and last time I checked the clock it said 4 am. I just lay there, I had no desire to have fun with myself, and kept thinking of stupid things. I finally fell into a slumber but at 7 am I was awakened by my brothers blaring rap music. I was tired all day and barely made it to go do my Xrays (hope they turn out OK). I was supposed to go out with Cher, but fell asleep and so she felt bad and we called it off. God...I need more sleep. And when the Hell is this Zoloft gonna kick in?
XOXO,
Ley-just put on this napkin and bend over-Ley