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Midi Being Played: Blowing In the Wind
Hello and welcome. I suppose I ought to put a bit about myself. I am 27 years old and live in Pittsburgh with Ein the data dog and various other anime plushies, a teddy bear, Gertrude (my six string acoustic guitar), whatever ghosts happen to pass through, a female calico cat named Tas, a female grey and black striped tabby named Pooka, another female calico named Fygarr and yet another female silver tabby kitten named Dusty as well as my husband (who I love very much and is woefully out numbered by females).
I'm a chatty person. My AOL, MSN, ICQ and Yahoo! Messenger screen names aren't publicly available because I value my privacy, but I do speak to a few. Just ask for them if you really feel that you would like to talk to me.
This online diary began as an easy way for me to keep track of and monitor my emotional status at any given time for the purposes of evaluation by a pair of others. My LCSW and clinical psychiatrist. I found myself not entirely comfortable speaking with either face to face sometimes and in this forum I was permitted to vent openly though not be forced to face a person while doing so. I've since left therapy and am coping on my own. Occasionally my entries will be about sensitive subjects ranging from depression, suicide (my own attempts and others'), possibly self injury, my confusing sexual identity, sexual abuse and how the two relate, physical and emotional abuse and simple day to day life.
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